posted January 30, 2014 04:59 AM            

Ill pull for you right now. Might take me a little bit to interpret though.

My question is how is the first day of college going to go for me? Or i guess, the first week. I start monday.

posted January 30, 2014 05:10 AM            

Five of Pentacle - King of Pentacles - Temperance

posted January 30, 2014 08:08 PM            

had an interview and even though the phone interview went well me meeting them in person it didn't.... my clothes were too tight I couldn't sit properly I felt like I was poor... I couldn't afford a new suit and I know I didn't look good.

I had a couple of interviews and I got positive feedback there's always someone beating me out that had more experience.... I'm sure I did not get this job either.

I want to know how are these interviewers perceiving mean and what can I do better to make myself stand out? for some reason this particular interview crashed my spirit and my hope... I really feel down about my life
right now.

did you want to use the same question as above?
you're going to have a feeling that something is causing disruption in chaos.... I don't know if it's because you don't like a class or you have to go to class reassigned at a different time Exedra.... but settling in you know in the first week or so you're not going to be the most happy excited person.

it feels like you have a burden on you. maybe it's not what you thought or expected or hoped for. I feel like more of a psychological issue because in terms of you being studious and present in class and having peers in your class that you get along with and your instructors, you're good.

posted January 30, 2014 08:21 PM            

I know you were just being honest but it hit me HARD, so I just didn't want to go there again, ya know?

Classes start monday. My ex and I signed up together before the split. I never got answers. I have no clue if hell show up or not. So. I wanted to know if that showed in her cards. I am not having a good time either. I understand.

Yes, I'll exchange with you. Might take me a bit to interpret. I'm ocd, I like giving details .

posted January 30, 2014 08:38 PM            

don't count on him.... again I see you going at this alone but honestly your second semester truly is going to be a much better experience. I think a little bit more hardship is what you need, so to speak, and once you feel like you have enough... that's when you're going to take control and have a different perspective and say......I just need to be happy.... and you'll start taking action to get your mind busy and start getting your mind actively engaged in different things, help you open your eyes more and learn different things and feel different. So believe it or not there's a purpose to all of this and why you're feeling all of this.... you're going to have a renewed sense about yourself and life. I do you feel you being happy and I do feel you being satisfied so whatever you're going thru now is not going to be around much longer

so start getting excited and look forward to a much better time in your life .....its just several months away!! Yay!

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Originally posted by coolingembers:
I'm barely gaining my footing right now. Its been a bad month...bad three months..and some things you have told me before really stuck with me. That's why I was avoiding exchanging with you. I didn't want to add something else to the list. I'm mad at myself because I've always loved brutal honesty but right now, I can't take it.

I know you were just being honest but it hit me HARD, so I just didn't want to go there again, ya know?

Classes start monday. My ex and I signed up together before the split. I never got answers. I have no clue if hell show up or not. So. I wanted to know if that showed in her cards. I am not having a good time either. I understand.

Yes, I'll exchange with you. Might take me a bit to interpret. I'm ocd, I like giving details .

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posted January 30, 2014 08:52 PM            

King of Swords - King of Wands - Nine of Wands

Wow. Two male court cards. I think you're getting a message here, are you more of a sword personality? Analytical, cold, strict, decisive, cutting? Think you should try going for more of a wands approach. Passionate, confident, upbeat... The cards could also be representing the career you're applying for. Swords are more law/science/medicine/business/education. Wands is more travel/exploring/exciting. If you follow the wands path, I think you will end up per serving and succeeding. To me, I see the nine of wands as having a very specific goal in mind and GOING for it.

"How is cherful perceived in her interviews currently?"

Nine of Pents - Four of Wands - Two of Pents

I think you're making a good impression. I think you give off the air of discipline and balance. The nine of pents, especially in my deck, really is a positive sign. Four of wands here I see as showing excitement/passion. So really, you ARE making the impression you described. The positive one at least. Stop worrying about being a perfectionist. You seem to be doing fine.

posted January 30, 2014 08:56 PM            

Its just really confusing to be so close to someone, and just one day you never hear from them again ya know? Confusing.

I do just want to be happy. I want to move on. I was almost certain he'd contact me, and crack, but he hasn't. It stings. I really didn't want to hear any more

"He doesn't care" "He's moved on" "Get over it"

I get enough of that from home, and its not necessary...

posted January 30, 2014 09:12 PM            

people told me the same thing but honestly its the old saying that helps it's just time will heal your wounds. I had a new job I went online to date and nothing took my mind off of him. the only thing that's helping is just time

the swords make sense I'm in the medical field so the interviews I have have to do with the medical field

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Originally posted by coolingembers:
As for counting on him? I don't.

Its just really confusing to be so close to someone, and just one day you never hear from them again ya know? Confusing.

I do just want to be happy. I want to move on. I was almost certain he'd contact me, and crack, but he hasn't. It stings. I really didn't want to hear any more

"He doesn't care" "He's moved on" "Get over it"

I get enough of that from home, and its not necessary...

I hope your situation improves.

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