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Topic: Understanding the feelings 'of the one'
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FullerIdeas
Newflake Posts: 10
From: London
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted February 09, 2014 09:06 AM
  
This feeling has been a pain in my arse for the past how ever many months, 9+ i cant be dealing with it anymore because its affecting my growth and i cant be going back into a black hole to exist within my own fantasical brain..
im new to astrology from what ive managed to gather moon in 7th and venus square pluto have been reatarding my emotions and logical clarity. and create a cycle of 'falling head over heels' for her everytime i see her. im in my saturn return mad crazy visions and change is happeneing an im sort of tiptoeing on the edge of the bridge thinking im capable of flying. believe me i can convince myself of anything!this is my natal w/trasits http://s39.photobucket.com/user/fullerideas/media/natalmewtransits_zps1ad30b05.gif.html?filters[user]=139217050&filters[recent]=1&sort=1&o=1 hope that worked busy morning trying to figure out all this.im still in contact with the said person i tried not to but it feels worse, atleast if she continues to keep saying not gonna happen im thinking i might get it. but at quiet times when im on my own i cant beleive it. so below synastry chart.
http://s39.photobucket.com/user/fullerideas/media/synnastrymeandH_zps319b0738.gif.html?filters[user]=139217050&filters[recent]=1&sort=1&o=0 i do feel like a one way connection so i need to somehow understand that it aint gonna happen, but still an overwhelming part of me believes i can. and nodoubt if you all say move on i will begin to conjure more so that i am right. but at such a time as i am in i know i should be working on my own aspects and evolving myself becus we did part for reasons, i myself left which makes it worse. i just havent felt like this before and to have walked on to not fully understand the feeling is too much of a risk. so fingers crossed my post is all correct and that some lovely person will be able to help bend my iron will to a place where i am not a 'love zombie' IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 37160
From: Saturn next to Charmainec
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 09, 2014 11:38 AM
Welcome!IP: Logged |
FullerIdeas
Newflake Posts: 10
From: London
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted February 09, 2014 11:40 AM
thank you *waves fanatically*IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
Moderator Posts: 7733
From:
Registered: Oct 2010
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posted February 09, 2014 03:11 PM
Hi....Post composite chart? ^_^ IP: Logged |
FullerIdeas
Newflake Posts: 10
From: London
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted February 09, 2014 04:13 PM
whats a composite chart!!! lol oh noes... if you could explain that would be super helpful but i will google it right now.IP: Logged |
FullerIdeas
Newflake Posts: 10
From: London
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted February 09, 2014 04:19 PM
im hoping this is ok and what you meant, if i need to add more planets or things let me know.
http://s39.photobucket.com/user/fullerideas/media/COMPOSITEH_zpsa17b8ff9.gif.html IP: Logged |
FullerIdeas
Newflake Posts: 10
From: London
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted February 10, 2014 12:49 PM
guess even in the cancer moon i cant get answers to the questions in my head lol. nvm thanks anyway people guess this ones for me to figure out.IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
Moderator Posts: 7733
From:
Registered: Oct 2010
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posted February 10, 2014 01:03 PM
I didnt see ur replies. I'll look at it darlin. Just at work right now so i cant. IP: Logged |
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