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Topic: Not Thriving in Life
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fauxcoat Knowflake Posts: 207 From: Registered: Jan 2014
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posted February 22, 2014 06:51 PM
I'm not thriving in life and I just can't seem to understand how to get my life on track. Is there anything that would show why I am and have been having such trouble? And when things will get better? I also don't feel like I am living or doing in life what I should be doing or living where I should be living. I just feel so displaced in life. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 38023 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 24, 2014 11:40 PM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 38023 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 25, 2014 11:31 PM
Wow, this thread gets buried fast. IP: Logged |
FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 1283 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted February 26, 2014 09:56 PM
Hi fauxcoat, in your other thread I mentioned I have NN opposite chiron which I notice you have too... That's difficult because the chiron "pain" can feel familiar and too much in your comfort zone, so it can lead to self-sabotage and viewing past wounds as impossible to overcome. How do you think Taurus chiron in 3rd has played out for you? I also notice your Asc/Dsc square your nodes. Imo the Asc relates to how we were "labled" growing up or basically the role our parents wanted us to play, so this wasn't conducive to your growth... I got screwed over too with my Cancer Asc putting basically all my planets in houses that are square by sign. But the houses are all just part of what makes us unique I guess lol. I don't know your circumstances, but I do still think you can work with your NN to improve things. 9th house is expansive, and Scorpio is about facing challenges with confidence inner strength. NN conjunct Uranus means you'll probably have to embrace change on an extreme level, but it's not impossible. Neptune in 10th could make things hazy in terms of career goals, but it's also in Sag, so idk what kind of work you're interested in but I almost want to say you should really consider re-locating and looking elsewhere (possibly abroad). Your Aqua Asc is co-ruled by Uranus, so 9th house can actually really help here. I can see how you wouldn't want to break off old contacts and communications, but that NN-Uranus is really pointing in that direction.. I think you can be "transformed" by seeing things (and I mean on a big scale, your larger outlook on life) from a different perspective. Maybe that means spiritually, but I also think there's no better way to gain a new perspective on life than traveling... (Sag moon and merc, just felt the need to preach about that quickly lol sorry) As for transits... You've been hit really hard by the Pluto-Uranus square and it still has to pass over your Mars and Venus before leaving the cardinal signs, but at least the worst of it is over (or will be shortly, once T Uranus moves past your Pluto). Also Uranus in your 2nd is urging you to throw out the Taurus stability and start fresh, 2nd house can be about finances but also metaphorical "worth" including self-esteem. Anyway, your chart honestly isn't all that bad, you have Jupiter trine Merc-Sun-Moon, which again gives a Sag/9th house theme. Saturn in 7th is difficult, but again relocating changes the angles of the chart, which I've found to be pretty valid...Sorry I can't go more in depth with the transits, but let me know what you think, and just wanted to say hope things get better soon! IP: Logged |
fauxcoat Knowflake Posts: 207 From: Registered: Jan 2014
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posted March 02, 2014 01:50 AM
Thank you , Asc! I had given up on this thread. As for your questions, I think the Taurus Chiron is a problem. Apparently it causes communication problems. I don't know too much about chiron in general though. With SN in Taurus, this indicates I have problems with siblings and people close to me. Much of my chart shows a pull away from my family, and this is what is actually going in in my life, but I have Jupiter in 4th so I'm so confused. I agree with you that I should try to relocate. I may be happier somewhere else. I am considering other places at this time. I just feel soo despondent over my life these days and I am sure that the transits are causing a lot of my problems. I am having a tough time with my north node being in scorpio. This is the worse NN placement. One astrologer said it is has the most challenges and said there were too many challenges to list! It doesn't go well with all the air in my chart. I just don't understand why I feel so earthy when I don't have much earth in my chart to begin with. I'm upset to read that Uranus transiting my 2nd house will push away the Taurus stability. I need stability more than ever now. IP: Logged | |