posted April 23, 2014 10:20 PM            

What the f**ck. I am so cheesed. The trip is tomorrow. Lol. Omg. I am literally very disappointed right now.

Can someone do a reading on as to how the trip would go?

posted April 23, 2014 10:31 PM            

in general they're all going to have a really good time

even though you're ****** and you're probably going to be wallowing in it for a bit don't go do something interesting find something interesting

when they all come back with good stories to tell you make sure you have something good to tell them

I got this message when I reflected for a bit. if you're afraid of being excluded from the bonding that's going to happen well you're right however you want lack in anything when these people come back

I think you should know that you're in a very important link to the chain of people whether you choose to realize that are not..... there's a mysterious quality about you and mix that in with I don't give a s*** type of attitude people are drawn to you especially boys.

girls can be aa bit resentful if not jealous and your ability to draw in these men and men that they clean would only be interested in them or people like them and not you ...... but no one's going to get a leg up on you by going on this trip without you being there

because when they come back these men are going to seek you out you have more presents than you realize and you have more power than these other girls

posted April 23, 2014 10:40 PM            

but do keep yourself busy

posted April 23, 2014 11:03 PM            

Thanks so much for the good news. I'll try my best to keep busy with volunteering.

posted April 23, 2014 11:10 PM            

oh you'll feel a confirmation of affirmation from them and really good about yourself and your place in their life, yay!

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Originally posted by Solar_Leo_Queen:
You got that right cherful. I'm really scared I'll get replaced. N and J are both going to that trip. N is more susceptible to getting seduced by girly girls and there's a lot of them on that trip. I don't know. I'm not really interested in N, but there's this weird attachment I have to him. I'm not fully over him. As for J, I'm just scared in general that he'll lose feelings for me because of the distance. I just also really hate it when I get excluded because my other friends are going. LOL. I might rant for a while in here.

Thanks so much for the good news. I'll try my best to keep busy with volunteering.

Anyway, I'll be back with your reading.

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posted April 23, 2014 11:17 PM            

For May, I see you watching your health carefully. You will eat healthy and have more exercise and you will have fun doing so. You will be very determined to get fit. Work is gonna go well. You will enjoy every second of it. Have you been looking for a new job? If so, tell me, so I can confirm. Although it pays off good and you will be enjoying it, I see that you might not give it your all at first. I see you getting involved in something that has to do with communications. Romance will not be on May's checklist as I see you getting so involved with work and just being focused on yourself (which is a good thing). Maybe little fragments of romance, but it's not one of the big themes.

posted April 23, 2014 11:25 PM            

I am looking for a new job I've had two interviews at two different places so far. a lot of the work involved communications. they're both in the healthcare field. I hope I get one of them because I'm so tired of interviewing!

that's fine about no boys because I just want to lose the weight and look like I used to used to, and feel good and I get a boyfriend

posted April 23, 2014 11:28 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I think this is kind of a blessing in disguise for you because you certainly don't wanna go on with these feelings every time there were out without you, you know what I mean.?

oh you'll feel a confirmation of affirmation from them and really good about yourself and your place in their life, yay!

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I hope so lol. I hate having this need to always have someone appreciate me. Leo problems.. they kill me every time.

Do you have another question?

I have one. What's gonna happen to my grandpa in the next two months?

posted April 23, 2014 11:43 PM            

is it from a blood clot... that's what I'm feeling at first I thought maybe diabetes and that's the blood clot cause.

but also when I first read it my thinking was, he doesn't have much left to live. but now I'm feeling a bit of a turn around is it they might have caught something in time.
the maybe he's feeling some comfort and maybe some procedures are going to happen but I don't see the longevity.

posted April 24, 2014 12:05 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
yeah were you able to see when I was going to and hopefully get a boyfriend its 1035 now in Chicago

I'll be back with yours

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Your future boyfriend will be someone who is good with words and has a talent for writing. I see an indication that you will meet him while networking or through a short trip--preferrably a business trip. He will be a very romantic man and he knows just how to sweep you off your feet. He is older than you and he will be a friend first before he turns into a lover. You will be so immersed in your relationship with him that you may tend to lose effort in doing your work at the workplace. Be careful what that. I'm seeing that this will be the guy you will marry.

posted April 24, 2014 12:16 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I think I read and another thread that your grandpa had a foot problem??

is it from a blood clot... that's what I'm feeling at first I thought maybe diabetes and that's the blood clot cause.

but also when I first read it my thinking was, he doesn't have much left to live. but now I'm feeling a bit of a turn around is it they might have caught something in time.
the maybe he's feeling some comfort and maybe some procedures are going to happen but I don't see the longevity.

is he still in the hospital right now? He might be feeling better but I don't see longevity unfortunately. I would spend as much time as possible with him, make his days happy. am I correct in saying that he is not as healthy as he should be as a hole?

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Yeah, he's diabetic. I saw pictures of him on Facebook that my dad posted and he looks very unhealthy. He's not in the hospital, but they're on their way to one. The scary thing is, I actually had a dream he died. I'm not living in my home country, so it's gonna be hard. You hit everything right on the spot about him being ill and all.