posted March 25, 2014 02:31 PM            

Anyone willing to do an exchange with me?
Looking for one. More love...
Can you tell me anything about the meeting/talk I had with C. today & the connection between us?

posted March 25, 2014 02:35 PM            

Mine: I could have an opp. For a7 month position in…I believe it would start in May. I wouldn’t have anything lined up work wise after the 7 months…but I think I could come back to where I am working currently.

Also, I could have two opp. At the place where I work now…one is stronger than the other and that one is psy. The other is InMed-peds.

My apt lease ends at the end of april (he might allow me to renew, he hasn’t said anything yet).

So I am a bit worried about my future. My position now is contractual, so I don’t know when it’s up…could be soon or could go on for years (ive been here for 3yrs)

Can you tell me anything on how this will play out?
And if I do get offered the NY job, should I take it? Obviously if I do take it, then I wouldn’t take the other two if they were offered to me.

But does the other two look like they will be offered? If either of the two are (then that means I stay in Chicago)…would my landloard renew my lease?

I am trying to do the best thing for me as I feel I need a change, healing, but also I need stable job and money.

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Hi

Anyone willing to do an exchange with me?
Looking for one. More love...
Can you tell me anything about the meeting/talk I had with C. today & the connection between us?

Thank you.

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posted March 25, 2014 02:50 PM            

So, this could be non romantic and I work related, like a business or a passion or something he takes seriously…it’s him that’s passionate that I see, and you not so much so.

posted March 25, 2014 03:13 PM            

There were so many questions that I got confused with them myself & decided to look at what's coming up/to expect in general.

I do feel you need a change, because something that you have been doing isn't working for you & it feels like you are being forced to change things around. (I do know parts you've been going through of course), but it feels like you are forcefully slammed down. In general I think two options will cross your path, but you need to create them. Medicine I do see. And a more "common" work environment. The area and/or people surrounding you work wise do not feel all pleasant and/of trustworthy though. It really is a job to pay the bills. So it does seem a bit troubling to be honest.

I don't see a clear move in your cards just yet (asked till aboutend of June) & it feels like there's no solution just yet and/or it not being offered. They are not open about things to you/something remains hidden/feel 'false'.

I asked for general for you, but there's much unclear & worries surrounding work. So I doubt one company will keep there full promise. So start looking into other opportunities now & don't let them lead you on.

To sum it up: I do think now is a great time to start taking actions. Make sure EVERYTHING is in black & white, because there's too much dishonesty there which feels like promises aren't kept/will not be kept. So don't count on them/belief them on their pretty blue eyes & start creating what you wish. For me, the more radical the switch you would make with the focus on creating more content, the better it pays of.

Edit: or did I just repeat what you wrote with this options? Is the NY one a position where you would "care" for people? If so, I think that's one of your options.

posted March 25, 2014 03:25 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
It feels like an emotional tie. Is this romantic and was this talk to “see eye to eye” possible work things out? I see his face being red….not in anger but holding back some emotions. I also see him leaning in, so that’s good…a strong connection is still present. He’s eagerly listening to you, taking in what you said…like really hearing you and your take on things. He seems to have respect for you and likes you as a person…your general character make-up. Yet he doesn’t know if he believes it is going to be workable still.

So, this could be non romantic and I work related, like a business or a passion or something he takes seriously…it’s him that’s passionate that I see, and you not so much so.

Let me know if this resonates….

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Yes, this is romantic (yet in the work environment). Not a talk to work things out. We don't know each other well. I like him & I thinks he liked me too, but there wasn't much flirting, but a personal talk, yes.

He did most of the talking though/telling me something. I do think he likes what I do/generally likes me.
Why wouldn't he think it's workable? And/or does he perhaps think that I'm not interested that way (romantically?)

Thanks for the reading

posted March 25, 2014 03:53 PM            

Also, the first paragraph…is that at my current place or where ever I will be going?

posted March 25, 2014 04:59 PM            

I think its more of a fear that I'll repeat a mistake Such as…psych (the one I am a strong contender in getting and is about 6 months long in employment) I don’t want to again become a program coordinator and not be happy…that’s already happen to me. The other job med-peds, we don’t even need to look at that because they are taking their time, and I hope I’d get something else. So, with the psych…it’s for the same university/hospital, but it would be a different building with diff people. I could get caught up with my funds if I take this job.

The NY job, is more of the experience…ill only be making $50 a week….free meals and board. And of course, I will have fear about it as money will be very tight and when it’s over, I’ll have to find another apt back in Chicago…where I am now. So yes, it a change…I’d take it if I knew that I’d really benefit from it…because like I said…I could be given up the psych job and becoming financially stable….and that’s if the psych job comes through.

So that’s why I want to weigh my options. Im hoping to gain something by taking the NY job…like Im banking on it. I want to “forget” all my worries that I had this year, eat healthy/organic, know that I have room and food for 7months without worry, be around people (which I am so alone now), and hopefully meet great healthcare professionals and learn from them. I want to be healthy mentally, spiritually, etc…….but with that said, I am sure this place will work me to the bone (I hope I’ll have the energy for it) I hope I do the right thing in terms of being in NY or here in Chicago and meeting a great guy for long term…so I fear if I move from chicago for 7months, what if I miss out….maybe something and someone great will come a long in NY.

So you see, it’s all like a seasaw! BUt yes, I think id find out within 2 weeks if either of these jobs take me.

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Originally posted by Twirl:
I'm on my phone. Takes forever to type. So I'll add more later.
First description I gave you felt "now" for me.
Also, till June I asked, but focussing on what's most important in your question. Also, I'm normally shown what's most important first. I'm not that much of a future reader & seem to see past & current most clearly. I think you are inclined to repeat the same, but it feels frustrating for you & I don't trust the environment 100%
I think NY will offer (but looked in it later). Especially with your description. Is it a big move for you?
With all the period coming up feels like 'chances' and 'on your way', but not that instant change yet & some doubts/insecurities etc (as you do, once you decide to change things around) will surround you.

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posted March 25, 2014 05:26 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:

About your question….ok that makes sense it’s romantic and work related. I do think he’s interested in you…I think, that is obviously to anyone…is that not correct? I think he believes you’re not as interested and the work related factor is also playing a part. But really I am question more of how you are coming across to him….it’s like he’s trying (forcing/wanting) it to work…so the obstacle in his eye is either fear from the workplace or you….he might be questioning you still. Again he does like you…and I see passion, so I don’t think he feels you feel the same…if he does know you like him, them I think he’s questions how you are going about it…perhaps that you lack passion….there is something there that is not adding up for him. I think you need to show him differently than flirting that you are interested in him…this guy doesn’t seem like a short term fling so I think he’s measuring you up on how you’ll stand long term…..so be more mentally engaging in showing that you like him….if that makes sense….thats what I am getting…be more mental/communicating….so long term interest.

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I'm not sure he would know I like him in that way. I don't think so. It's not been discussed at all. I would doubt he thinks I have no passion, because generally the passion for what I do just drips of everything I say, lol.

That's my impression too: he is not at all flingy typewise...He has a very genuine feel to him which I really like a lot. I don't know much about his background at all (I am just assuming he is single), because of the 'vibes', lol.