posted May 11, 2014 09:52 PM            

Top:

Umbrella- open and upside-down. Open umbrellas provide protection. Umbrellas can protect you if they're upside down. Think of how you lower your umbrella to see if it has stopped raining. Either you're being offered help and don't need it, or you're stopping help you've been receiving without planning or abruptly. The help is there for you, either way.

Turtle: slow but sure success. Think Tortoise and Hare

Wand: creativity and enthusiasm; business and career. Think King of Wands. He is business-minded and strong willed. You are on the right path and focused.

Side:
Dots- this signifies money. Think a chest full of gold coins.

Bottom:
Pitcher- the picture is not pouring meaning you're bearing the weight right now. Carrying a pitcher of things to be brought to it's proper place. Think Aquarius the water bearer carrying a valuable load.

All is well here. The elements of success are coming together- determination(wand), prosperity(dots), charity (umbrella),and confidence (turtle). Nothin. To worry about here except being receptive to help that is being offered.

Please give feedback and updates.

posted May 12, 2014 02:04 PM            

I have never had to wait so much on success. This is a lesson in patience and I'm scraping by.

I'm creative (I think), business-minded and strong willed. I need to get my enthusiasm going though. It was left somewhere when I realize this was a damn a$s looooooong road.

The job I want will pay me well, yes. I also might have some money coming in this month. Not sure about it being a lot. Don't think it'll be.

Yup. I'm feeling the pressure of carrying all this weight on me.

I think this help being offered might be mainly support and incentive, which is something that could help me gather up some steam. Looks like I've got everything else covered.