posted June 09, 2014 01:46 PM            

Will I find love anytime soon? And smth more, will it be beautifull,healthy, fullfilling?

posted June 10, 2014 01:54 AM            

I got 9/S crossed by 4/C surrounded by 5/C (r), J/C (l), 5/D (below), Q/D (above). Your core cards tell me that your challenges aren't over yet, though I strongly feel there's a purpose of considerable growth that they're serving - the Q/D floating above leads me to the feeling that you need to seek more depth and faith in yourself, lest you begin to rely too heavily on the more base characteristics of yourself in seeking and 'securing' a mate (and that, perhaps, that has a lot to do with your karmic lesson here). The Clubs-heavy spread indicates that there's information you've yet to receive (or absorb).

However, the surrounding cards speak of marriage and stability (5/C); unshakeable faithfulness (J/C); prosperity and good fortune (5/D) - once you've learned the lessons this time in your life is providing, these things will come.

posted June 10, 2014 02:54 AM            

*could you pls explain what did u mean by
"lest you begin to rely too heavily on the more base characteristics of yourself in seeking and 'securing' a mate (and that, perhaps, that has a lot to do with your karmic lesson here). "- bcz I just woke up and I am confused and zany..:D

I was thumping with joy at the "marriage and stability,unshakeable faithfulness,prosperity and good fortune , " bcz it sounds like my own personal heaven:X ( I have vertex in 7th house:)
-but no one could ever be happy, if at first it did not worked hard and learned his lessons ( Saturn in 1st house in here, as well as square venus)
Sorry for mixing up astrology with tarot, but I can use only astro to "explain" myself and ,my thoughts a bit

Your reading was extremely accurate!
I want to thank u very much for your time!

posted June 10, 2014 03:18 AM            

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Originally posted by starlitroad:
*could you pls explain what did u mean by
"lest you begin to rely too heavily on the more base characteristics of yourself in seeking and 'securing' a mate (and that, perhaps, that has a lot to do with your karmic lesson here). "- bcz I just woke up and I am confused and zany..

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I'm glad it resonated

Simply, we all have our light and dark, yin and yang; our greater angels to whom we aspire and our lesser demons to whom we sometimes fall.

I can't shake the sense that you have, in the past, resorted to form(s) of manipulation to keep relationships that no longer serve you or the other person. Now understand: that's not an accusation in any way - remember, we all have both elements in abundance! - just an observation based on the sense I'm given. So learn to appeal to your greater angels more often, rather than falling on your lesser demons.

posted June 10, 2014 05:37 AM            

I have a sense of my past life, that I always sensed it was rather dark and I was somewhat cruel or perhaps evil. glad I have the chance to fix up things

my "manipulative" side comes highly in light in this life by making a reffernce to pluto opposite venus

not to mention, pluto oppositon to the sun& mercury too