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peacefulclouds
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posted May 15, 2014 10:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey! ... I feel bad for jumping on board but I would love it if you can help me interpret my chart? I feel like my chart is pretty barren, which explains a lot of my abysmal love life and other things, but I am pretty good at communicating/networking/getting jobs I want. Does it show in the chart? Any warnings I should heed?

In exchange, I can give you a couple readings.

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posted May 16, 2014 08:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello,

I'll give you a reading as soon as I can after I finish reading for the other people who asked.

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posted May 16, 2014 08:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No problem, no rush, and I definitely will read for you when you need it in exchange whenever it may be thanks a lot!

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posted May 27, 2014 03:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Bump for KingofCups whenever you have time :P

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posted May 27, 2014 03:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
As soon as I work stuff out with SpiritualJourney's chart, I'll get to yours. As interesting as hers is, some of it is really difficult to understand, so I'm having a little bit of trouble getting everything down right.

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posted June 02, 2014 08:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey,

Just letting you know that I remember about this. I've been really busy for the last few days though, so it might take me a little while to do this. I should have it done by the end of the week.

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posted June 02, 2014 11:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hey there, no worries, no rush, thanks for remembering it

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posted July 07, 2014 06:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'll do this tonight. Sorry it's taken so long. I've had a lot going on.

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posted July 07, 2014 08:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
OK. Here goes. I haven't done one of these in a month now. Before I begin, I'd like to note that this is an analysis of you as you were, not necessarily as you are. Think of this as you before you'd done any spiritual growth, not as you now.

Neptune Conjunct Ascendant in Capricorn: Something about you seems mysterious to other people. You just appear as though there is a veil of sorts around you. Knowingly or unknowingly, you don't let people see the true you, at least not at first. They really have to do some searching to find you. You are highly sensitive, empathetic, and sympathetic in general, but especially to the pain and suffering of others. You may be psychically gifted or inclined. You tend to wander into a reality of your own sometimes, seeking an escape from the harshness of truth, but this can often make it so that you lose track of reality; your feet are washed off the ground. Luckily, your Ascendant is in Capricorn, so you shouldn't have too much trouble getting grounded again. You're a very serious and responsible person who is motivated and driven to achieve success. Success, especially in career, is something you strive for. You often worry, especially because you are self-conscious. You work hard, like structure, and are rational and practical.

Also, before going any further, you're definitely psychic to some extent. You have Moon in Scorpio Trine Descendant in Pisces exact. They form a 6d Trine to your Sun, and both the Moon and Sun are in Sextile to Neptune, which is on your Asc, giving you a Grand Water Trine Kite where the Earth placement makes for psychic capabilities as well.

You have two house cusps, Second and Third, in Aquarius, and another two, Eighth and Ninth, in Leo. This is a highlighted axis for you, which means that self-expression is a prominent theme in your life and probably a talent of yours. Whether it be through art or science, there is some way in which you show off your creativity in a manner that is beneficial to society as a whole even if you do play the lead role. With the Third and Ninth Houses highlighted, I'd say that you communicate rather eloquently and love to travel.

On the downside to interceptions, however, are the psychological "gaps" they bring. Interceptions are kind of a trade off. They give you great talent in some areas of life and bring much struggle in understanding others.

You have the Sun, Jupiter, Venus, and Mercury intercepted as well as the Virgo/Pisces axis. The challenge to be faced here is loving oneself. With the Sun intercepted, you have a lack of identity. You don't really have a good sense of what your purpose is here or of who you are. This, along with Virgo/Pisces intercepted, makes it so that you start to criticize yourself extensively, to put yourself down, to be afraid, to feel guilty and sad about things that aren't your fault. Jupiter here doesn't help either. Venus may make it so that you have trouble understanding your own emotions (which really can't help the above situation). You are unsure of what you want romantically and may end up in relationships that bring you unnecessary pain. You will probably come back to blame yourself for the pain your partner caused you, trying to find your own mistakes instead of detaching yourself and allowing yourself to see that it wasn't your fault. Mercury intercepted is a weird placement in this chart specifically, because your abilities to communicate should be great, except Idk if they are. Or perhaps they are limited, at least until you delve further into yourself. By any chance are you a great writer who can't quite verbalize what they want to say well or vice versa?

Also, sorry if I'm off. I like to try and weave a story with what I see, especially if there are things that seem to connect well.

Sun in Pisces: You are compassionate and caring and have the ability to sense emotion. But you are also changeable, which ties in nicely to everything else, because it can bring lack of true identity. You are in-tune with the spiritual and often in a world of your own. I'm sure you're very Neptunian in nature. Now that I think about it, that veil may also be there because you're unsure of who you are yourself, and that makes it difficult for others to see too.

Mercury in Pisces: You are intelligent, but perhaps not in the mainstream sense of the word. You pick up on things that most people don't. You have the ability to see the big picture. You are sensitive to your environment, to the metaphysical activity going on around you, and to emotions. You see things unrealistically at times, however. You need time to be by yourself and just think, and you could probably do that for hours, passing the time in your vast imagination. This can make for great artistic ability.

At this point, I am pretty sure that you're a writer, probably a deeply romantic one, touching on topics that may be dark, even brutal, but doing so in a way that captures the true essence of the love it is meant to portray. It might be weird if all of what I've written so far is right, because you have trouble understanding your own feelings and what you want romantically, but when you write, you just seem to know how love should be, how emotions work. There is an understanding that spans everything in your conscious world. Use that understanding to unlock it in your subconscious world.

I have to go for now. I'll finish this tomorrow night or the night after if I don't complete it tomorrow.

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posted July 08, 2014 09:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Continuing...

Venus in Pisces: You have an ideal of what you want in a romantic partner. And while that's great, problems may arise when you seek to make romantic partners fit this ideal, not in reality but in your mind. Basically, you imagine your partners to fit an ideal of yours even if they don't. As said earlier, you are very sensitive and can sense emotions. As far as lovers go, you're looking for someone with whom you can merge per se. And you really like this concept of merging, so when you break up with someone, it's hard for you, because you tend to lose yourself in the relationship. You like to be engaged. You are kind, generous, and a little whimsical in your ways.

Jupiter in Pisces: Jupiter finds itself in rulership here. He feels very comfortable and able to expand on the spiritual. People like you. They connect to you.

All of these Piscean planets are intercepted though, so you may not feel their full effects until or unless you look deep into your subconscious.

In addition to being in Pisces, all of those placements are in the Third House, which puts an emphasis on communication and siblings. It's possible that you have a lot of siblings and have pretty good relationships with them. Communication is vital for you. It is something that you would feel very incomplete without. You have a great need for communicating and being communicated to.

North Node in Taurus in the Fourth House: You need to work on developing a sense of self worth. You need to also work on being more patient with others and with yourself. You tend to overreact or react compulsively and make rash decisions. You must learn to be patient. While you are probably quite empathetic and loving of nature already, you must work to develop these attributes. Try to be less judgmental, but be firm in your stances. Taurus is a Fixed sign, and much of your chart is Mutable. You need to learn to take a stance and stick to it no matter what others say when you know you're right. You have a talent to see beyond the surface, but you often miss that which lies on the surface, that which the first five sense are showing you. Lastly, you have to learn to be honest about your feelings and to tap into them.

Chiron in the Sixth: You may feel as though you have nothing to contribute to the world. You are able to help others to use their talents to help the world, but when it comes down to you, you're really not sure what it is that you're here to give. You may also have health issues and therefore be very well equipped to treat anyone else who is unwell.

Moon in Scorpio Conjunct the Eleventh House Cusp: Your friends mean everything to you. Your emotional state is completely dependent on that of those surrounding you. You are happiest when with your friends even if you do like your time alone. At this point, I'm thinking that you are not only empathetic but also empathic. Your emotions are intense and run deep. You are a passionate person with great psychological insight. You have relatively good instincts and intuition. You are naturally able to see far beyond what is on the surface. Your emotions are so strong that they can be overwhelming at times. Here, your Moon finds itself wandering in the darkness. Only when you learn to accept the darkness, to accept the negativity in the world, can your subconscious rise out of the depths, providing you with incredible emotional insight and stability. All in all, you are a strong person, because throughout your lifetime, your emotions and emotional outlook are constantly transforming through quite possibly harsh processes of death and rebirth.

Saturn Conjunct Mars in Sagittarius in the Twelfth: Control and drive are both things that seem foreign to you most times, but when you are able to access them, they come hand in hand, working together perfectly to provide structure to the energy you put in. This placement allows you to work hard and to reap the fruits of your efforts, but it makes it difficult to access this ability because it is also buried in your subconscious. A lot of times, you seem to be really relaxed and easygoing, but this may quickly turn into seriousness and intensity, especially if the topic turns to philosophy. You may not think things through all the way, and you may hate it when others disagree with your viewpoints. Although, you may very well bottle up this hatred. You've worked hard to get to where you are. Things probably weren't easy for you, and because of that, you think your way is the best way.

Mars Conjunct Uranus: As said before, you have great abilities to use your energy effectively, but it works inconsistently. When turned on, the abilities allot you revolutionary capabilities, but when turned off, the energy could be volatile or nonexistent, causing you much trouble.

What I see so far is a lost and angry artist, someone who knows that there is something special about them but has a lot of trouble accessing their full capabilities at will. You are helpful, kind, and generous, but have probably had those qualities taken advantage of. You are trying to carve your own path, but there are many obstacles you've had to face. And despite the reasoning, you always blame yourself for failure.

To be continued...

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posted July 09, 2014 09:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Time for aspects that aren't conjunctions.

Sun Trine Moon: Your emotional instincts and natural course of action are in harmony. You have few inner conflicts. Your relation with your parents is good as is their relation with each other, and you like to be in touch with them. Although, it is possible that your father's presence was lacking or that he was somewhat of a negative influence who you really feel for. Either way, your childhood was generally happy. You try to learn from life the best you can. Because you may be able to pass by without trying too hard or applying yourself very much, you might feel as though you don't need to change or develop. And while you may have inner harmony to a certain extent, there is always room for improvement.

Sun Square Mars: This aspect. Idk how or why, but this aspect helps to tie everything together nicely. I've read it being referred to as 'The Discontented Seeker.' And that really is what I've been seeing in your chart. There is a restless energy within you just waiting to come out. Your life is full of excitement, and a lot of it is because of compulsive decisions. You are a very passionate person. You like things that are deep and intense, and you react strongly to things. I wouldn't be surprised if you had sudden bursts of emotion. You have a lot of anger and frustration bottled up because of the number of actions you've taken that haven't been thought through well enough. You can, at times, be dismissive of viewpoints contrary to your own. Lessons that come with this aspect are patience and open-mindedness. Although the latter may be helped by your Mutable placements.

Sun Square Saturn: You have self-esteem issues. Your father may have contributed to this extensively. There are a lot of obstacles in your life that you will need to overcome before you are able to achieve success, and this will frustrate you. This frustration, after building up for long enough, will come out in the form of sudden outbursts.

I'm kind of putting the pieces together now. It's a cycle. You face an obstacle, you get frustrated until you explode, you do something rash, and that leads to another obstacle until eventually, you just feel lost. And what doesn't help is your father possibly being a ****** about it and partners not living up to your ideals.

Sun Sextile Neptune: You and your dad have a complicated history, don't you? He is somehow actually living up to your ideals while simultaneously putting you down. Because he is what you love in a guy, you let his negative influence on you go instead of acknowledging it as harmful to your own emotional state. Coming more to you, you have creative, artistic, and psychic abilities (not only because of this aspect by itself, but it helps). You are able to inspire others and may have great ability to visualize things.

Sun Trine Pluto: The reason I think you can succeed. This aspect shows helpful and constant transformation of your persona. You keep growing as an individual. As said earlier, you learn the lessons of life well. This aspect is why you are able to make use of Saturn Conjunct Mars, because it gives you the willpower to make things that you want strongly enough into reality. You want to help resolve the problems of societies and are able to do so using your natural instincts and understanding of human nature.

Moon Trine Jupiter: You are optimistic, generous, and compassionate. Even though things can get you down, you bounce back up. This makes sense considering the on-off switch with Mars Conjunct Uranus. This is off. Mars Square Sun is on. You are sensitive to your environment and negative reactions, but you work through the challenges and come back to your happy spirits eventually. You have psychic abilities.

Moon Sextile Neptune: You are an artist. Your imagination is as vast as the oceans. You are empathetic and want to help society. You may feel as though people are too apathetic, and you'll probably work against this. You have high ideals concerning society and are sensitive to psychic influences.

Moon Conjunct Pluto: You understand people and their motivation at the deepest level. Psychology is something you just get. It is natural to you. You get people. On the negative side, you have sudden emotional outbursts.

Mercury Square Uranus: You are opposed to the workings of society, but the solutions you offer are impractical. Your thoughts are scattered. When gathered, they can be brilliant, but it is challenging for you to collect them. You have an erratic thought pattern basically.

Mercury Square Neptune: Your imagination is overactive, leading to not thinking rationally often enough. You prefer to live in a world of your own instead of in reality. Your logic can often be too subjective because you put your emotions into all situations. You need to learn to discipline your mind.

Venus Square Mars: You are a warm and giving lover, but you expect A LOT in return. These expectations are seldom met because of how high they are, which can lead to break ups.

Venus Square Uranus: It may be hard for you to commit yourself to a single relationship because you're a very curious lover. When in a relationship, you feel like exploring someone different than your partner and may become promiscuous for this reason. You are attracted to those who project a sense of mystery. Once you find the answers to the mystery, however, you may become bored and move on once again.

And that concludes my interpretation.
Hope this helps
Feedback would be greatly appreciated.

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posted August 20, 2014 09:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by KingofCups:
OK. Here goes. I haven't done one of these in a month now. Before I begin, I'd like to note that this is an analysis of you as you were, not necessarily as you are. Think of this as you before you'd done any spiritual growth, not as you now.

Neptune Conjunct Ascendant in Capricorn: Something about you seems mysterious to other people. You just appear as though there is a veil of sorts around you. Knowingly or unknowingly, you don't let people see the true you, at least not at first. -----


Hello!! Thank you ! Sorry I just saw this. I will give you feedback now.

First - yes, funnily enough even when I'm honest people still can't really grasp me for some reason. I guess veil is right. I do focus on career because I like it but also as distraction for other things... just happen to work out

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Also, before going any further, you're definitely psychic to some extent. You have Moon in Scorpio Trine Descendant in Pisces exact. They form a 6d Trine to your Sun, and both the Moon and Sun are in Sextile to Neptune, which is on your Asc, giving you a Grand Water Trine Kite where the Earth placement makes for psychic capabilities as well.

Yes, I guess that is right- a month ago a reader told me once that she was confused as to why I need psychic readings (to see about other people's feelings) because my BS meter is off the charts and my intuitive energy is high. However my emotional realm is also off the charts (lol) so that is why it gets clouded, she says.

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You have two house cusps, Second and Third, in Aquarius, and another two, Eighth and Ninth, in Leo. This is a highlighted axis for you, which means that self-expression is a prominent theme in your life and probably a talent of yours--- I'd say that you communicate rather eloquently and love to travel.

Very spot on, I work in creative industry, have knack of communication and I travel for work (and love it)

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On the downside to interceptions, ---you have a lack of identity. ---you start to criticize yourself extensively, to put yourself down, to be afraid, to feel guilty and sad about things that aren't your fault---You are unsure of what you want romantically and may end up in relationships that bring you unnecessary pain. You will probably come back to blame yourself for the pain your partner caused you, trying to find your own mistakes instead of detaching yourself and allowing yourself to see that it wasn't your fault---- By any chance are you a great writer who can't quite verbalize what they want to say well or vice versa?

I do write also for living- lacking identity is right. Depending on which circles you are in, everyone sees me differently. Not because I adjust myself to them, but I guess I'm just adaptable. Romantically that is spot on- I don't have any image of what kind of relationship I should seek because I am not in a hurry to create anything(family etc). I blame myself a lot, yes. THat bit about communication is funny because it is right, I can communicate well when it comes to subtext/anything job related AND emotion- but when you don't understand your own emotion well, no matter how well you communicate it- it may be wrong anyways.


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Sun in Pisces:----. Now that I think about it, that veil may also be there because you're unsure of who you are yourself, and that makes it difficult for others to see too.
Mercury in Pisces: You are intelligent, but perhaps not in the mainstream sense of the word. You pick up on things that most people don't. You have the ability to see the big picture.---- This can make for great artistic ability.

Yeah, basically it's this: people see me as fierce woman, very no-nonsense, direct and straight to the point (cap asc?). That's me in the working field when directing/delegating orders. Maybe even a bit unemotional. In creative work, my specialty is expressing subtle emotions.

Friends will see a softer side- but not by much. They see me as the joker with tragic humor (serious humor) and seen as someone that makes fun of any bad situation that befell on herself. Most of them turn to me for their problems because I tend to give good guesses (regarding others) or I could help them unravel the problem so they can fix it themselves.

... love interest though (especially the one I'm actually interested in) will see the actual side of me i guess, a vulnerable person who wanted to be comforted and given affection- but instead of asking for it, I act by giving THEM affection instead.. because I feel I'm unworthy/not good enough. Hahah. It's a mess!

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At this point, I am pretty sure that you're a writer, probably a deeply romantic one, touching on topics that may be dark, even brutal, but doing so in a way that captures the true essence of the love it is meant to portray. It might be weird if all of what I've written so far is right, because you have trouble understanding your own feelings and what you want romantically, but when you write, you just seem to know how love should be, how emotions work. There is an understanding that spans everything in your conscious world. Use that understanding to unlock it in your subconscious world..


Hahahhahaah very spot on!! A writer yes but as you can see not in English, not a native speaker :P That is cool! Basically as long as it doesn't involve myself, I am good at it. When my head is clear, everything is clear. When emotions creep in, that's done for.

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posted August 20, 2014 09:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by KingofCups:
Continuing...

Venus in Pisces: ---. As far as lovers go, you're looking for someone with whom you can merge per se. And you really like this concept of merging---
Jupiter in Pisces: Jupiter finds itself in rulership here. He feels very comfortable and able to expand on the spiritual. People like you. They connect to you.


I knew that I want or at least like the idea of someone I can 'merge' with- the key point is 'want'. It's not what I need though, so I constantly battle with myself- knowing what I want is impossible so I have to ground myself and seek for more realistic options. However, when I break up I cut off completely.

The jupiter is spot on, people naturally come to me, despite the fact I'm more of a loner but I like conversing so it's ok

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All of these Piscean planets are intercepted though, so you may not feel their full effects until or unless you look deep into your subconscious.
In addition to being in Pisces, all of those placements are in the Third House, which puts an emphasis on communication and siblings. It's possible that you have a lot of siblings and have pretty good relationships with them. Communication is vital for you. It is something that you would feel very incomplete without. You have a great need for communicating and being communicated to. .

Spot on- communication gets me going. If one does not communicate (does not mean just talk- also non verbal is equally important) I don't put so much (love) interest in them. for me, good attempts at communicating means they are at least trying to get in touch with whatever their mind want them to do or say. It requires a certain self-awareness to at least try to do so- especially if you succeed at it.

When I was younger, my relationship with my siblings were abysmal because they were very aggressive/physically abusive at times, so I cowered. But after I left the country, lived by myself for 7 years and back, our relationship improved due to the fact I communicate better and also listen better. We are more like friends now, but it's better this way.

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North Node in Taurus in the Fourth House: You need to work on developing a sense of self worth. === You tend to overreact or react compulsively and make rash decisions. You must learn to be patient. While you are probably quite empathetic and loving of nature already, you must work to develop these attributes---- You have a talent to see beyond the surface, but you often miss that which lies on the surface, that which the first five sense are showing you. Lastly, you have to learn to be honest about your feelings and to tap into them..

Funny this was mentioned- when I was younger I was more patient but now I am less so. I need to be more grounded, that is true. And that line about missing the surface is SO right.

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Chiron in the Sixth: You may feel as though you have nothing to contribute to the world. You are able to help others to use their talents to help the world, but when it comes down to you, you're really not sure what it is that you're here to give. You may also have health issues and therefore be very well equipped to treat anyone else who is unwell..

True, I like to pave ways for others to their success but doesn't necessarily care about what I can contribute directly, seeing other succeed is enough for me.

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Moon in Scorpio Conjunct the Eleventh House Cusp: Your friends mean everything to you----At this point, I'm thinking that you are not only empathetic but also empathic. Your emotions are intense and run deep.---a passionate person with great psychological insight--- have relatively good instincts and intuition-- able to see far beyond what is on the surface. Your emotions are so strong that they can be overwhelming at times. Here, your Moon finds itself wandering in the darkness. Only when you learn to accept the darkness, to accept the negativity in the world, can your subconscious rise out of the depths, providing you with incredible emotional insight and stability. All in all, you are a strong person, because throughout your lifetime, your emotions and emotional outlook are constantly transforming through quite possibly harsh processes of death and rebirth..

I like my time alone but I admit being with people (coupled with my interest in conversing) and able to talk about their concerns is enjoyable to me. As I got older I accept about the dark side of humanity more and more, but instead of getting jaded , I accept it's just part of being human- which made me less judgemental. The transformation of emotional outlook is right- after every 'death', I gain insight (good or bad) and work from it.

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Saturn Conjunct Mars in Sagittarius in the Twelfth: Control and drive are both things that seem foreign to you most times, --- it makes it difficult to access this ability because it is also buried in your subconscious. A lot of times, you seem to be really relaxed and easygoing, but this may quickly turn into seriousness and intensity, especially if the topic turns to philosophy. You may not think things through all the way, and you may hate it when others disagree with your viewpoints. Although, you may very well bottle up this hatred. You've worked hard to get to where you are. Things probably weren't easy for you, and because of that, you think your way is the best way..

Hahahahaha, i hate it because it's true.

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Mars Conjunct Uranus: As said before, you have great abilities to use your energy effectively, but it works inconsistently. When turned on, the abilities allot you revolutionary capabilities, but when turned off, the energy could be volatile or nonexistent, causing you much trouble. .

Yes, when it works, it works really, really well. Better when it involves working/changing mindsets of group of people- anything as long as it does not involve love.

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What I see so far is a lost and angry artist, someone who knows that there is something special about them but has a lot of trouble accessing their full capabilities at will. You are helpful, kind, and generous, but have probably had those qualities taken advantage of. You are trying to carve your own path, but there are many obstacles you've had to face. And despite the reasoning, you always blame yourself for failure..

Perhaps not angry, but back then I was very frustrated. I accept things more now though.

WOW! So far VERY good!!

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posted August 20, 2014 10:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by KingofCups:
Time for aspects that aren't conjunctions.

Sun Trine Moon: Your emotional instincts and natural course of action are in harmony. You have few inner conflicts. ---Although, it is possible that your father's presence was lacking or that he was somewhat of a negative influence who you really feel for. -- And while you may have inner harmony to a certain extent, there is always room for improvement. .


My childhood was not very good- this due to my parents being abusive to each other. I was their mediator even when I was very young, which lead to me getting verbally abused consistently by my father and sister. My mother was not able to cope well and generally very silent and cold so I had to comfort her as well, shielding her from my (at the time) alcoholic and physically abusive father (he no longer drinks because apparently at some point I begged him to stop drinking and it hit him).

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Sun Square Mars: This aspect. Idk how or why, but this aspect helps to tie everything together nicely. I've read it being referred to as 'The Discontented Seeker.' And that really is what I've been seeing in your chart. There is a restless energy within you just waiting to come out. Your life is full of excitement, and a lot of it is because of compulsive decisions. You are a very passionate person. You like things that are deep and intense, and you react strongly to things. I wouldn't be surprised if you had sudden bursts of emotion. You have a lot of anger and frustration bottled up because of the number of actions you've taken that haven't been thought through well enough. You can, at times, be dismissive of viewpoints contrary to your own. Lessons that come with this aspect are patience and open-mindedness. Although the latter may be helped by your Mutable placements..

Yeah, I think this all really shows on my romantic life. My career does not suffer because I'm now able to detach myself considerably and be patient about it. Romantic life, not so much

I also have a knack for gambling (not money, mostly career/dangerous move) so maybe that is still true...

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Sun Square Saturn: You have self-esteem issues. Your father may have contributed to this extensively. There are a lot of obstacles in your life that you will need to overcome before you are able to achieve success, and this will frustrate you. This frustration, after building up for long enough, will come out in the form of sudden outbursts.
I'm kind of putting the pieces together now. It's a cycle. You face an obstacle, you get frustrated until you explode, you do something rash, and that leads to another obstacle until eventually, you just feel lost. And what doesn't help is your father possibly being a ****** about it and partners not living up to your ideals..

Hahahahahah!! See above. Very true! It didn't help the fact my family used to deeply wish for a healthy son (my oldest brother has disability) so when I was born, they treat me like neither a son or a daughter but when I grew up they expect me to become a perfect lady- which I of course failed. For a long time, I had no worth in my family's eyes, that was why I decided to move out and find jobs/study in another country alone.

[quote[Sun Sextile Neptune: You and your dad have a complicated history, don't you? He is somehow actually living up to your ideals while simultaneously putting you down. Because he is what you love in a guy, you let his negative influence on you go instead of acknowledging it as harmful to your own emotional state. Coming more to you, you have creative, artistic, and psychic abilities (not only because of this aspect by itself, but it helps). You are able to inspire others and may have great ability to visualize things..[/QUOTE]

I think it's the opposite- I care for him but I did not see him as my 'dad', but he is my father. What I think makes sense however, maybe he is the reason I tend to gravitate towards complex people. My father was a very abusive man, but he was also very sensitive. His abuse was because of his insecurity. He had a fantastic life (as in, very colorful in all the wrong ways, or even sad) so everything now I see as a farce. All he wanted was love, but he doesn't know how to get it because he was thrown out when he was young. Then he equates love with control/money, because that was the only time when people actually love him (when he has influence & money)- which made him distrustful of everyone deep down, because he wanted real love but couldn't get it. He was unable to give out affection or communicate effectively as well, leading to many misunderstanding and abusive acts.

Now he is old and more honest but such mindset is deeply rooted that he still thinks everything is about reward or give and take. But it is true the relationship between me and my father is probably the 'best' one out of my siblings simply because I started working when I was young and I rejected his 'money' consistently because I was able to make my own. He took the rejection as me rejecting his 'love' so he was very upset about it- but we went bankrupt- and recovered again- and I was consistent with my approach. So now he realized I wasn't rejecting his 'love'.

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Sun Trine Pluto: The reason I think you can succeed. This aspect shows helpful and constant transformation of your persona. You keep growing as an individual. --- You want to help resolve the problems of societies and are able to do so using your natural instincts and understanding of human nature..

Tie this to my romantic life- I gravitate towards people who hides their core- a vulnerable, deeply wounded person that covers themselves up with a mask of stability (instead of anger/dominance like my father). Funnily enough, I tend to help them heal but then they will move on to someone else and live happily ever after :P

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Moon Trine Jupiter: You are optimistic, generous, and compassionate. Even though things can get you down, you bounce back up. T--but you work through the challenges and come back to your happy spirits eventually. You have psychic abilities.

Spot on. WHen I'm down, I'm broken but usually I'll be OK when given some time.

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Moon Sextile Neptune: You are an artist. Your imagination is as vast as the oceans. You are empathetic and want to help society. You may feel as though people are too apathetic, and you'll probably work against this. You have high ideals concerning society and are sensitive to psychic influences.
Moon Conjunct Pluto: You understand people and their motivation at the deepest level. Psychology is something you just get. It is natural to you. You get people. On the negative side, you have sudden emotional outbursts.
Mercury Square Uranus: You are opposed to the workings of society, but the solutions you offer are impractical. Your thoughts are scattered. When gathered, they can be brilliant, but it is challenging for you to collect them. You have an erratic thought pattern basically.

All true- especially the last one.

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Mercury Square Neptune: You need to learn to discipline your mind.
Venus Square Mars: You are a warm and giving lover, but you expect A LOT in return. These expectations are seldom met because of how high they are, which can lead to break ups.

I tend to expect too little perhaps because I dont feel I am worthy of love. I have yet to be in a relationship long enough to see how high my expectation for my lovers would be, I dont even instigate fights. they tend to leave me for someone else

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Venus Square Uranus: It may be hard for you to commit yourself to a single relationship because you're a very curious lover. When in a relationship, you feel like exploring someone different than your partner and may become promiscuous for this reason. You are attracted to those who project a sense of mystery. Once you find the answers to the mystery, however, you may become bored and move on once again.

I am actually very very loyal- maybe when I was younger I was promiscuous but its been 6 years since my last *ahem* :P BUT I can see how this applies. I subconsciously seek people I can 'unravel' their mind of- the mystery.


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And that concludes my interpretation.
Hope this helps
Feedback would be greatly appreciated.

THANK YOU! This was amazing You are very gifted, thank you for taking your time and sorry the feedback took so long!

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posted August 21, 2014 12:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KingofCups     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you for the feedback and the compliments

Don't worry about the time. It took me forever to do the intepretation, lol.

GL with figuring things out. (In terms of your love life, there's a chance that something happens around the end of September or beginning of October )

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posted August 21, 2014 06:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for peacefulclouds     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
oooo... sounds promising though i have no one atm, haha.


thanks

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