posted May 10, 2014 08:48 PM            

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posted May 11, 2014 04:45 AM            

I see two lives. For both: Middle ages somewhere in Europe (I neither know which country/countries nor I know the century/centuries). Both lives ended on the stake. They were burned at the stake.

the first life: a young woman with blond (and a bit reddish)hair...a man who fell in love with her. She rejected him. And he used his influence to bring her on the stake. I sense it was sooo unfair. That woman was soo nice, lovely, kind...she never did anything harm to anyone but she had to die on the stake because of rejecting the love of an a******...argh....

the 2nd life: a young girl who made some "fortune-telling games" along with some friends. Nothing harmful, just for fun. I am not very sure about the following...but I think one of her friends got into trouble and in order to save his own skin he betrayed her and some of his friends. And so she had to die along with other friends. She was of hot temper and I see and hear her hollering on the stake. She cursed the traitor and the inquisition before she burnt to death...

posted May 11, 2014 09:21 PM            

- the person looks like a Rabbi or an orthodox Jew but I think he was a Rabbi. It was in Russia/Poland...i think around 18...but not sure, well it does not matter...the man wore a caftan and he was much into Kabbalah and the jewish esoterism. He had big plans about this but one day men from a neighbour village attacked the jewish settlement. They hit the people, burned down some houses...it was a pogrom. He was used to pogroms but this time they burned some very important documents, books, writings...inimitable books, documents, writings...and this destroyed his plan...leaving him devastasted

posted May 11, 2014 09:26 PM            

1. will I ever finish my creative project resp. what hinders me to do that with more enthusiasm

2. why don't i want to have contact with E. I would love to have contact with them but my friend (a very good psychic) told me deep inside me I don't want to. I think she's right. What are the reasons?

3. Will I end up as an old maid? I mean my love life is put on ice. Can I expect changes this year?

posted May 11, 2014 09:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
Another 2 lives:

- the person looks like a Rabbi or an orthodox Jew but I think he was a Rabbi. It was in Russia/Poland...i think around 18...but not sure, well it does not matter...the man wore a caftan and he was much into Kabbalah and the jewish esoterism. He had big plans about this but one day men from a neighbour village attacked the jewish settlement. They hit the people, burned down some houses...it was a pogrom. He was used to pogroms but this time they burned some very important documents, books, writings...inimitable books, documents, writings...and this destroyed his plan...leaving him devastasted

- again middle ages in Europe (your soul obviously loves this era )
a very young man with dark hair and gipsy-like lifestyle. He reminded me of him: http://www.felyon.de/Spielmann3.gif but he was prettier and was more dressed like him (and he made the same ballgames ) http://t1.ftcdn.net/jpg/00/18/71/90/400_F_18719019_OqirKTOzKDSb6EBYZcBZzHYo4gP7jWMy.jpg
I see him entertaining people along with a young woman and other family members and mates on a market. He was really good in singing, dancing, playing instruments, doing ballgames... Then I see him on the stake along with others(again a life on the stake!). I am not sure what brought him there; possibly simple intrigues, maybe they needed scapegoats because of an epizootic or the pestilence...but this time he escaped. I see something like a revolt and I see him escaping in sound condition.

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posted May 11, 2014 09:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
I have several questions (of course you don't need to answer all of them):

1. will I ever finish my creative project resp. what hinders me to do that with more enthusiasm

2. why don't i want to have contact with E. I would love to have contact with them but my friend (a very good psychic) told me deep inside me I don't want to. I think she's right. What are the reasons?

3. Will I end up as an old maid? I mean my love life is put on ice. Can I expect changes this year?

Shall I post a chart or do you want to do this with Tarot?

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posted May 11, 2014 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
I have several questions (of course you don't need to answer all of them):

1. will I ever finish my creative project resp. what hinders me to do that with more enthusiasm

2. why don't i want to have contact with E. I would love to have contact with them but my friend (a very good psychic) told me deep inside me I don't want to. I think she's right. What are the reasons?

3. Will I end up as an old maid? I mean my love life is put on ice. Can I expect changes this year?

Shall I post a chart or do you want to do this with Tarot?

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for question one i got 6 of pents, temperance and 4 of swords

i see you not wanting to take a risk, which is crazy lol because creativity is all about risks, is there someone over you who is hindering you or making you feel unsure of yourself? the rest of the cards say to me that you should slow down and maybe take a break from this. You are not centered and wont be able to complete this successfully on your current path, What ever is holding you back whether it be another person, the actual task or yourself you should step back, reassess, regain your passion and then you will be able to complete this successfully.

i then asked what is holding back your enthuasiasm and i got the heirophant, the hermit and two of swords. I see you have kept putting this back and have become discouraged. You also seem to be a recluse now, maybe only going out for what you need and coming right back home, but still cant find the time to complete this. I think once again you must regain your passion. Think about why you started this project in the first place and spend sometime outside in nature, with friends and family. I think when you regain your passion for life you will find the vivre and inspiration to finish this.

2. for this question i got the emperor, the heirophant and the high priestess. I see once again that your not very sociable and maybe you dont appear approachable. E probably thinks you dont even want to talk to them. the high priestess tells you to trust your own instincts and listen to your inner voice, only you know if your friend is right about you not wanting to talk to E. listen to yourself.

posted May 11, 2014 10:00 PM            

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Originally posted by kaianna:
i can use tarot for the first two and a chart for the last

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posted May 11, 2014 10:23 PM            

Yes, I lost all my passion, stepped back from my project and felt that I am on the wrong path, that I would never end my creative project if I don't change my attitude. I thought a break would help but I was having soo many breaks...I would be 80 if I continue having breaks. And now, only 1-2 weeks ago, I indeed have reminded myself why I started the project and YES I forgot the reasons and now I am internalizing...