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Topic: Im really confused of my feelings :S (tarot request)
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enchantress
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Registered: Oct 2011
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posted March 19, 2014 06:56 AM
  
Have you ever loved someone so much that you just wanna lock youself in a room, turn on a sad music and cry? Have you ever got tongue-tied, felt butterflies in your stomach and just didnt know what to say soon as you see that special guy?I saw him today, briefly. I didnt know what to do. I didnt know what to say. It wasnt like this before. I never felt this way... It's been a while, actually more than a while since I saw him. Now university started again and there he was sitting outside the library while I walk pass and see his figure to my right. It was him. I was delighted to see him. I wanted to say hi like how I always did. I wanted to talk to him like how I used to, back when I didn't cared about my feelings for him. Some people say that "distance only makes the heart grow fonder" but I'm afraid that its the opposite for him. I'm afraid that he doesnt really care about me now... but did he even cared on the first place? Did he ever feel what I am feeling whenever I'm around him? Did he ever think of me like how I'm thinking of him now? But I don't know if I should be happy that we never gotten "closer" because then it would be harder for me to let go of him. Even harder than what I am feeling right now. I'm so confused of my feelings. I just wanna cry, I feel so sad. I really miss him  I really really want to know his views and feelings about me and the reason why I feel for him. If anyone with the gift of reading tarot could help, I would be over the moon. All the efforts are appreciated. If it helps, my initial is L, im 19 and his is D he is 21.  IP: Logged |
poochycat
Knowflake Posts: 495
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Registered: Jun 2013
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posted March 19, 2014 11:15 PM
Hi enchantress,I pulled some cards for you. I hate seeing someone being ignored. 2 of cups, wheel of fortune, page of wands 2 of cups usually is a very good card in a romantic/love reading but since you don't have that kind of relationship with him I feel there is potential for a friendship. The wheel of fortune AND the page of wands show positive changes happening. Usually the page of wands shows something and not someone that you might have started awhile ago but this card is representing a person that you used to know. Good news in that a new adventure will come to fruition however you will have to be the one to supply the follow through. Don't be shy, just smile and say hi. Hope this helped you. Let me know what happens. I'm cheering you on. LOL Poochy IP: Logged |
enchantress
Knowflake Posts: 206
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Registered: Oct 2011
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posted March 19, 2014 11:53 PM
Thanks Poochy for taking your time to read for me. I hope more blessings to come to you  the thing is I was never shy around him, I was never afraid to initiate the conversation.. In fact we met through a group project at my university and thats how we became friends and I was the only girl in that class but everyone in the group got along really well. We were studying together last semester just before exams, helping each other before quizzes..but since both of us are doing different majors now (im doing chem engg, he's doing mech), we don't have any classes together and We never really talked about catching up during our summer break. I only fully admitted to myself that I like him when I realised that I'm really missing his company during our break. We only just say hey to each other now... Its really awkward because I'm thinking "What happened to us?" I know its not the right phrase because there was never really an "us", we are not going out but what I mean is that, I was wondering if he really saw me as a friend or thinks of me as a friend.... I still want him to be a part of me even if that means being friends, I'm just afraid that he doesn't think the same way.... IP: Logged |
poochycat
Knowflake Posts: 495
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Registered: Jun 2013
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posted March 20, 2014 10:42 AM
He thinks of you as a friend right now. Go back and read my reading to you again. It's up to you to initiate things. PoochyIP: Logged |
poochycat
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Registered: Jun 2013
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posted March 20, 2014 10:43 AM
He thinks of you as a friend right now. Go back and read my reading to you again. It's up to you to initiate things. PoochyIP: Logged |
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