posted May 11, 2014 02:47 PM            

Moon square MC and Uranus, emotionally unstabel, you can have your states of madness and anger for no apparent reason. You have problems with career and want something very different and odd from your usual comfort zone.

Mercury square Jupiter
Your ideologies don't suit your moral/religious upbringing.

Venus opposite Uranus
you have unusual taste in beauty and partners, you're also unstable in your love life and find it hard to latch onto someone.

Pluto trine Venus
Very sensual intense kind of lover, that would be a good side to you; you're passionate and ability to look at lover deeper than most. Thus you only want people that you KNOW you have a deep connection with.

posted May 11, 2014 03:35 PM            

Venus/Uranus opposition is really wide. 10 degrees. Not many would take this into account and considering the tighter aspect with my moon I would say it trumps the Venus one.

But yes, I find being someone different than me is what helps me grow. Unfortunately many people have this idea that your partner needs to be just like you. I find that extremely boring, besides I already have a twin sister, why would I want another one?

posted May 11, 2014 11:58 PM            

Although so far, that entire long paragraph, pretty darn good I have to say made me chuckle.

posted May 12, 2014 11:53 AM            

"Mars square Neptune, do you attract abusive or very creepy men in general? I notice people who have this aspect tended to suffer sexual abuse or extreme physical abuse regarding with people their in intimate relations with.

Mars square Venus bisexuality or very odd kinks"
I have been a victim of abuse, physical and sexual and I suppose I attract creepy men. But I live in NYC so I think that's applicable to many women here.

posted May 12, 2014 12:15 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
You're a very odd person who spends time alone and likes to think out of society's line. You are a nonconformist and esoteric things always intrigued you deeply. Many people are put off by your difference rather than attracted by it and many people see you unsuited for a leader. You're also heavily interested in morbid things, perhaps along the lines of historical crime cases or dark occult matter. If there are people who genuinely like you or understand you their either as weird as you or have strange intentions. Many "predators" see you being different thus vulnerable and try to hurt you. Your intimate relations with people can often involve loss of sexual boundaries (perhaps men have tried to drug you before or take advantage of your niceness) and some extreme psychological/psychic abuse and manipulation. This caused you have major trust issues. You are a empath but you close yourself off so you wouldn't feel overwhelmed and you try not to feel as much emotion for people you hardly know.
As for your relationships men with a lot of difference attract you, you are overwhelming to most men as you are an uncanny woman and you disbelieve in gender roles or anything like that. When you like a man you either go up and confront him with your interest or passive-aggressively show your interest intensely.
Many men may be attracted to your appearance but when they get to meet you they are fearful, or if they don't care they usually see this as a chance to use you as their pleasure because they see you're a loner.

Are you gothic?

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In more traditional settings, my "eccentric" views are really challenging for those people. To many parents I was seen as a threat to their children and there was a lot of pressure to kick me out and exclude me from events and organizations. Personally I think I would make a good leader because of my honesty, but because I don't have the charisma and quality that makes many people like me I tend to be on the fringes, and usually go unnoticed. Unfortunately, people realize years later that I was right all along so you can imagine how frustrating that can be!

Yes, like you said, boundary issues. Which depending on the situation can be an array of things, people trying to take advantage me, again in traditional setting this was seen as a threat by many others many times unbeknownst to me. It took me a long time to realize that many women would **** -shame me which explains why I, like you said, spent much time alone. On the flip-side I would always have peers coming to me to help them understand how and why their bodies where working they way they were.

I feel like I used to be more empathic but trust issues and just self-preservation have made me shut down quite a bit. I wish I could control that better so that when I give readings they can be better, more accurate and so on.

posted May 12, 2014 12:36 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Your mother was an eccentric women and had odd views like you, yet despite this you two rarely got along in your views about things. You feel easily annoyed by her and unfortunately lash at her sometimes. She's annoyed with your 'quirkiness' but she's just as weird as you are. She sees the way you present yourself embarrassing and very disagreeable. Your dream job wants to be something very different from what you grown up with or even your home country but I feel this is more of a unusual static perception that is easily changed by your always rapid emotions.

Do you like trance, techno kind of music?
You have a violent temper and you can go pretty damn crazy when you're mad. When you show this side a lot of people back off from you. Do you have some sexual insecurity issues or problems with pleasures during sex?
Do you notice a lot of people open up to you about their sex lives or intimate situations, leaving you to feel very overwhelmed?

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Oh God! Don't get me started on my mother My sun falls right on her Pluto, in it's opposition to her sun. So it's bad enough that it's conjunct Pluto and opposite her Sun, but to fall right into her opposition which happens to be a grand cross. You can only image what this is like! So yes, there are those moments that she finds the way I dress to be too much for her and I can see it in her eyes and they way she looks at me and I know what she's thinking but she doesn't SAY anything, and I can't keep my mouth shut, so it results in a verbal Mt. Vesuvius.

I actually want to get into alternative medicine which is more in-line with my native country and less so here in the states. It's a rather difficult profession anywhere I believe. I do hope to eventually be able to be a group leader in this context because I do truly want to help people.

I used to like techno more, I don't mind it so much now, but it can get irritating.

My temper...where do I begin?! Lol! Very few people have seen me truly go off. What people think they see is just the tip of the iceberg. I've gotten better with this, but I remember when I lost it with my dance group (traditional setting I've mentioned), they understood why I got mad and I think most of my group was on my side in the argument, but I did really shock them. I shocked myself a bit. Almost 10 years later and the story still makes their eyes widen. For the record, I don't lose my cool for no reason. To get to the point I described there needs to be some sort of injustice done. It could be someone questioning my integrity, or hurting an animal or child. In the situation with my dance group I was actually trying to help the teacher out and say we will fix the routine, lets just continue, but then he started yelling at me when all I was trying to do was prevent more arguments by focusing on practicing again. I've forgotten what he said and how it escalated the way it did, but he told me later that he got scared and thought I was going to hit him, meanwhile I was thinking he was going to hit me. *shrugs*

posted May 12, 2014 01:51 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:

Do you want me to go on other things?

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Sure! Fudge it! I can take breaks from writing my research paper to come back to this.

posted May 12, 2014 04:00 PM            

I'm guessing you have reddish skin or rough skin, a "banana" shape or "apple" shape figure with angular, compact features. From the aspect this does it looks very neat and looks almost model-like.

posted May 12, 2014 04:41 PM            

My masculine side comes out more easily sure, but the feminine part does at times but much more subtly and usually in an environment that supports it.

My skin is more rough I suppose, tends to be dry. I lather myself in coconut oil to combat this. A friend of mine once told me I was banana shaped but then again, she has a rather distorted view of body image. My measurements prove to show me that I am pear shaped. I am tall though, taller than the average girl which is 5'4, I'm 5'8. Unfortunately I don't look like a model at all. Very far from it.