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Terezi
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posted April 10, 2014 12:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Um sorry to ask.. but would you mind if I asked you about something of the utmost importance? your insight would be amazingly helpful. I hope I'm not bothering you.

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posted April 10, 2014 06:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
What's up T?

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posted April 10, 2014 09:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
What's up T?

Well there's an around issue I'd like some insight on. It's hard to explain.. But I feel like you'll understand it better than I can.

What is IT really?

What does IT want?

What is IT doing to the people around me?

What can it do/ what is it doing to me?

If you need any more information please let me know. I hope, again, that I'm not bugging you. I just have trouble understanding.. This

I can answer as many questions as you'd like in exchange.

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posted April 10, 2014 10:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Who/What is IT?:

9/D in this context represents someone lost within themselves, unable to acquire the power they want, dissatisfied with life because of it.
7/S - someone behaving with less than ethical intentions - prying into someone's life where they don't belong: spying, digging through someone else's life, invasion of privacy. Querulousness.
10/D - someone playing the martyr, even as they fall to machinations of their own making. Greed, selfishness.

Is IT close to the querant?

9/S – Warning: illness, misery

Is IT a threat to querant and those close to her?

J/S – One who gets in the way of progress
4/D – Quarrels: forgotten or neglected friends and family. Situations that have been brewing now coming to a head.
Q/D – A feminine force able to get away with things and interfere in situations.
Q/S – More interference. Betrayal. Manipulation.

Outcome:

2/S fell out - A complete, sudden and forced change. Irreparable breaks in relationships.
10/S – Doubles the intent of 2/S if path isn’t changed.
A/H – Deals with home or environment. Could represent a visit or a change of address.
A/C – Many friends, acquaintances; receipt of certain perks due to popularity or attractiveness

The cards to the first questions indicate how things are playing out on this current course – not well. Your outcome indicates a crossroads for you. The outcome lay solely within your hands and at your feet.

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posted April 10, 2014 11:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Who/What is IT?:

9/D in this context represents someone lost within themselves, unable to acquire the power they want, dissatisfied with life because of it.
7/S - someone behaving with less than ethical intentions - prying into someone's life where they don't belong: spying, digging through someone else's life, invasion of privacy. Querulousness.
10/D - someone playing the martyr, even as they fall to machinations of their own making. Greed, selfishness.

Is IT close to the querant?

9/S – Warning: illness, misery

Is IT a threat to querant and those close to her?

J/S – One who gets in the way of progress
4/D – Quarrels: forgotten or neglected friends and family. Situations that have been brewing now coming to a head.
Q/D – A feminine force able to get away with things and interfere in situations.
Q/S – More interference. Betrayal. Manipulation.

Outcome:

2/S fell out - A complete, sudden and forced change. Irreparable breaks in relationships.
10/S – Doubles the intent of 2/S if path isn’t changed.
A/H – Deals with home or environment. Could represent a visit or a change of address.
A/C – Many friends, acquaintances; receipt of certain perks due to popularity or attractiveness

The cards to the first questions indicate how things are playing out on this current course – not well. Your outcome indicates a crossroads for you. The outcome lay solely within your hands and at your feet.


Oh my god.. Are you getting any reads as to what this "thing" is? It's a LONG story.. But I was told an entity had attached itself to me at a young age and had begun to wreak havoc as of last year. Friends of mine have provided little insight though.

I was told it can "use" the minds of those around me but it's very confusing.

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posted April 10, 2014 11:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Can I ask who told you that an entity had attached itself to you?

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posted April 10, 2014 11:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Can I ask who told you that an entity had attached itself to you?

A spirit guide through a board. A few friends had used a ouoji board, I had never used one before, thought it was a joke. I was told afterwards that I had spoken to a "fallen angel" of sorts. It had apparently been watching me since I was 8.

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posted April 11, 2014 12:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Honestly, I'm in no position to determine whether it's an entity or an energy. Either way (and as this piece also encourages...), throw the damn Ouija board away - Burn it - there's a huge difference between personal consult with your spirit guides & Guardian Angels and opening up a gaping portal for whatever random spirit comes along, into the general environment.

Also, it's important to ALWAYS clear your energies and ask for protection when consulting your familiars. On that note, a few prayers I found which should help(hopefully...) clear your environment, be it...whatever it is...an entity or just an energy:

"1) Visualise the Golden Light of Protection

If you sense an unseen presence that has left you feeling frightened and disoriented, immediately visualise a Golden White Light of Protection forming itself around you, wrapping itself around you like a cocoon. Calm yourself by saying "I am" as you inhale this protective light. On the outbreath, say, 'relaxed.," Repeat this process a number of times until you feel yourself becoming calmer and more centered.

"I am," asserts your sovereignty and your uniqueness as an individual entity. "Relaxed" positively affirms your calm condition and establishes that you are in control of the situation.

Now visualise the image or energy of a holy figure you hold in high esteem. This can be an angel, a spirit guide, a saint, a prophet, an avatar, a master teacher. See that holy figure taking your hand and standing beside you. Feel strength, born of love, swell within your being.

Know and understand that your Golden Light of Protection and the love and power of the holy figure have built an impenetrable barrier between you and the negative unseen entity.


2) Surround Yourself with a Positive Energy Field

If you should sense the presence of negative entities in your environment, practice this exercise. Immediately visualise yourself slamming a door between you and the negative presence.

Next, visualise a golden energy of light moving upward from the bottoms of your feet to the top of your head. See it moving over your legs, your hips, your chest, your neck, right up to the top of your head. Then see the energy cascading down around you in sparks of golden light, as if you are being enveloped by the shimmering, sparkling outpouring of a spiritual roman candle.

Impress upon your consciousness that those "sparks of golden light represent a vibrant, positive energy field that surrounds you and forms a vital protective shield against all discordant and negative entities.


3) A Prayer for Protection from Negative Entities

If you should suddenly find yourself in the presence of a seen or unseen entity that appears to be frightening or threatening to you, immediately respond by saying the following prayer:

"O Beloved [say here the name of the holy figure you most revere] send your protective energies of light and love around me at once.

"Erect a shield of love and light around me that is invincible, all powerful, and unable to be penetrated by any negative or evil force.

"Keep me completely protected from all things that are not of the Light or of God.

"Keep me immune from the energy of all negative, evil, or hostile beings.

"Banish at once the entity that I see [feel, hear, smell] before me!"

4) A Prayer for Renewed Strength and Energy

Many people who have encountered entities from the Unseen World have reported that they suddenly felt themselves drained of energy and strength. If you should sense or perceive a negative entity or energy in your environment and experience a sudden energy drain, say the following prayer:

"Beloved Light Being [or the name of a holy figure, your angelic guide, or your concept of God or Divinity] fill me with your great strength.

"Charge me with your light and your love.

"Rejuvenate each of my vital body functions with your strength and holy

energy.

"Empower me with your might.

"Keep me now and always in the shelter of your love.

"Keep me always aware of your guidance and your direction.

"Empower me with your strength to banish all energies of negativity from my presence."

5) Cleansing Your Home of Negative Entities

Here is a ritual that many individuals have used on a daily basis until their home feels purged of negative energy.

Call for the Golden Light of Protection and ask that your angelic/spirit guide or guardian connect you to the highest vibration of your concept of the Great Mystery, the Source of All that Is, Divinity, God. Visualise the light moving over you in a wave of warmth. See it touching every part of your body (and the bodies of any others present). Feel it interacting with your spirit (and the spirits of all others who are present).

Say aloud to your angel, spirit guide, or holy figure:

"Beloved [name of your guide, guardian angel, or holy figure] , assist me in calling upon the highest of energies from Divinity. Provoke the law of harmony for myself [and for any others with you] and for all of us of mortal clay who have found ourselves in a dark place of shadows that resists the Light. Permit the healing light of transformation to move around and through this place of dwelling.

"Allow the transforming energy to purify and to elevate all negative energies, all improper memories, all entities of evil purpose, all spirits who delight in wrongdoing, all vibrations that encourage impure desires.

"Allow the transforming energy to replace all darkness with light. Remove all chaotic energies and replace them with the purest of energies, the power of love, and the glory of all good and benevolent spirits.

"0 [your concept of God or Divinity], bless us with light so that we go forth on this new day of cleansing rejuvenated with perfect health, joy, illumination, and wisdom. Amen!"

A Word of Caution:

Within the dimensions of the Unseen World there exist some entities that are bewildered, uncertain as to what occurred to them when death came. Others are still attached to people or places in our dimension of reality, and they wish to return to our material existence.

Those entities in the darkest regions of what some may term the Shadow World are often filled with anger at finding themselves in a bleak and hostile domain of their own making. They try in every way to affect and to influence the minds and lives of all those living persons who will receive them. They wish to possess the living so that they might escape the hell of their own creation. It is such entities as these who are referred to as "demons."

Whenever men and women lose control of their minds and their bodies through immoderate use of alcohol or drugs they recklessly open themselves to contact with these chaotic entities.

Whenever men and women choose to go about their daily activities emanating low-level vibrations of hate, jealousy, greed, or revenge, they make themselves vulnerable to contact with entities from the most chaotic regions of Shadow World.

You should avoid providing these negative entities easy access to your psyche by injudiciously practicing such occult exercises as working with the Ouija Board or attempting on your own to contact spirits of the dead.
"

I hope this helps.

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Terezi
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posted April 11, 2014 12:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Honestly, I'm in no position to determine whether it's an entity or an energy. Either way (and as this piece also encourages...), throw the damn Ouija board away - Burn it - there's a huge difference between personal consult with your spirit guides & Guardian Angels and opening up a gaping portal for whatever random spirit comes along, into the general environment.

Also, it's important to ALWAYS clear your energies and ask for protection when consulting your familiars. On that note, a few prayers I found which should help(hopefully...) clear your environment, be it...whatever it is...an entity or just an energy:

"1) Visualise the Golden Light of Protection

If you sense an unseen presence that has left you feeling frightened and disoriented, immediately visualise a Golden White Light of Protection forming itself around you, wrapping itself around you like a cocoon. Calm yourself by saying "I am" as you inhale this protective light. On the outbreath, say, 'relaxed.," Repeat this process a number of times until you feel yourself becoming calmer and more centered.

"I am," asserts your sovereignty and your uniqueness as an individual entity. "Relaxed" positively affirms your calm condition and establishes that you are in control of the situation.

Now visualise the image or energy of a holy figure you hold in high esteem. This can be an angel, a spirit guide, a saint, a prophet, an avatar, a master teacher. See that holy figure taking your hand and standing beside you. Feel strength, born of love, swell within your being.

Know and understand that your Golden Light of Protection and the love and power of the holy figure have built an impenetrable barrier between you and the negative unseen entity.


2) Surround Yourself with a Positive Energy Field

If you should sense the presence of negative entities in your environment, practice this exercise. Immediately visualise yourself slamming a door between you and the negative presence.

Next, visualise a golden energy of light moving upward from the bottoms of your feet to the top of your head. See it moving over your legs, your hips, your chest, your neck, right up to the top of your head. Then see the energy cascading down around you in sparks of golden light, as if you are being enveloped by the shimmering, sparkling outpouring of a spiritual roman candle.

Impress upon your consciousness that those "sparks of golden light represent a vibrant, positive energy field that surrounds you and forms a vital protective shield against all discordant and negative entities.


3) A Prayer for Protection from Negative Entities

If you should suddenly find yourself in the presence of a seen or unseen entity that appears to be frightening or threatening to you, immediately respond by saying the following prayer:

"O Beloved [say here the name of the holy figure you most revere] send your protective energies of light and love around me at once.

"Erect a shield of love and light around me that is invincible, all powerful, and unable to be penetrated by any negative or evil force.

"Keep me completely protected from all things that are not of the Light or of God.

"Keep me immune from the energy of all negative, evil, or hostile beings.

"Banish at once the entity that I see [feel, hear, smell] before me!"

4) A Prayer for Renewed Strength and Energy

Many people who have encountered entities from the Unseen World have reported that they suddenly felt themselves drained of energy and strength. If you should sense or perceive a negative entity or energy in your environment and experience a sudden energy drain, say the following prayer:

"Beloved Light Being [or the name of a holy figure, your angelic guide, or your concept of God or Divinity] fill me with your great strength.

"Charge me with your light and your love.

"Rejuvenate each of my vital body functions with your strength and holy

energy.

"Empower me with your might.

"Keep me now and always in the shelter of your love.

"Keep me always aware of your guidance and your direction.

"Empower me with your strength to banish all energies of negativity from my presence."

5) Cleansing Your Home of Negative Entities

Here is a ritual that many individuals have used on a daily basis until their home feels purged of negative energy.

Call for the Golden Light of Protection and ask that your angelic/spirit guide or guardian connect you to the highest vibration of your concept of the Great Mystery, the Source of All that Is, Divinity, God. Visualise the light moving over you in a wave of warmth. See it touching every part of your body (and the bodies of any others present). Feel it interacting with your spirit (and the spirits of all others who are present).

Say aloud to your angel, spirit guide, or holy figure:

"Beloved [name of your guide, guardian angel, or holy figure] , assist me in calling upon the highest of energies from Divinity. Provoke the law of harmony for myself [and for any others with you] and for all of us of mortal clay who have found ourselves in a dark place of shadows that resists the Light. Permit the healing light of transformation to move around and through this place of dwelling.

"Allow the transforming energy to purify and to elevate all negative energies, all improper memories, all entities of evil purpose, all spirits who delight in wrongdoing, all vibrations that encourage impure desires.

"Allow the transforming energy to replace all darkness with light. Remove all chaotic energies and replace them with the purest of energies, the power of love, and the glory of all good and benevolent spirits.

"0 [your concept of God or Divinity], bless us with light so that we go forth on this new day of cleansing rejuvenated with perfect health, joy, illumination, and wisdom. Amen!"

[b]A Word of Caution:

Within the dimensions of the Unseen World there exist some entities that are bewildered, uncertain as to what occurred to them when death came. Others are still attached to people or places in our dimension of reality, and they wish to return to our material existence.

Those entities in the darkest regions of what some may term the Shadow World are often filled with anger at finding themselves in a bleak and hostile domain of their own making. They try in every way to affect and to influence the minds and lives of all those living persons who will receive them. They wish to possess the living so that they might escape the hell of their own creation. It is such entities as these who are referred to as "demons."

Whenever men and women lose control of their minds and their bodies through immoderate use of alcohol or drugs they recklessly open themselves to contact with these chaotic entities.

Whenever men and women choose to go about their daily activities emanating low-level vibrations of hate, jealousy, greed, or revenge, they make themselves vulnerable to contact with entities from the most chaotic regions of Shadow World.

You should avoid providing these negative entities easy access to your psyche by injudiciously practicing such occult exercises as working with the Ouija Board or attempting on your own to contact spirits of the dead.
"

I hope this helps.[/B]


Oh the board isn't mine, I wasn't aware they had even worked.

I've tried meditating, my reasoning for all my questions regarding my friends was to clear my head.

Does this mean you see something there?

I'm just very frightened, I was told whatever this is, the board didn't bring it forth because it was already there. Sorry to ask all of this, I just needed further insight since the one's who tried to explain it have left me in the dark.

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posted April 11, 2014 12:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Terezi:
Oh the board isn't mine, I wasn't aware they had even worked.

I've tried meditating, my reasoning for all my questions regarding my friends was to clear my head.

Does this mean you see something there?

I'm just very frightened, I was told whatever this is, the board didn't bring it forth because it was already there. Sorry to ask all of this, I just needed further insight since the one's who tried to explain it have left me in the dark.


I don't have a lot of experience dealing in entities so I'm no authority by any stretch of the imagination - in fact I feel quite out of my depth here, but am just trying to do the best I can to help you - but this feels like an energy to me, not an entity.

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posted April 11, 2014 12:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
I don't have a lot of experience dealing in entities so I'm [b]no authority by any stretch of the imagination - in fact I feel quite out of my depth here, but am just trying to do the best I can to help you - but this feels like an energy to me, not an entity.

[/B]


That's quite alright. I apologize for asking about it. Thank you so much for what you're doing for me, I appreciate it.

Now if that's the case.. am i creating such energy or is it someone else's? (Maybe this is an easier question to answer)

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posted April 11, 2014 12:37 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Again, please don't apologize - I'm not expressing inconvenience, just a feeling of ineptitude.

Yes, the original (*see "Outcome") cards strongly suggest that this is likely something you've manifested (whether consciously or unconsciously is immaterial) and that it's well within your control to turn around (why I'm primarily inclined to believe it's an energy and not an entity).

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posted April 11, 2014 12:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Again, please don't apologize - I'm not expressing inconvenience, just a feeling of ineptitude.

Yes, the original (*see "Outcome") cards strongly suggest that this is likely something you've manifested (whether consciously or unconsciously is immaterial) and that it's well within your control to turn around.


I just feel bad for putting you in a place of discomfort.

Ah that makes total sense. Hm.. This is interesting. if you don't mind I have 2 or 3 more questions?

Well for one, do you think I should seek further insight regarding this situation/what I was told?

Second, this a biggie. Randomly a friend of mine.. went into a trance and basically told me that CW had only seen me as a sister and as a friend. (She claims she had some sort of 3rd eye experience.. very strange. She also doesn't know him at all) What I'd like to know is, is this because that's how he perceives our relationship? (based on what you told me about his emotions.. that he took his own feelings the wrong way and misunderstood what his own feelings towards me even were. At least that's what I'm gathering. By the way, your readings were the most clear and helpful and I really appreciate that so much.) Just wanted some further verification because what she said to me was really rather strange and basically contradicted not only his behavior towards me but everyone on here who explained his emotions when he it came to me)

Sorry for the all the questions, just trying to settle my mind so I can have a clear head to put my mind in order. Thank you so much again.

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posted April 11, 2014 01:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Terezi:
I just feel bad for putting you in a place of discomfort.

Ah that makes total sense. Hm.. This is interesting. if you don't mind I have 2 or 3 more questions?

Well for one, do you think I should seek further insight regarding this situation/what I was told?


It certainly wouldn't hurt - the more you know about how it happened, the better equipped you are to deal with it proactively if it comes up again - but be careful what resources you tap for information; be sure they know what they're talking about and are genuinely interested in helping you. That said, I highly encourage you to begin the prayers I posted immediately, just so the process of cleansing can begin.

quote:
Second, this a biggie. Randomly a friend of mine.. went into a trance and basically told me that CW had only seen me as a sister and as a friend. (She claims she had some sort of 3rd eye experience.. very strange. She also doesn't know him at all) What I'd like to know is, is this because that's how he perceives our relationship? (based on what you told me about his emotions.. that he took his own feelings the wrong way and misunderstood what his own feelings towards me even were. At least that's what I'm gathering. By the way, your readings were the most clear and helpful and I really appreciate that so much.) Just wanted some further verification because what she said to me was really rather strange and basically contradicted not only his behavior towards me but everyone on here who explained his emotions when he it came to me)

Again, trust your sources and your instinct and intuition regarding those sources. Meditation will help rebuild your intuition as you move away from the current energy into a more substantial one which will actually help you grow from a spiritual standpoint.

quote:
Sorry for the all the questions, just trying to settle my mind so I can have a clear head to put my mind in order. Thank you so much again.

No worries, glad to help as much as I can. Now go CLEAR YOUR ENERGY and MEDITATE!


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posted April 11, 2014 01:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
No worries, glad to help as much as I can. Now go CLEAR YOUR ENERGY and MEDITATE!


Thank you! From my standpoint, what you said to me in terms of him and his mind made total sense. I trust your judgement because.. well.. you pinned him straight down to the wire. But the oddest part, I knew that he didn't comprehend things all along. The mind is a funny thing.

I also just wanted to verify if you truly felt what you felt when you explained the whole situation. Sorry for being paranoid, I just want to make that I'm not instilling false hope into this situation with him.

Thank you so much.

Oh oh I just remembered.. as for you what you pulled about broken relationships.. Is this in terms of my current mindset?

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posted April 11, 2014 01:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Terezi:
Oh oh I just remembered.. as for you what you pulled about broken relationships.. Is this in terms of my current mindset?

I think that your mindset is beginning to evolve into a healthier state. Allow it to do that and follow that path. MEDITATE/PRAY on the changes you need to make in order to gain growth and happiness - NOTE that what you're asking for is not necessarily what your ego may want, but rather what is necessary to provide you greater depth and growth as an individual - and the answers will come, I promise.

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posted April 11, 2014 01:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
I think that your mindset is beginning to evolve into a healthier state. Allow it to do that and follow that path. MEDITATE/PRAY on the changes you need to make in order to gain growth and happiness - NOTE that what you're asking for is not necessarily what your ego may want, but rather what is necessary to provide you greater depth and growth as an individual - and the answers will come, I promise.


That makes total sense. C: Thank you so much, you're part of the reason I'm feeling better.

After you explained the whole thing regarding CW, I felt my mind start to settle and be at ease, it was like my magic moment of clarity. I finally knew what he thought of me.. or rather what he's trying to hide from himself. Which is weird because I KNEW he had romantic interest in me all along. But thank you for telling me that he's not being malicious, but rather trying to sort out his immature mind, I can tell you it's done WONDERS for my psyche. He's really important to me and I'm glad I'm something of importance to him, it's good to know that in the future, we can be part of each other's lives again.

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posted April 11, 2014 01:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm VERY GLAD to know you're now finding some peace - I was beginning to really worry for you! ((HUGS))

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posted April 11, 2014 01:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Terezi     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
I'm VERY GLAD to know you're now finding some peace - I was beginning to really worry for you! ((HUGS))

Hahaha, well I just.. finally got some answers. For almost a year i thought he had.. hated me.. But he actually.. feels quite the opposite. I remember when you told me about his feelings and I was crying, I was shocked because I thought it was too good to be true. But everything added up, so well that I felt blind not to see it before. Without your insight I would have been lost..

I hope nothing you said was embellished or anything like that.. It didn't feel it but I hope it's not too good to be true.

Thank you for helping me find peace. I hate to ask, but could you read another person for me? This person is also important and I'd like to know, if like with CW, if our friendship can reconcile. If not, that's perfectly fine too. C:

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posted April 11, 2014 01:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LostTaurus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Terezi:

I hope nothing you said was embellished or anything like that.. It didn't feel it but I hope it's not too good to be true.


For what it's worth, I really don't think it is. I try incredibly hard to remove personal interest/ego and allow my guides to speak - they're much wiser than I am, after all, so anything I could add personally would be superfluous!

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[B]Thank you for helping me find peace. I hate to ask, but could you read another person for me? This person is also important and I'd like to know, if like with CW, if our friendship can reconcile. If not, that's perfectly fine too. C:

Sorry for the delay in response - I had to clear my own energies from your previous reading before I could address this openly.

In answer to your question: yes I believe this friendship is salvageable. However, I keep getting the image of a hand-in-hat apology (i.e., one about which you know well what you're apologizing for and for which you're genuinely sorry) - I think the person owing this apology is you. I'm also getting a feminine energy not yours. Is this person a young woman?

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Sorry for the delay in response - I had to clear my own energies from your previous reading before I could address this openly.

In answer to your question: yes I believe this friendship is salvageable. However, I keep getting the image of a hand-in-hat apology (i.e., one about which you know well what you're apologizing for and for which you're genuinely sorry) - I think the person owing this apology is you. I'm also getting a feminine energy not yours. Is this person a young woman?



No that's quite alright. No he is a male. Hm.. So he wants me to apologize.. I've done so many times. Does he not believe me or something? (Sorry for the delay)

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No that's quite alright. No he is a male. Hm.. So he wants me to apologize.. I've done so many times. Does he not believe me or something? (Sorry for the delay)

A guy? Hmmmm....I wonder who that female energy I'm sensing belongs to. As to your follow-up question, I get that he either doesn't believe you're actually sorry - that you're just giving him lip service, or you haven't yet apologized for what actually upset him. I feel like it's the former of the two.

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A guy? Hmmmm....I wonder who that female energy I'm sensing belongs to. As to your follow-up question, I get that he either doesn't believe you're actually sorry - that you're just giving him lip service, or you haven't yet apologized for what actually upset him. I feel like it's the former of the two.


Feminine energy.. hm..

Well on that, is there something he'd like me to do? I'd really like to make it right with him.

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I'm getting that you should address specifically whatever you did with him, and apologize for it. Admit that you understand how you erred. Hope this helps.

I have a couple of questions: Does V know about my act of defiance on 2/7/14? Did it hurt him?

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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
I'm getting that you should address specifically whatever you did with him, and apologize for it. Admit that you understand how you erred. Hope this helps.

I have a couple of questions: Does V know about my act of defiance on 2/7/14? Did it hurt him?


Like verbatim? So I guess this means admit he was right on the matter. Does mean I should do this straight away. Oh it helps wonders now that I see from his perspective. So this means he's willing to forgive me?

Of course, I don't mind. C:

(Ace of Pents. , The Star, High Priestess)

It me this means, yes he's fully aware. Perhaps he believed in the stability your relationship but now sees that there are issues.

second ?:

Judgment, King of wands, Seven of pentacles

I see this as, it hurt him and he's possibly reconsidering things, but he holds a deep passion for you and is willing to wait things out.

I hope this resonates.

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