posted March 16, 2014 08:08 PM            

Just wanted to let you know that I haven't forgotten that I promised both of you to see what I can 'feel' for you guys.

Am trying to find the old posts, but am having difficulty.

Do you still want me to 'look' for you?

If yes, would you be kind enough to ask me again what you'd like to know. (I've gone through a lot in the past few weeks and can't remember.)

Also, I'd need: your birthday, the first initial of the person you're asking about and their birthday... and your and their charts if available.

Hope you girls are doing well.

posted March 16, 2014 09:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Jerseyshore:
Welcome back!
How are you feeling? It's great to see you on. Are you sure you're up to doing a reading? I don't want you to feel obligated. My question is what does the future hold for V and I? Is it over or will we start again when things have settled?
Me: oct 9,1978
V April 4, 1976
I don't have charts, sorry.
Please, if you aren't up to it no worries! Happy you're back Thank you!

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Hi, Jerseyshore.

Thank you for the welcome and inquiring about me. I appreciate it.

I got better, then hubby had health issues then I got a bit ill again, but now I'm better.

So sure... I promised and have a bad habit of keeping those

So I'll do my best and see what I get. Ok?

If you don't mind, I'd love to know what your impression will be, what you think and any feedback you'd care to share with me.

Ok... so I feel that V and you had a pretty strong connection when you two met. I feel he has a strength and masculine way about him that really attracts you. You felt and feel very feminine with him (?). I hope I'm on the right track... lol. Usually at this point I'm able to ask (who I'm talking with) if this resonates... letting me know I'm on the right track and then I can continue. But without it, I'll just tell you what I feel further, ok?

I feel a bit of a mix inside of him (regarding his feelings)... that he wants love and wants a relationship, but then he's not sure he wants it... as if he also feels that it might tie him down and he might lose his 'freedom'. And it's not even the kind of freedom that he would need to do anything that couldn't happy live within a relationship. It's just a 'feeling' he has. I feel it to be a bit immature... like a younger man wanting to do whatever he wants... not that he wants to do anything special... just that he 'feels' he can do anything he wants at any moment and not really have to 'report' to anyone. If he wanted to take off somewhere, he could and he didn't have to 'discuss' it with anyone.

I feel he felt a real connection with you. That feelings even grew to a point, but then he put a damper on it... didn't take it further. I feel that he sees you to be the type of person for a long term relationship. There's a respect there towards you... like you're the 'wife' type, not the 'playing around fwb type'. You and the qualities you posess, he sees as the type of gal who he could take home and be proud of, yet he's not sure he wants that at this point. It's not that he's not sure if he want's YOU... but he's just not sure WHAT exactly he wants to do right now.

So I kind of feel like a younger man's heart (not chronological age)... he feels to me like someone who hasn't totally decided to fully settle down. (And if he has been settled down before he felt it to be restrictive and not right.) So I feel he's not sure if he wants the 'forever' right now yet. That feels like a shame to me... coz I feel you to be ready for something more bonded with him and I feel you two get along quite well and really nicely. I also feel that at times you'll catch him (or caught him) grinning at you? Kind of a silly grin? Does/did he?

The future... hmmm... I'm not getting anything very firm... not that you guys won't be firm, but I'm not seeing a solid answer about the future. I can't pin him down. It's like I see him bopping around
here and there. Are there some problems that he's dealing with? Because I don't feel like he stays in one place, but kind of hops around (not with women or other girls) but with situations (?). As if there's an instability about him and that's what's causing him not to be sure of what exactly he wants to do (?).

Still... I keep feeling this really nice connection between the two of you and I'm not so sure that it's over, as you asked. I don't feel stability with it right now, but I don't feel it's over. I feel you too feel a lovely feeling with him. And I feel that he feels it too when he thinks of you. Didn't he tell you something about that previously?

Every time I try to peg him down as to which way he's going, he slides for me. Hmmm. Then, as I feel him sliding around I feel time passing. How much time? ??? I can't tell time AT ALL! But some time passes and I see another, or a couple of others, coming around you (guys interested in you). But I still see that you, out of the corner of your eye are still keeping an eye out for V (metaphorically speaking)... because you'd like to be with him.

So that's what I kind of feel.

I'd like you to know that I work on the phone... where I hear the person's voice, which brings in images for me (and then I interrupt all the time with all kinds of pieces of info - lol). Please remember that prior to you seeing me on here, I have never done anything through a computer or text. Also, usually, my clients are with me for a very long time, and many times I guide them through situations and help guide them towards achieving what they would like in life - intuitively, of course. I also do lots of inner-child work. I don't give dozens of readings a day... I think I'd keel over if I did... lol. Now naturally I'm not suggesting or implying ANYTHING... just letting you know that this (on the computer... not hearing a voice and speech) is VERY different for me and I have NO clue if I'm on the right path with you or not... lol. Just wanted to let you know, sweetie, coz I take what I do (professionally) VERY seriously (even though this isn't professional but courtesy and fun). It's a person's life I deal with... not entertainment... that's how I look at it.

So anyway... hope what I said resonates somehow with you... please let me know what you think.

Love and Light!

posted March 16, 2014 11:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Jerseyshore:
I'm sorry Crimson but would you mind one more question? Should I reach out to him or wait and see if he contacts me? This situation is so unusual - I'm not sure how to proceed. Thank you so much!

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No problem ... natural to have questions... I'm used to that. I used to tell my clients that I'm like Lycos (remember that old search engine with the cute little dog?).. that they need to ask... give me a little info and ask, and I'll go out there and get the answer... lol.

So anyway... not to chew your ear off (I'm very chatty... lol)... back to you...

Should you reach out... well... here's what I feel... I feel him unsteady as I said. So if you contact him, I feel that he will have a dual emotion about it. He'll be happy to hear from you, he really DOES have feelings for you (YOU know that), but then again he'll start feeling bad about himself and a little guilty. He knows that he hasn't done the right thing by you... he's not a dumb or bad guy. Actually he's kind of a really nice guy. Isn't he? And he doesn't like to behave like a 'not nice' guy, and he won't be able to make plans with you and he'd know that you'd be desirous of that, but he wouldn't and then afterwards he'd feel bad about it. Then he'd worry a little that you would be mad or upset or looking at him badly because he didn't pursue/continue from your initiated contact, and then it would take him a bit longer to contact you, when he's ready to do so, because he'd be a bit hesitant coz well, AGAIN he hadn't behaved well and that would give him a moment of pause. So, and honestly I never like telling anyone what to do, but if I was you, and felt what I feel (above) then I'd kind of wait. Maybe... maaaaaaaaaaybe, on a special holiday, like for instance his birthday (which IS coming up soon) or if there's a holiday coming up that's special to him (that you know is special to him) then you could send him a little 'happy birthday' text or an emoticon. Just to let him know that you haven't forgotten about him. But honestly, I wouldn't send a full message or email, coz I truly feel that it would make him feel badly about himself. I hope this makes sense to you. But again... PLEASE do what you feel (not what you WANT), but what you feel. Maybe meditate on it... pray on it... whatever it is that is your brand of spirituality, and the answer may come. I always encourage (my clients) to develop their own intuition (which every woman has)... I like to help others grow wings and fly, not become dependent.

Hope this is of some help.

posted March 16, 2014 11:30 PM            

What happened to your feedback?

Am I going crazy or didn't you leave one... I know you did coz it made me feel good and I read it twice. It's always so nice to hear that I can do what I'm supposed to... lol. I know you also left another message coz I answered it... but now both of those are gone!!!!

I thought posts cannot be deleted, only edited.

?????

posted March 17, 2014 12:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Twitterbird05:
yes, she did reply, I saw it. sometimes things get mysteriously lost when the LL servers are acting weird.

you're lucky the thread still exists.

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Oh, thank you so much for replying.

Really?

That happens?

UGH! :P

posted March 17, 2014 06:37 AM            

Thank you for the warm and caring welcome. Very sweet of you

Well, I couldn't sleep so I'm here

Before I tell you what I feel, please allow me to preface by saying that I hope you read what I wrote Jerseyshore above (same thread), about how I read and how I don't and the 'unsureness' I experience doing this, over the computer. If not, please read that before you read what I will write
below, so that you understand where I'm coming from. Ok? Thank you.

Ok... insight for you and M.

The very first thing I see is a great attraction between the two of you. Attraction on more than one level. From both sides, simultaneously. You don't need me to tell you about the sizzle you guys feel for each other. You're not the only one... he feels it too. He is very taken by you. Very attracted to you. Very impressed with your exterior (looks, how you dress, etc.) when he first met you. Naturally that's expanding as he gets to know you and sees other things that he finds very attractive.

I see him having a small smile on his face when he thinks of you. I don't feel he has a big wide smile... I feel he can do a male mona lisa thing at times, if that makes sense to you.

I feel that there should also be a feeling of ease between the two of you... an ease of being together. Sometimes the sizzle will bring with it a nervousness, but not this time, I feel. I feel that it's a good combination of attraciton and comfort (?). He feels to me like a very ambitious young man, who pushes at his career and success hard and will achieve. I feel that this quality in him is very attractive to you. You admire that. But boy, I can't get away from the 'attraction' feeling. I try to
keep looking elsewhere for other things, but the attraction feeling keeps overflowing... so that means there should be a LOT of that.

Ok... moving on

Did he like not really like school, or couldn't wait to get out of school, maybe had to work really hard at it... or couldn't wait to finish it... something with that... but I know... you're interested in the
romance.. so let me stop with what you're not interested in... lol.

Romantically I feel he's a little fussy. He has particular things that he likes and particular things that he just "certainly doesn't like". You, my dear Spiritualjourney, I feel, really interests him. He sees much in you that 'really appeals' to him about you. Has he told you anything? Do you know this already?

I feel that you feel he can be exciting and entertaining, and I feel that he can be exciting and entertaining romantically, but yet you also feel a solidity and stability in him that, again, attracts you to him. I feel he's just SO interesting to you, and he's intrigued by you also. Also, I feel that this is a meaningful connection. There's this strong karmic connection, I'm feeling... like you were meant to meet. Your souls have 'business' together. Not business in the material world... soul business.

Unfinished business (When this type of soul connections meet, they, immediately, at first meeting, feel a kinship, a draw, a magnetic pull... almost as if meeting a long lost friend or even lover, you feel a certain comfort level... you guys must have felt some of that when you first met... and I feel this is the type of connection you two have.) Did you?

One thing I see about you in this relationship is that you might have, at times, thoughts, mental analysis, worries (hopefully not) about the relationship if you don't have all pieces of info in place
regarding how he feels and where the relationship stands and where it's going. Possibly even dreams, but more like thoughts that keep going and going and going, which may lead to worry. I feel strongly to say to you that please don't worry, because I feel that he has a tendency to get very
absorbed in what he's doing... work and such (his strong ambition), and time may elapse, where he would feel it's a short time and you feel it's a longer time (regarding the same period of time).

Btw, don't you have prophetic dreams? Dreams that then come true? Kind of just hit me. Is that correct?

I feel, he feels greatly interested in you, but there is a pragmatic side of him that doesn't allow him to jump before looking and he wants to look. He likes what he's seen so far in you, and wants to know and see more. He's not in any rush either, I feel. I get this feeling that he enjoys the
'journey', the 'process' (?)... that he knows you're there and looks forward to 'next time'. Let me give you a lame analogy, ok? It's like if you're reading a super good book. You read some and then have to get back to life. While conducting life, you think of the book and savor the feeling of later going back to it to read more of it. I also feel that soft smile again... as if that smile expresses his enjoyment of thinking of what could come (between the two of you). I don't feel he's taken his thoughts far ahead ... he's not putting the cart before the horse... he's taking it one step at a time.

Basically that's what I feel right now (I don't mean that I feel will change or reverse, it's just I don't have much more I feel right now). Hopefully this resonates with you. Would love to know what you think and your feedback.

Love and Light!

posted March 17, 2014 07:54 AM            

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Originally posted by Spritualjourney:
WOW! Simply amazing Crimson! Thank you so much for the very accurate & detailed reading. I will come back later tonight with a very detailed response (@ work now).

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Will look forward to that and have a great day at work.

posted March 17, 2014 08:07 AM            

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Originally posted by Jerseyshore:
Crimson,
Where DID my feedback go? How odd! Thank you for answering my second question. It's funny, I was planning on sending a birthday message but nothing more. I feel that is the right thing to do.
So, since my original feedback was mysteriously deleted I will respond again. Everything you said is spot on! He has been dealing with some pretty heavy issues and that has caused him to disappear from my life. And yes, I would always catch him giving me that silly grin. I miss that grin! I feel a deep connection to him so I'm hoping he will come around again. Sometimes you just FEEL it.
You have an amazing gift, I cannot find one inaccuracy in either of your responses. I do believe his lack of commitment is due to his situation, but he definitely doesn't strike me as the type who likes being tied down either. Up until his circumstances changed he was very vocal about his feelings for me. I always felt very appreciated and wanted. And YES! He is very masculine - I've never felt more feminine or girlie!
Thank you so much for your insight and guidance. I am completely amazed!

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I know... right?... crazy how the posts disappeared.

But, AWWWW! Thank you for redoing it. So sweet of you.

YEAY!!! I'm SO glad you had the thought you did about what to do (his birthday). I agree wholeheartedly!!!

Like I said, doubt it's over. But time will tell. You're absolutely on the mark about him not really wanting to be tied down right now... (right now are key words in that statement). I'm SO glad you're listening to your intuition! But as we both know, he's in the midst of difficulties, and his energy is slippery and somewhat upheaval-ish. His energy will change - he'll sort through things, and then, his energy being more stable will show a more concrete 'intent'... his intent. Whereas it's not very clear now because of his difficulties... makes sense, right?

The grin... yeah, cool!... I felt/feel that's coz he can't help himself... it's his attraction to you... how much he likes you... at times he thinks you're just so cute and can't help doing that grin thing. It bubbles up/over. That's what I felt/feel.

What I also wrote, in the missing note is that when you 'feel' something (unless one has self-esteen/worth issues, or is obsessed) then that 'feeling' usually means something. Women have intuition. All of us do. Don't ever disregard it. It will always guide you well. (and I don't feel you have self-esteen/worth issues, nor do I feel you to be obsessive... really.) When you first contacted me, I had no idea... after all you could have been santa clause as far as 'i' knew... lol.. but now I can feel you better and I feel that I think I'm right about that.

Hope you don't mind... I'm going to test something out here...

posted March 17, 2014 08:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Spritualjourney:
Hi Crimson, would it be OK to ask another question (career related)? I know your readings take a lot if energy, so please feel free to say no

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Hi again

Thank you for being considerate. I appreciate it.

What I read is people... hearts, minds, souls. Therefore intents, personalities.. which show me what ppl can and will do.. stuff like that.

So now by doing that, we can figure out what's going on in a 'workplace' situation, because after all it's ppl who control everything, right?

Something like that is more complicated, since there are usually more ppl involved, etc... usually not just one person, ever. Know what I mean? (I hope I'm being clear, even though no sleep... lol).

On here, as I'm sure you understand, it's not really possible to get into such detailed situations... and I'll only do shorter things out of courtesy here. (and I think my 'shorter' things are pretty long... lol)

Never had, nor do I have the intent to really advertise here, actually I don't really advertise at all, anywhere, ever... lol... but I think I feel comfortable enough to share this link with you here.

When I first joined here someone asked me if CrimsonRed had anything to do w/vampires. lol I thought that was cute. No it doesn't. If you click the link, you'll see the immediate connection

More Info If You Are Interested

posted March 17, 2014 08:45 AM            

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Originally posted by Jerseyshore:
Crimson,

Haha you read my mind! I was going to ask you for your contact info. I feel a connection to you and your readings, I can tell you are genuinely gifted and kind. As much as I appreciate your free readings I would never ask for another. You need to make a living! Awesome, thanks for the link. I will definitely come to you for future guidance/insight.
One last thing. You said he just couldn't help but grin at me because he thought I was so cute. And again you nailed it! He used to tell me that all the time!
You are fantastic - thank you so much!

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Awww, you're SO sweet. Thank you!!!

I appreciate and respect you and your integrity!

Please know that I have a private business - basically that's what I do, I do not sign on, not really... check feedbacks... don't think there are any... lol. Privately it's 1/3rd off what you see there. So if you're ever interested, we'd go private, not through anywhere. You get the most that way. So just contact me here if/when you'd want or need.

posted March 17, 2014 09:01 AM            

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Originally posted by CrimsonRed:
Awww, you're SO sweet. Thank you!!!

I appreciate and respect you and your integrity!

Please know that I have a private business - basically that's what I do, I do not sign on, not really... check feedbacks... don't think there are any... lol. Privately it's 1/3rd off what you see there. So if you're ever interested, we'd go private, not through anywhere. You get the most that way. So just contact me here if/when you'd want or need.

Re: his smile... oh cool!!! Yeah, I felt that grin and how he melts for you That's why I said what a shame he's going through stuff, coz such a nice connection!

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posted March 17, 2014 09:23 AM            

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Originally posted by Jerseyshore:
Oh and you're right. I'm a pretty confident lady - esteem issues are not a problem. I just feel there is something between us, and although I won't chase after him, I definitely won't slam the door should he resurface
And yes, I have been approached by other men but I am keeping an eye out for him.
You're awesome

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Oh good, good! Thank you for the confirmation for me. That's great, coz once I have the energies it's like looking something up in a reference book... I have your 'imprint' so to say, meaning I can find and feel you as long as you want/need... lol... sorry... I like analogies :P

But you know what?... I usually connect well with those who like and are open and brave regarding realities. Like I said, I respect you

posted March 17, 2014 11:02 AM            

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Originally posted by CrimsonRed:
Oh good, good! Thank you for the confirmation for me. That's great, coz once I have the energies it's like looking something up in a reference book... I have your 'imprint' so to say, meaning I can find and feel you as long as you want/need... lol... sorry... I like analogies :P

But you know what?... I usually connect well with those who like and are open and brave regarding realities. Like I said, I respect you

Re: V and pursuing... again I agree with you and applaud your decision. See, there is something, obviously... otherwise you wouldn't feel him correctly enough to feel/know what you should do. You're right, he's not the type of guy who appreciates a woman pursuing. Some men do. He's not one of them. Oh he would allow it. But then 'she' wouldn't fare so well. He'd tire of her. Quite quicklyl. Oh THAT's what I forgot that was in the disappeared note... that I wanted to tell you... he tends to sometimes tire of a gal easily... somehow after a little while 'she' will hold not too much interest anymore... kind of 'ho-hum-he's a little bored' thing. Then he slowly backs away, starts acting detached more and more. He never did that w/you I feel. Rarely has he ever found anyone who really, truly, long term held his interest. I felt that you do. I feel that because 'he' feels you do. Even though he's not pursuing you or a relationship with you right now(well not w/anyone, actually, and I feel that when he's more interested in going there, he'll reach for you. Now I'm not feeling marriage, because at that time he's still not sure what he's doing, but he'll be more settled and having emotional and mental focus for a relationship, and remembering you... can't forget you... and he'll turn back to check you out again... to make sure that what he perceived of you - well after all he'll think it was during a tumultous time and maybe he didn't see things correctly - lol - I'm laughing coz I can already feel his feelings - see the more I talk w/you and the more you say the more I see... lol... anyway, he'll be so happy when greeted by you again and he sees that yep, you are the same...ooo, just got a tingle up my arms), but you haven't bored him. EVER! I felt he was kind of surprised at that. I feel that deep inside he's idealistic, and although he has deep secret desires (idealistic, romantic ones) he hasn't really found that and almost couldn't believe that he found someone whose shine doesn't tarnish in his eyes.

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posted March 17, 2014 10:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Spritualjourney:
Bump

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I've been trying, for the past 3 hours to post your reply and it won't go.

??? - maybe it's too long?