posted February 14, 2014 02:19 PM            

I've included the cards and the positions as I read them, but please feel free to change what's needed. Seems to me this is screaming at me to just take a deep breath and stop gassing the Red light. To just wait my turn, because it's coming, and it's coming sooner than I think through the help of people I work with?

Current situation: Strength
Confliction/complimenting factor: Queen of Wands
Root Cause: the Hanged Man

Relevant past: 4 of Wands
How I feel about situation: 9 of Cups
Present: the Fool

How I feel about myself: Judgment
Environment: the Star
Advice: 3 of Pentacles
Outcome: the Devil (clarified by the Chariot)

posted February 14, 2014 05:15 PM            

Yes I do agree you're doing a great job currently, but the QoW tells me you're impatient and some of this is due to things having been stagnant in the past. The hanged man I see as a couple of things, one your own struggle and sacrifice to get to where you are doing what you wanted and also that at times you weren't in complete control and didn't know how to take action because perhaps things where out of your hands. Clearly you're hopeful about the situation and are happy of where you're at. But I suspect there's fear of having the rug pulled out from under your feet. The fool tells me you're still at the beginning.

Judgement as how you feel about yourself self-explanatory. Which I believe is making you miss the bigger picture of the star. That there are possibilities for you, lots. And yes this is from collaboration with others because you can't do everything yourself.

I'll take another looksie, later when I'm not on my phone.

posted February 14, 2014 05:31 PM            

I also like to take more looksies later
Interesting spread. I don't think the Devil is a bad one to have here.. Especially with that 3 of pents as advice there (keep on building & constructing). I remember Thd Hanged Man from your past readings (??). Still in that process of transformation - it takes time, these inward changes). Anyway, back to the Devil. It's a) a powerful career card, but it also plays with fears & 'fake pots of gold' of course... So what coins you are carrying that aren't the real deal and/or is there a fear of being successful (?)
In general I think you are on the right path. It's just the hanged man still bugging you. Perhaps the Devil here simply states to enjoy the process more (hanged man is inward) - it is not about the end result (& 1000000's of people shouting out your name in pure bliss & adoration )

posted February 14, 2014 07:50 PM            

I haven't forgot you or your e-mail, my dear! Some things came up and have taken over my life. In a good way. I will share it eventually by e-mail, as this typing on the phone really isn't my thing.

Just wanted to give a sign of life from my end. Consider this my smoke signal for "I'm still here" LOL.

posted February 16, 2014 12:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Hiiiii...

I also like to take more looksies later
Interesting spread. I don't think the Devil is a bad one to have here.. Especially with that 3 of pents as advice there (keep on building & constructing). I remember Thd Hanged Man from your past readings (??). Still in that process of transformation - it takes time, these inward changes). Anyway, back to the Devil. It's a) a powerful career card, but it also plays with fears & 'fake pots of gold' of course... So what coins you are carrying that aren't the real deal and/or is there a fear of being successful (?)
In general I think you are on the right path. It's just the hanged man still bugging you. Perhaps the Devil here simply states to enjoy the process more (hanged man is inward) - it is not about the end result (& 1000000's of people shouting out your name in pure bliss & adoration )

- those were my copper pennies for you ;-) -

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Definitely a little bit of fear of success, and definitely a lot of impatience, haha! I think it's a warning too though, to not get obsessed with the end result and "success." To remember that it's the work, not the reward that matters (which pretty damn hard sometimes.)

AND OH MY GOD THE HANGED MAN, YES. He never goes away, which is fine and makes sense because that's what it needs to be but OH MY GOD. I'm so tired of feeling stuck, lol. I know I need to be until the right time, but holy crap, lol.

posted February 16, 2014 12:38 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I don't like the outcome...I feel like it's almost a warning to try not to be in control too much. Or even strapped to one idea too much.

Yes I do agree you're doing a great job currently, but the QoW tells me you're impatient and some of this is due to things having been stagnant in the past. The hanged man I see as a couple of things, one your own struggle and sacrifice to get to where you are doing what you wanted and also that at times you weren't in complete control and didn't know how to take action because perhaps things where out of your hands. Clearly you're hopeful about the situation and are happy of where you're at. But I suspect there's fear of having the rug pulled out from under your feet. The fool tells me you're still at the beginning.

Judgement as how you feel about yourself self-explanatory. Which I believe is making you miss the bigger picture of the star. That there are possibilities for you, lots. And yes this is from collaboration with others because you can't do everything yourself.

I'll take another looksie, later when I'm not on my phone.

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Definitely afraid of having the rug pulled out from under me, just because it's so new and it all feels so tenuous and flimsy. And you are right; I need to just let the Star work and take deep breaths, quit trying to force this to be something it isn't yet. It's so hard though, you know? Lol. Glad you think I am on the right path too though, and it's nice to hear other people have these moments regularly as well hahaha. I'm just ambitious and the Queen of Wands. Always have been, always will be :P Gotta learn to deal with that impatience hahah.

posted February 16, 2014 12:39 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Hey girl!!!

I haven't forgot you or your e-mail, my dear! Some things came up and have taken over my life. In a good way. I will share it eventually by e-mail, as this typing on the phone really isn't my thing.

Just wanted to give a sign of life from my end. Consider this my smoke signal for "I'm still here" LOL.

XOXO

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