posted March 24, 2014 01:20 AM
LoadedPistil is right but another huge thing, and I think the most important, is Saturn in opposition in 7th house to the Ascendant. This would mean its extremely hard for you to relate to others in a relationship kind of way so you would have much trouble forming relationships in general.Saturn is in Leo. Saturn is what we cannot have. Leo represents recognition and attention. Saturn is in detriment in Leo so its not the best place to have it. This would mean you basically view yourself as inferior and thus give off the vibe that others should as well.
And since Saturn, the planet of restriction, is going against your outside personality and how others see you (Ascendant), its a double whammy of you not being able to relate to others and them not being able to relate to you. If you do not value yourself, others will not value you. Not to mention Aquarius rising can give others a weird impression of you in general, it all culminates with that. It also means your own view of how others see you is stunted and this would in effect, become a self-fulfilling prophecy.
Also since you're so heavily libra, you will hesitate to defend yourself in any situation involving conflict, and since you want harmony so bad, you'll just let people step all over you. If I were you I would try to get very angry with myself and learn that where I am in life is not where I have to be. Get angry at the injustice they are pervading towards yourself and try to learn social cues.
I used to have a horrible reputation as well at my school and Libra mars was the culprit. I would just never stand up for myself. Like ever. Eventually you have to, otherwise you'll live in depression forever. Start to love yourself and view yourself in a positive light and things will change Saturn in Leo is urging you to regain confidence in yourself and listen to that inner voice that is trying to tell you you're the sh*t!
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Leo Sun
Scorpio Moon
Capricorn Rising
Leo Mercury
Leo Venus
Sagittarius Jupiter
Pisces Saturn
Capricorn Uranus
Capricorn Neptune
Scorpio Pluto
Virgo Chiron