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hannaramaa
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posted May 22, 2014 09:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Do you need anything or a reading? I don't need one, just all of a sudden felt like offering you one for all the help you've given me.

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cherful24
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posted May 22, 2014 10:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for cherful24     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ok TY!!!

I don't remember if you charts?

I think I have depression in my chart but I know I also have lots of happy aspects too. But I have bouts of depression, I know it! I never I've been told this or any meds for it but I just know it. but I feel It's because ofof situations more than anything because my life is so boring and I hate that...no life to be had

like I'm truly sad because I have no life but I should have. I've always been very lonely throughout my life.... and that is what causes me great sadness.

so you able to look at my chart and determine if this is actually true or if you're able to look at like my SR OR transits to see if that's going to be a continuation

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hannaramaa
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posted May 22, 2014 11:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have no idea how to look at SR charts or anything beyond natal ones, but if you don't mind giving me your birth info again I could see where the positive parts of your chart lie

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cherful24
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posted May 23, 2014 12:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cherful24     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi, don't worry about it I actually have a different question.

so Jason my ex, the one has a lawyer that's helping me with this the dismissile of the case.... 2 weeks ago I sent him a gift card via facebook saying thank you if you ever need anything let me know. well he didn't actually claim it. so the money was put back on my credit card.

I hope I didn't insult him or make him feel uncomfortable. I knew he wouldn't accept any money from me not even a gift card but I wanted him to know I was grateful for him helping me.

so now I feel a bit like a loser in a little bit I'm comfortable so can you can't tell me a lil bit more about this

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hannaramaa
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posted May 23, 2014 12:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Okay. Give me a few.

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hannaramaa
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posted May 23, 2014 12:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by cherful24:
Hi, don't worry about it I actually have a different question.

so Jason my ex, the one has a lawyer that's helping me with this the dismissile of the case.... 2 weeks ago I sent him a gift card via facebook saying thank you if you ever need anything let me know. well he didn't actually claim it. so the money was put back on my credit card.

I hope I didn't insult him or make him feel uncomfortable. I knew he wouldn't accept any money from me not even a gift card but I wanted him to know I was grateful for him helping me.

so now I feel a bit like a loser in a little bit I'm comfortable so can you can't tell me a lil bit more about this


The Hanged Man - 4 of Swords - 4 of Cups

Don't worry about what he thinks of you because of the gift card! He genuinely wouldn't accept it because he wants to help you. Plus legally, even a little gift could look bad or be used and manipulated as something other than a "thank you." the Hanged Man also suggest to relax about it, he doesn't think anything of it and knows you were being nice.


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cherful24
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posted May 23, 2014 01:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cherful24     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yay TY!

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hannaramaa
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posted May 23, 2014 02:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
YW

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cherful24
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posted May 23, 2014 03:18 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cherful24     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
can I ask another question and you can totally feel free to leave me a question
how do I get rid of my resentment and anger. I am so ****** off that I am back in my former office we're I thought they should have done more to protect me if not give me a or secured position instead of going back on track with s***** pay. . I quit my assignment job through them because my boss, the head of surgery kept sexually harassing me to the point he tried to take off my bra. even though he had formal complaint and current complaints nothing was done they just brought me back to the office and I make half of what I made at surgery.

I'm trying really hard to find a new job but in the meantime I have to stay there because I need to pay my bills. but its making me sick I'm physically sick going in Im angry resentful and I'm at my breaking point there's a lot of days I don't go in.

and of course if you read my other post about the black and white issue that I've had to deal with for years. they never said anything they've ever come to anything down they would just agree and they were targets of it too so they would just rolled her eyes and laugh it off. but they are the bosses for offices are completely away from these people they never deal with these people I do. now granted that has gone down and it went down because I took the other assignment job at office now that I'm back but I do work I close the door most the times I don't go in and I take my work home. there's so much ******** that has happened to me at that place I'm f****** angry and I'm telling you its making me sick.

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hannaramaa
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posted May 23, 2014 02:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh my… yes I'll be glad to read for you on it. What other post?

Yes, can you tell me why N broke the ice with me? He apologized for being unfair. Me personally, I don't want anything to do with him anymore and I don't text him as friendly as I used to, if at all. I'm wondering if you sense him noticing my behavior change, and also what he wanted or why he bothered saying anything.

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hannaramaa
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posted May 23, 2014 02:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Okay I'll just type what I'm thinking and about the cards… I think in situations like these when we get angry, it's because we were picked to make a change. It may be a change within ourselves, or it may be to help others by what you've gone through but it is to provoke a change. It's good you're looking for another job, you will find one, a better one, just keep looking. In the meantime the cards kind of tell me you should go forward with any evidence you have and take it to a higher source. The police, anybody. The feeling I'm getting from these cards is the anger is meant as fuel for you to overcome some of the obstacles you have in life. We drew three majors out of five cards, so this is definitely a karmic experience. Yes, it will take time, but don't settle. You will achieve success and may even expose some of the corruption going on in your office.

Chariot 4 of Cups The Star 7 of Pentacles The Sun

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hannaramaa
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posted May 24, 2014 12:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hannaramaa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Bump

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cherful24
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posted May 24, 2014 01:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cherful24     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yep he does see it.... it's like he did not believe you would ever distancece urself...

but he's more less using you for the attention you gave him.. he wants to be sure that's not going to go away which is why he did what he did

so I don't see he's doing a 1 80 here with regards to his thinking or behaviors and wanting you, your personality the character, etc.

so in the end I still feel it's a lost cause

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cherful24
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posted May 24, 2014 01:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for cherful24     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
can we exchange again this is a serious one like I have been addicted to food, more heavily than I have ever been before for about a year now

what can I do to break the cycle? and why am I doing this to me when I know it makes me sick makes me depressed... like serious its just becomes a routine I don't even know why do it

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