posted March 22, 2014 11:07 AM            

I read your post on the other thread. You wanted to exchange, so I might as well put up a new thread. I'm still working on some other readings, so I'll get back to you in a few with your reading. Sorry if it's taking too long.

posted March 22, 2014 01:27 PM            

what your questions

at 12:26 Central time in Chicago Illinois I wanna know what my life purpose is like what's my gift that I should be doing?

posted March 22, 2014 01:58 PM            

Life purpose is more of like a natal chart question as this is ruled by the North Node.

But anyway, in the chart, I see that your career and the work you will be doing is intertwined. You will be serving people and you will be compassionate with them. I'm thinking something that has to do with health. Maybe becoming a doctor? Doctors after all are compassionate and they help people heal. I can also see that you've already prepared for this path. Have you taken medicine in college? If you have, then you're on the right track. I'm thinking in 5 months or years maybe? Jupiter in the 12th trines Mercury in the 9th in an applying aspect. They are five degrees apart.

posted March 22, 2014 02:11 PM            

okay about your question I feel strongly that you should not even tell him anything. do you have to I mean if this is someone that likes you can't you just say I'm sorry I'm just not interested........

its something about this particular person that's going to make him irrate. the word grunge isn't as strong as a word forgiveness. like he won't forgive you or perhaps he feels like you sold out..... so it seems like to this guy n is probably put on a pedestal to him.

so if you do end up telling him about the specific person, you're going to basically have some issues with this guy but it really stems from his jealousy or insecurity or lack of respect for the other person. and I wouldn't expect the same with this guy, not just holding a grudge, but things will change for good.... in such a way that you really wouldn't count on him as being a friend anymore I'll be in and out in and have a bad attitude.

any other questions.......?

OK at t 1:11 can I ask what I have romance coming up in 2014, short term long term you know anything about him you know when Exedra

posted March 22, 2014 02:42 PM            

Counseling huh? That's probably what it is since you kind of still serve people and are compassionate with them in that field. What do you do as an admin at that hospital? Do you serve people in some way?

I'm just curious to know.

As for your other question about romance, I'm seeing that you will be passionately in love with someone this year. Your significator is in the 5th house, and Saturn (the ruler of the 7th house)is also in the 5th. You will meet a man who is older and has an authoritative quality to him. Saturn squares Venus in the 7th. Might take a while for romantic feelings to develop. There will be something to work on individually. The square is an applying aspect, 7 degrees apart. The angular houses are in cardinal signs. This means something will happen fast. Marriage could follow in about 7 months. Saturn is ruled by Scorpio. Scorpio is ruled by Mars which sits in the 4th house. Venus is trining Mars in an applying aspect about 10 degrees apart. I'm thinking you guys will start a family in 10 months.

Question:
Yesterday, I was on my way to church and I was in a good mood. But when I got to church and saw N, I suddenly felt a major shift in my mood and I had a headache. This also happened the day before when me and Dom were hanging out and N saw us together (without the headaches though). It's like I'm sensing his energy. Was it his emotions that I was feeling at the time?

posted March 22, 2014 04:37 PM            

no you are not feeling his emotions or energy. I'm sensing it is coming from your side that something to do with being scared...feeling scared emotions, etc....... something to do with fear/scared. I can't say exactly what but I think deep down you'll find the answer. but I havehave to also say trust your intuition so if you feel that something isn't quite right with the situation with one of them listen to your senses...... does one not like the other? I feel like there's something going on there to where I almost feel like I don't like one of them.

I have one more question.
Im tired all the time. I lack energy and im lathergic. It's hard for me to do things, I have no energy I have the desire but I just can never seem to do it.... such as the gym even going to work, I call off a lot.

why, what is it steming from.....and its 3:34 p.m.

is it Due to the really rough last year so I'm still dealing with that, again I know my solar return has a lot the 12 house so is it from that, is it my eating habits, is it from my environment such as my job.... am I going through depression.... perhaps a little of everything just mentioned? could it also be because I'm giving readings and that's draining my energy

I did get an interview for the position in NY, btw. if I get that I'm definitely accepting it I just hope my energy increases in my mood gets better before then, it'll be a lot of hard work for me when I'm there, but maybe that's what I need, a new environment, new things to learn about, new people, etc.

...... what the hell is going on and when is it going to improve.

at 3:55 p.m. I just thought of this question what can I do to improve overall in this situation or just my health in general

posted March 22, 2014 05:04 PM            

You're still kind of helping people in that admin job though. And what is this job you've applied for at NY?

As for your situation, I think all these feelings of lack of energy stems from a desire for transformation. You really do need a change in your life. Most of your frustrations come from work. Your working environment might not be as pleasant as it used to be. Also, other people might have been too restrictive on you lately. You are frustrated because you can't use your creativity in the workplace. Not like in an artistic sense but like "looking for alternatives" kind of creativity. You also feel that your ideas aren't easily accepted by others. Your significators are also in the 4th house. You feel more comfortable being at home now because of all these frustrations. You feel like your home is your only place of retreat and security.

Also, have you been indulging a lot? Venus is in the 6th house sqauring Saturn in the 5th. You probably have poor health habits.

I do hope you get the job at NY because I think you might really need that change of working environment.

I thought I was feeling N's emotions because I usually sense other people's feelings when they're really strong. Sometimes, they even cause me to get really anxious. I don't really know how N feels about Dom, but I do know that Dom doesn't like N that much. They're friends, but Dom kinda hates N for some reason. I don't understand why.

posted March 22, 2014 05:25 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
there's something to do with that there's more to the story than you know about I don't feel good I don't get an uncomfortable feeling when I think of their situation it's more than just pettiness and jealousy I can't figure it out though..... I think this is your body's way of protecting you....really go into this with eyes open ears open and just a bit cautious.... not that you're like an any physical harm or anything like that its nothing like that.
I don't think either have bad intentions towards you or to hurt you.

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I wish I'm able to figure out why this is affecting me and not either one of them. Like if it's something between them, why is it even affecting me at all? I don't think I'm supposed to tap into my intuition right now. At least, that's what a psychic told me.

posted March 22, 2014 06:57 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I don't know what it is either but it doesn't have to be something bad in a sexual manor. is one of these guys the guy that people at church don't like him....?

Ask why, maybe others no about them two

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posted March 22, 2014 07:15 PM            

I have a learning disability also and slow! I'm not weird because of that I don't act weird because of that and people don't think of me in a negative way because of it so there's something else that he's doing that he's showing others are others can see it better than you can

posted March 22, 2014 07:49 PM            

Yeah, I guess it differs how others see people with learning disabilities depending on the person himself/herself. I honestly didn't think you had it. I didn't even think he had it until someone told me and I was very shocked. I thought his weirdness kinda match my weirdness--like the crazy kind of weird. He's almost always hyper and loud like me. But I do it for fun and because I like to joke around. I dunno about him.

But like I don't judge, so it's cool. Sorry if you got offended or anything. I didn't mean it in a bad way.

posted March 22, 2014 08:00 PM            

QUOTE]Originally posted by Solar_Leo_Queen:

Yeah, I guess it differs how others see people with learning disabilities depending on the person himself/herself. I honestly didn't think you had it. I didn't even think he had it until someone told me and I was very shocked. I thought his weirdness kinda match my weirdness--like the crazy kind of weird. He's almost always hyper and loud like me. But I do it for fun and as joke. I dunno about him.

But like I don't judge, so it's cool. Sorry if you got offended or anything. I didn't mean it in a bad way.

As for my solar return this year (2013-2014), my Mercury is in the 10th house. Venus rules my chart since my SR Asc is in Libra. It's sitting in the 12th house opposing Neptune in the 5th. I think that has something to do with it. Neptune also squares my SR Moon in the 9th.[/QUOTE]

posted March 22, 2014 08:23 PM            

I be careful with n because if you do like him and he keeps seeing you with this guy he's not going to make a move.... in fact I see him questioning why he would even like you if you're the type of person that likes dom......so somethings up with that dom kid. but I feel n is just a more rebellious maybe a little bit of a rough kid, not a bad person, but could certainly be better. this dom kid I don't like. I still feel he did something bad I don't know what but I he's form a lot of growing up to do I don't think he's going to intentionally do anything to hurt you or anything like that..... but let's just say he's too emotionally drawrfed and to selfishly inclined to actually understand the complexity of a woman's emotions and intelligence and wellbeing

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Originally posted by Solar_Leo_Queen:

Oh okay, I get what you're saying about the learning disability thing and everything else. LOL. Honestly, N hasn't done anything bad to me except for the fact that he teases me and picks on me. He used to be way nicer to me until like a few weeks ago. I don't know why, but he just changed the way he treated me. As for Dom, heck yeah, he'd be in a whole lot of trouble. I don't know if he likes me sexually or pure genuine interest. Not so sure about that. He would be like the 5th guy I turn down this year. No one ever really gets to me, so I guess that's a good thing.

Anyway thanks a lot I have so many questions.. sorry if I bugged you too much

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posted March 22, 2014 08:36 PM            

I only saw a reaction on N's part in the past few days. So I decided to stop being around Dom yesterday. I still feel guilty about him though because he's my friend and he's gonna get hurt. He's complained so much about his ex-girlfriends to me and he seems like the type to hold a grudge (though he may not show it).

posted March 22, 2014 09:15 PM            

and don't feel too bad about dom because honestly if he was a friend and he cared about how you were thinking and feeling he would be grabbing you inappropriately .....probably in front of others as, as you can understand anybody seen a girl hanging around the guy that keeps touching her inappropriately even if she slap his hand, she's still there putting up with it.......they're gonna think not so many positive things about that girl

posted March 22, 2014 09:40 PM            

I honestly don't even know why I'm into him. It was just...the first time I met him, I felt like I've met him before (though I've never really met him before that). I was instantly attracted to him, but I kept denying the feeling for months. I guess I was 'running away from love' as others would call it. I did that because I did not understand how I could feel something for someone I've never met before. Plus, my first love was a fail and I didn't want to get hurt again. And the weird thing is, I met him in class. Before that semester started, I already had a feeling I was gonna meet someone relevant in that class.

posted March 22, 2014 10:04 PM            

You know what? You're right. I'm gonna draw the line I've failed to draw so many times. Dom's gonna have to say goodbye. I don't know how he's gonna take it, but I'd rather not be associated to anyone at this point.

Thank you so much for the insight. I really appreciate it. This has painted a better picture for me.