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Topic: WHO is HE? WHERE is HE?????
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bella_taurus
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Registered: Oct 2010
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posted February 21, 2014 02:40 PM
  
I've been single now respectively since late 2009. I've been dating here and there, but nothing really worth while. I did date this guy for about 6 months, but that caused me nothing but drama and emotional pain. I am in my early 30's and I am starting to feel a bit love lorned about finding love again, or if it will ever find me. I even feel like life is moving on without me at times. I go from extreme to extreme with dating and love, reach highs and low lows. I have no desire to become someones plaything or sex toy, I really, really want to love, and a family and a steady life again. It seems like since I got a divorce from my ex back in 2009, my life has been the same since. He has since moved on to become a husband and a father and here I am still looking and meeting ALL the WRONG men. I know they say you are supposed to not look for love to find you, but the more I try to stick by that rule, the more I fail. At times, I feel like a loser, just walking through life trying to act like I am a-ok when really I am gravely alone, and scared I will never find a good man again. I know I've done my fair share of dirt, lying and cheating, but I feel like I am still paying for all that bad karma years later. I want to be happy and free and to make milestones and strides, but I feel STUCK, STUCK, AND MORE STUCK day by day. I come here for help, some kind of clarity, some kind of reassurance, and maybe even hope that HE is out there, just waiting to meet me, I'm no Halle Barry or angel, but I feel like I am more than deserving of love. If anyone can help me, or even grant a reading, I would be MOST grateful! Here is my info: 4/21/1980
mpls, mn
2:26 am
THANK YOU!!!!
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poochycat
Knowflake Posts: 316
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Registered: Jun 2013
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posted February 21, 2014 03:06 PM
Hey bella_taurus,O.K. good news, no wait fantastic news for you fellow Taurus girl! Right off the cuff I pulled for you the lovers card! The lovers, 8 of cups, Temperance O.k. with the lovers card it shows a love interest will be coming into your life, can't tell you when though (readings are usually good for 6 months, hang in there) With the 8 of cups It shows that you can't just jump. You sound a bit desperate and men can smell that a mile away and it's a total turnoff, so take it very slow. With temperance it shows to have peace within yourself and forgive any mistakes that you made in the past Let go of any guilt that you may be hanging on to. You don't want to bring any excess baggage into any relationship. O.K. be happy sweetie. I'm predicting this summer maybe however try not to look desperate. Think of little old ladies going on cruises looking for a man. Not pretty. Lol. poochycat IP: Logged |
bella_taurus
Knowflake Posts: 299
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Registered: Oct 2010
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posted February 21, 2014 03:22 PM
OMG!thanks a million, Poochycat!!! You want to know the funny thing? I have been thinking that maybe the fact I may come across as desperate could be why...LOL. But I am learning not to be. What a revelation!
I'll be looking forward to the summer!!! Thanks again!!!!!!! god bless IP: Logged | |
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