posted April 12, 2014 01:14 AM            

What's the question/issue.

I have a feeling that my questions going to be the same as yours

QUOTE]Originally posted by peacefulclouds:
Preferably people who can do in-depth one. i will do exchange for sure just really doing not so good, need clarification and insight about someone [/QUOTE]

posted April 12, 2014 01:48 AM            

I don't know exactly what question I need to ask or what. Its been hard for me to get out of this state of depression that I am in. I'm 35 I have no boyfriend I have no friends, and hopefully i will have a new job soon, and until then I'm pretty much living paycheck to paycheck. it all started a couple years ago with the guy I was dating he was basically using me as he had somebody else I didn't know about. A year and a half ago they got married but yet he still said in my life trying to have an affair. okay now he's out of the picture for good now. then a year ago my dad passing and my 2 best friends all within 4 months of each other and then the next following month my boss sexually harassing me to where I took a $25,000 pay cut and took the job where iam at now. I had a best friend who was nothing but a manipulator and liar just like my ex. I ended up getting rid of all those people in my life.

now astrology, they say I'm weathering the pluto storm, I've got Saturn transit in my 7th house and in verdic ast. Saturn in my second house. in my Solar Return chart I have in my 12th house like 5 different planets.

I am sure in years to come I will be happy that all this had happened I know it's great that I saw the red flags in people and got rid of them and learned not to go towards those types of people ever again Exedra Exedra but my issue is I become depressed because of the situations. I really would love to have friends which would make me happy I would really love to have a boyfriend which would also make me happy I have a stallion in my 7th house on my natal chart so you can understand a partnership is very important to me.

I have tried so hard to lose weight and I do but then I get it back. I eat to feel full to comfort me. Ive tried online dating but that's not working out for me. I don't have any money to take any courses to meet people either

what can I do to get happier and healthier and when is this all going to change for me what did I do to deserve any of this is a lot of s***!

I can't let go the anger of what my ex did to me. I would say that's my biggest issue is the building hurt and anger from him and not being able to release it at him, and him being married and having a baby now in a big ass house like that just adds to my pain.

posted April 12, 2014 02:26 AM            

my mom left when I was really young but I don't care about that or her and it didn't affect me in anyway. I have a handful of friends from back when I grow up but I wish that it was stronger. I deeply miss those friendships. but yeah I would say they were the breaking of of the friendship when I was leaving for college and you know that was I'm on time ago now we're friends on Facebook so it's not like I go to all of their weddings are anything like that, Sadly. I wouldn't say that I'm focusing too much the one that pasT. while I wish for those things I think what you might be something is that I wish I had those good friendships. like my ex he moved back to where he grew up and nownow him and her have a lot of strong connections in the community with his family and now she's able to have friends because of his family and his cousins... now at this age there's always going to be wedding that they tend to , new babies, etc..... they're living a life I thought that I was going to live with him. most importantly that's just like that I want to have now so it hurts.

May I ask a few questions to clarify? Have you always had trouble keeping friendships since you were a child? Maybe including family relations? Because I'm sensing something else from you.

posted April 12, 2014 02:58 AM            

I will respond to ur reading also if you don't mind, while it makes total sense from common sense standpoint, some details/observation are not right. But i get what youre saying, it's more like a sound advice.