posted March 12, 2014 09:45 PM
Hi Ebony (LOVE your name)Your question just touched my heart and I have to reach out to you. I am so sorry about the loss of your two babies. If I could I would give you the biggest hug. I pulled some cards for you...
10 of wands, tower rx, 5 of swords rx
Stress is taking a huge toll on you right now hence why you haven't had your menstrual cycle. I would make sure you are getting enough sleep and consider taking supplements as stress can deplete vitamins from the body.
The tower and 5 of swords reversed both point to major stress overload as well. You are causing this yourself. Try to realize that you can control some of this. It's time to forgive yourself. Perhaps you should consider talking to a health care professional with your husband although I wouldn't take any anti anxiety medication at this time. There are clinics (usually through a teaching college) that will help with fertility issues. If you don't have the money for this or health insurance to cover it there are other options that you should discuss with your doctor. Be a little bit pro active and perhaps this will help you with your stress. *I find yoga and meditation very helpful but explore what you find calming. And good luck, Ebony, I wish you all the best. Poochy