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Kryptic
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posted July 03, 2014 07:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kryptic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have a family situation going on at the moment and I feel people are intentionally being decieteful but I cannot prove anything, it's just an uneasy feeling and first thing that comes to mind is finances, children and court battle I would like to know if I will be successful if we go to court?? and can I trust my inlaws?? Do I need to watch out for deception from my own family??

Thankyou Karka if you can help I can offer you a tarot reading in exchange however I am still learning interpretation of some cards so if I pull for you it will only be the cards and a very basic outline from the cards and what I feel...


Oh and do you do paid readings?? << yes I think your that accurate

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KarkaQueen
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posted July 03, 2014 04:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarkaQueen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No I don't do paid readings, lol.
I'll get to it.

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KarkaQueen
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posted July 03, 2014 06:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarkaQueen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The situation at hand
DEATH + PAGE OF CUPS + KING OF CUPS
This looks pretty intense, has a family secret been revealed and brought out to the surface where it was hidden and unheard of? The Death card is giving me this energy in this reading, it also shows everything you thought was fine in your family becoming changed and transformed into something different. I can sense this is very shocking and unusual, yet it brings you closer to them than you want to be. Page of Cups shows this is related to a child and King of Cups is the child's father or father figure. Death + Page of Cups, has this child been recently birthed or revealed that it was related to one of the family members?


What you should do to win the court case
THE HIGH PRIESTESS + THE LOVERS + 4 OF WANDS
You should remain passive and let the others act on this situation, are you not that skilled on it mundanely but you understand the situation and the forces without knowing how to act on your intuition and knowledge? Your knowledge can be easily transferred to the practical world if you know your options and your people, you already have the feeling of what it is but not the whole facts like something is being hidden from you. The Lovers + 4 of Wands then shows me there are people willing to help you with this matter and if you ask them for help they will let you through. Are there 4 family members leading the case or making the main arguments?

What not to do
2 OF COINS + PAGE OF SWORDS + 8 OF WANDS
Try not to be too flexible with your arguments and take everything easy.. Page of Swords shows that you shouldn't be to excitable over this and make frivolous arguments -- which is why its better to watch and remain passively and work on this case hidden and not out on the open. You should give suggestions but never pounce on it. Page of Swords + 8 of Wands shows hastiness with speech and immature thought -- this will cause people to judge you and your family and it will be very detrimental. Also High Priestess on the other spread shows somethings should remain secret for there is always a judging eye out there and so the evidence won't be turned against you. Use your inherent wisdom!

Can you trust your inlaws?
6 OF CUPS + THE CHARIOT + STRENGTH
I believe you can, have you known them for a long time and they have always been nice to you? Have you known them as a child, or you or one of your family member's children often go and visit them and developed a loving bond with your family? THE CHARIOT shows that they will be very concerned with this case and remain vigilant and not easily swayed, STRENGTH shows that you can depend on them and confide in them in the matter. Trust in them and they put they foots down and they have more worldly knowledge on these matters than your family.

Do you need to watch out for deception?
THE HANGED MAN + 10 OF SWORDS + 2 OF SWORDS
Hmm I think you should trust your intuition and surrender to the experience, going in will potentially damage you -- and yes, there is slander going on and defaming of your character and your family if you're not careful of your actions. Always be aware of the opposing forces and realize that people can easily turn your words around -- is arguing and logic not your strong suit but intuition is? It also shows you succumbing to the experience but if you fight it will make the wounds bleed more, 2 of Swords shows there is uneasiness and distrust.. you must make a truce with yourself and them to come to a final conclusion.

Progressing
KNIGHT OF COINS + KNIGHT OF WANDS + 7 OF SWORDS
You know, Knight of Wands always shows a man or a sexual situation but I could be wrong. It tends to pop up for me when I'm doing the spreads, however. Knight of Coins + Knight of Wands shows the passion being drawn out and 7 of Swords shows trickery from two men and manipulation by pretending to be stable... be wary of whomever (male) you are confiding in and who presents a secure position for you.. do you know who this is? I feel they are not closely related.
Outcome
THE MAGICIAN + 6 OF WANDS + KNIGHT OF SWORDS
The Magician + 6 of Wands, victory! Ha! I like this card! 6 of Wands is great, it shows that you and your family/inlaws winning the case and having mastery over the subject matter because of knowledge and experience - Knight of Swords shows you conquering over something and being prideful and boastful about it. Though you had to win by some slander somehow...

I'd say your inlaws are fine but your family is a little sneaky or the people around them.

First, does it resonate?

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Kryptic
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posted July 04, 2014 02:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kryptic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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The situation at hand
DEATH + PAGE OF CUPS + KING OF CUPS

An illegitimate male child of my father-in-law just tracked down my partner (this child is half brother to my partner, different mother, same father) online.

This boy was the result of an affair that happened a long time ago and that was kept secret from my partner for some time.

Yes the atmosphere is intense (but not on the surface, it's all kept below) among HIS family.

That could be what you have picked up on.

ACCURATE


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What you should do to win the court case
THE HIGH PRIESTESS + THE LOVERS + 4 OF WANDS

I am sometimes confused about interreations, I am CONSCIOUSLY AWARE of what people keep hidden to what they show on the surface and this in turn makes me very anxious (because my belief is people should be themselves (but I understand why some hide themselves) which then sets off emotional turmoil/confusion inside of me which then stuffs up my communication, only the verbal though.

I also don't like to take sides on anything I have always been a middle of the road type of person. I like to do and decide on whats best for everyone. My children especially, all family is important to childrens upbringing.

My family and my inlaws are two different types of people, there has been abuse, control issues and neglect of my partner as he was growing up on my inlaws side which I am quite worried about and don't want them to have custody of our children but partner sees it as a insult to his family.

My grandmother currently has voluntary custody of my children and is caring for them nicely although she needs respite at times which is why the inlaws came down to help, however they are not being too helpful at the moment and are always complaining about their finances to my partner (their son) and I sense something fishy going on there.

Both my children have ADHD/AUTISM problems so this is why our children are living an alternative situation compared to the norm.

I feel I will be kept from my children upon permenant separation from my partner if it comes to that because partners family is quite clanish and secretive whereas my family is quite upfront, honest and no bull, no matter how it is receieved, sometimes a bit harsh and quick but for EVERYONES good.

I guess I pick up on lack of rapport/honesty/directness from inlaws and my partner because they are so secretive and I am not used to it, I sense something not right under the surface (like my partner wants to leave for good but wants custody of the kids and to take our house, for financial and control reasons rather than love I feel) and his family is resistant to being probed which means there is something hidden that is being avoided or someones not being honest about.

ACCURATE

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What not to do
2 OF COINS + PAGE OF SWORDS + 8 OF WANDS

Do you mean be indirect like his side of the family?.

ACCURATE

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Can you trust your inlaws?
6 OF CUPS + THE CHARIOT + STRENGTH

Some info was accurate, some not

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Do you need to watch out for deception?
THE HANGED MAN + 10 OF SWORDS + 2 OF SWORDS

ACCURATE

--- Do you know who's doing the slandering or gossiping??. I have a feeling of who it may be but I don't trust my intuition. If your intuition/insight is similar I may listen to my intuition for myself. I am usually good on intuition for others but not on myself

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Progressing
KNIGHT OF COINS + KNIGHT OF WANDS + 7 OF SWORDS

Knight of Wands is always showing up in my own reading for myself as well Karka.

I believe this is my partner.

always shows a man or a sexual situation but I could be wrong. Knight of Coins + Knight of Wands shows the passion being drawn out and 7 of Swords shows trickery from two men and manipulation by pretending to be stable... be wary of whomever (male) you are confiding in and who presents a secure position for you.. do you know who this is?

Hmmmmm....does this mean someone will try to make me angry to make me appear to be unstable maybe? Both my Father in law and my partner have some "issues" regarding stability in their lives and try to LOOK normal on the surface but are very different behind closed doors.

Sometimes I do feel safe, protected and calm in father-in-laws presence but other times I avoid his presence altogether because it stirs up something, nothing amorous just a feeling that arouses anxiety for some reason.

ACCURATE

--- Could you please clarify this a little more if possible

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Outcome
THE MAGICIAN + 6 OF WANDS + KNIGHT OF SWORDS


I'd say your inlaws are fine but your family is a little sneaky or the people around them.

My intutive feeling is opposite from yours. I feel my family is being open and my partners hiding big things and not being honest about things.


Could I also ask for further help from you?

If you could could you please tell me if my partner is being faithful towards me?

Is R my partner seeing someone secretly/ having a relationship with someone else currently and if so will he lie about it?

Does he still love and think about H and do I need to be worried about it?

Thankyou Karka


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KarkaQueen
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posted July 04, 2014 02:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarkaQueen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I believe i picked up the energy of your family and switched it with your in-laws for some reason. I apologize. I felt someone was being sneaky for sure and it made me feel anxious, for some reason I felt whose energy tendency it was but not where it was coming from. My mistake. I will practice on that!!

The Knight of Coins is your Father-in-law and from the nature of the Knight of Coins he is dull, calm on the surface but he can be a little obsessive and be a perfectionist. with the 7 of Swords at the end shows major trickery and hidden dishonor amongst them. Look out for him!

The slandering? I will pull some cards on this matter:
ACE OF WANDS + 6 OF SWORDS + 7 OF SWORDS
This is weird, I had a vision of the Ace of Wands before she (it looks female on my deck) came up, this Wands energy is very prominent and is the main case and source for your malaise. I do believe where this is coming from now and yes, it is your boyfriend. 6 of Swords shows it's people related to him and connected to him who had outside knowledge of the situation from him and you're not too familiar with them or close to them to know how they are. 7 OF SWORDS appeared again, I don't LIKE this card! This is where your feelings of something being under the surface comes from, at least with the 5 of Swords its like a damaged ego and the pain is obvious but the 7 of Swords is sneaky and has an ulterior motive, they are the ultimate lone wolf and will pull a facade of liking you just to gain your affections and weak side while betraying your trust.

Seriously though.. I feel soo embarrassed about getting the in-laws all mixed up. I feel connected to this situation strongly for some reason and I can easily picture it.

If you could could you please tell me if my partner is being faithful towards me?
THE STAR
6 OF COINS
9 OF CUPS
The Star is a hopeful card and I like the energy of it! It looks like he is being faithful and he is not being swayed at all by anyone, in fact he expects you to feel the same way and to stick with him thick and through despite your malaise and the troubling situation at hand here. With the 9 of Cups this shows he is sexually content with you and the nature of your romance so he doesn't have to go looking for some other sources of pleasure.
Is R my partner seeing someone secretly/ having a relationship with someone else currently and if so will he lie about it?
7 OF WANDS
THE HERMIT
2 OF COINS
It looks like no, he is not seeing anyone secretly but what he IS keeping to himself is that there are a lot of women competing for his affections or old women coming back to his life and him getting uncomfortable with it and being withdrawn and not telling you about it because he thinks he can handle it on his own. OR he is fighting his passions he may have and internalizing them and reflecting on his feelings and kind of detaching himself from you so he can get it together. Which one sounds more like him?

PAGE OF COINS
8 OF CUPS
STRENGTH
It looks like he wants to have an effect and become practical but with the 8 of Cups he is moving away from that dream. has he been let down on the security of the relationship or some financial troubles rise? With the Strength it shows he has the endurance and spiritual strength to remain calm and not be lay easily astray but the temptations of other women.
Does he still love and think about H and do I need to be worried about it?
8 OF SWORDS
3 OF CUPS
10 OF WANDS
Ha , it looks like he is extremely shameful of this relationship with her and that is why he didn't talk to her about it. (The 8 of Swords is a curious one, it always appears if the woman is from a different culture, younger or older from him, a different race, or different social class and this is the source of his guilt and social anxieties)with the 3 of Cups he has no sexual feelings for her in the first place and her mere presence is making him feel overwhelmed (10 of Wands) and like he has too much to handle. He wants her to leave and regrets what he has done, yet he feels paralyzed with fear and cannot talk about this with anyone.

QUEEN OF COINS
THE CHARIOT
5 OF WANDS
No you don't, but this shows you moving on from the situation with strength and feeling of victory and going into war haha. Think of the Chariot moving on from the parade and going into so-called war or a lot of competition going on and a battle. Will you succeed? That is the main answer you should be worrying about..


What do u think?
Also my pleasure

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Kryptic
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posted July 04, 2014 05:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kryptic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
I believe i picked up the energy of your family and switched it with your in-laws for some reason. I apologize. I felt someone was being sneaky for sure and it made me feel anxious, for some reason I felt whose energy tendency it was but not where it was coming from. My mistake. I will practice on that!!

No worries

The Knight of Coins is your Father-in-law and from the nature of the Knight of Coins he is dull, calm on the surface but he can be a little obsessive and be a perfectionist. with the 7 of Swords at the end shows major trickery and hidden dishonor amongst them. Look out for him!

I had a nagging feeling that may be my partner or someone unknown.

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen
The slandering? I will pull some cards on this matter:
ACE OF WANDS + 6 OF SWORDS + 7 OF SWORDS

This is weird, I had a vision of the Ace of Wands before she (it looks female on my deck) came up, this Wands energy is very prominent and is the main case and source for your malaise. I do believe where this is coming from now and yes, it is your boyfriend. 6 of Swords shows it's people related to him and connected to him who had outside knowledge of the situation from him and you're not too familiar with them or close to them to know how they are. 7 OF SWORDS appeared again, I don't LIKE this card! This is where your feelings of something being under the surface comes from, at least with the 5 of Swords its like a damaged ego and the pain is obvious but the 7 of Swords is sneaky and has an ulterior motive, they are the ultimate lone wolf and will pull a facade of liking you just to gain your affections and weak side while betraying your trust.

Sounds like my partner

--- why should I cop the punishment/underhanded behavior? What have I done wrong or he has percieved I have done wrong to him?


If you could could you please tell me if my partner is being faithful towards me?
THE STAR
6 OF COINS
9 OF CUPS
The Star is a hopeful card and I like the energy of it! It looks like he is being faithful and he is not being swayed at all by anyone, in fact he expects you to feel the same way and to stick with him thick and through despite your malaise and the troubling situation at hand here. With the 9 of Cups this shows he is sexually content with you and the nature of your romance so he doesn't have to go looking for some other sources of pleasure.

That is good to know

Is R my partner seeing someone secretly/ having a relationship with someone else currently and if so will he lie about it?
7 OF WANDS
THE HERMIT
2 OF COINS
It looks like no, he is not seeing anyone secretly but what he IS keeping to himself is that there are a lot of women competing for his affections or old women coming back to his life and him getting uncomfortable with it and being withdrawn and not telling you about it because he thinks he can handle it on his own. OR he is fighting his passions he may have and internalizing them and reflecting on his feelings and kind of detaching himself from you so he can get it together. Which one sounds more like him?

this one is not goo news by the sounds. He is the last one he DETACHES ALOT.

Could you please explain the reason he detaches??.... because he never tells me.

If it's because he doesn't know what he wants or who he wants I should probably move on so he can see where, who, what he wants...

PAGE OF COINS
8 OF CUPS
STRENGTH
It looks like he wants to have an effect and become practical but with the 8 of Cups he is moving away from that dream. has he been let down on the security of the relationship or some financial troubles rise? With the Strength it shows he has the endurance and spiritual strength to remain calm and not be lay easily astray but the temptations of other women.

Hmmmm so he does want to jump ship because he doesn't feel secure? Could you pinpoint where this is coming from exactly and does it have anything to do with his mother because he only seems most secure when he is with his parents, does he need to detach and how?


Does he still love and think about H and do I need to be worried about it?
8 OF SWORDS
3 OF CUPS
10 OF WANDS
Ha , it looks like he is extremely shameful of this relationship with her and that is why he didn't talk to her about it. (The 8 of Swords is a curious one, it always appears if the woman is from a different culture, younger or older from him, a different race, or different social class and this is the source of his guilt and social anxieties)with the 3 of Cups he has no sexual feelings for her in the first place and her mere presence is making him feel overwhelmed (10 of Wands) and like he has too much to handle. He wants her to leave and regrets what he has done, yet he feels paralyzed with fear and cannot talk about this with anyone.

H was my best friend of mine since year 3 in school, she and my partner had a sexual affair. He waited 6 years AFTER to tell me about it and I was very hurt by it because 2 people i cared alot for betrayed my trust on a very DEEP level.

It is good he feels ashamed but he tried the same mistake with another girl where we are now back in in 2011 although he insists he wasn't sexual with her.

I would like to know if R was lying to me about E and did he have sex with her?

Do I have to worry about H coming inbetween R and I in future and was she honest with me when she wrote to me or did she just tell me what I wanted to hear. Does H still have feeling for or love R?

Also why did he chase others before, was it something I did or he percieved I did???

I am very understanding when it comes to sex but I DESPISE being lied to and taken for a fool.

QUEEN OF COINS
THE CHARIOT
5 OF WANDS
No you don't, but this shows you moving on from the situation with strength and feeling of victory and going into war haha. Think of the Chariot moving on from the parade and going into so-called war or a lot of competition going on and a battle. Will you succeed? That is the main answer you should be worrying about..


What do u think?
Also my pleasure [/B][/QUOTE]

Hmmm I have the confidence and optomism that I could be successful in whatever I do but I know alot of buried crap will come out and I really haven't dealt with it all and layed it completely to rest yet and I guess people could still hurt me/twist my words because I have poor verbal communication. Maybe I should just write everything down I need to get across to others so they can see the context maybe?...

Thanks Karka

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KarkaQueen
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posted July 04, 2014 05:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarkaQueen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
-- If you have a nagging feeling that its your partner than trust that intuition. If its a nagging feeling the intuition is never wrong. Don't let your guard down around him for a second, get a second or third opinion from psychics (preferably on LL), meditate on this and ask for your Higher voice/guardian angels to help you.

--There is something wrong with him and he seems to follow what his family is saying. I think he is very insecure too and for some reason I get that he has some Pisces in his chart and a harsh affliction of Saturn or the Venus.

--I believe he does this to get himself together so he won't be interrupted

--If he did that then he's not a trustworthy character. Period.

I would like to know if R was lying to me about E and did he have sex with her?
2 of cups
queen of cups
the magician

While there is no cards to symbolize illusion (The Moon) or trickery (7 of Swords) the 2 of Cups is interesting, it looks like he had emotional connection to and an alliance formed with the Queen of Cups woman (who is this, E?) and was attracted and comforted to her femininity and willingness to submit to him. With The Magician I dislike this appearing in a reading regarding faithfulness, it could show that he's playing around with several other different women.

Do I have to worry about H coming inbetween R and I in future and was she honest with me when she wrote to me or did she just tell me what I wanted to hear. Does H still have feeling for or love R?
2 of wands
6 of cups
3 of cups
it looks like she is thinking of him and is ready to capture him because of the situation, with the 6 of cups she has a loving bond to him and often thinks of their past romance with each other and the pleasure it brought. she wants to rejoice with him with the promise of friendship at first and then ponce after him.

Also why did he chase others before, was it something I did or he percieved I did???
ace of coins
the devil
page of coins

ha this card is an obvious one, it looks like he has connected to sensual pleasures and this is his strong weakness -- he is a lustful man who would probably have sex with all different kinds of women or would find it hard to reject the advances of a willing woman. he indulges (actually w/ the 9 of cups on the previous reading i had I was suspicious for that means excessive sensual pleasure and if he's not getting it from you atm this could mean he's looking outside) and seems to be an indolent and addictive personality. weak mind and character and when he bonds to things he finds it hard to let it go. don't really like him too much!
he is very into the flesh so to speak, doesn't see spirituality.


alright, i think you answered ur q right there if he cheated on u with ur friend then told you later AND a child was born after it why do u still trust him? men never change especially ones like that. stop trusting him.

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Kryptic
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posted July 04, 2014 11:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kryptic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
-- If you have a nagging feeling that its your partner than trust that intuition. If its a nagging feeling the intuition is never wrong. Don't let your guard down around him for a second, get a second or third opinion from psychics (preferably on LL), meditate on this and ask for your Higher voice/guardian angels to help you.

I don't trust my own intuition. I did have a feeling at the time of him and H but didn't trust my inner alarm so to speak I couldn't make sense of the intuitive "flashes" I was getting at the time, yes I saw them through my mind and I thought I was going mad as I did suppress my intuitive side as a child due to being too sensitive to everything.

I am good at being intuitive for others BUT I distrust my intuition when it's for me...for some reason...hmmm

I find it hard to meditate, there is a block there. I do however have very lifelike lucid dreams so vivid that you don't know which side is real. It's hard to explain. It's not a mental problem or anything just that I am just as aware/conscious of my dream life as I am in my conscious state/life. That's another reason I am usually so guarded with talking/communication and expression and why I find it hard to make decisions in life.

There is something wrong with him and he seems to follow what his family is saying. I think he is very insecure too and for some reason I get that he has some Pisces in his chart and a harsh affliction of Saturn or the Venus.

I've included his chart. I was thinking maybe the square aspect of Moon in relation to Venus??

I believe he does this to get himself together so he won't be interrupted

Strategy? I must admit I would have to catch him in the act with my eyes because the mind/heart won't accept, only then would I leave him for good.

If he did that then he's not a trustworthy character. Period.

He did say it was a big mistake and I did feel he meant it, he did cry when he admitted (although that could have been to blackmail me, not sure)...he doesn't cry period actually he is not really in touch with his emotions at all and when he does have an emotional thing talked about or touched it does set him off BIG TIME, so there is a constant avoidance of issues, problems, nothing gets resolved or righted because he doesn't connect to that part of himself and when he does it's like a big angry flood gate opens.

I also feel a little sorry for him because it's hard for him to accept people into his heart. I guess I wanted to soften him so he experiences people spiritually instead of through his ego. His EGO is very strong. He has a Acquired Brain Injury and blames his behavior on that but I've cottoned on that it may be that he just has a personality problem that he tries to keep secret because he's scared I and people won't like him if he is himself and thats why his ego is full force. In other words using his past injury as an excuse to avoid...everything.

I would like to know if R was lying to me about E and did he have sex with her?
2 of cups
queen of cups
the magician

While there is no cards to symbolize illusion (The Moon) or trickery (7 of Swords) the 2 of Cups is interesting, it looks like he had emotional connection to and an alliance formed with the Queen of Cups woman (who is this, E?) and was attracted and comforted to her femininity and willingness to submit to him. With The Magician I dislike this appearing in a reading regarding faithfulness, it could show that he's playing around with several other different women.

He found her attractive but insists he didn't do anything with her. He admitted that he had INTENTIONS of having sex with her and I saw a message to her from him ( I wasn't snooping he left a social website open and she popped up in chat) asking her for sex her because she had been labelled as easy by some of his friends (social group) and he wanted to see if he could get someone that "hot" and that he was "bored". She is 20-21, I am 33....so again his EGO....When I probe for information he clams up unless I am very aggressive emotionally when asking.

Do I have to worry about H coming inbetween R and I in future and was she honest with me when she wrote to me or did she just tell me what I wanted to hear. Does H still have feeling for or love R?
2 of wands
6 of cups
3 of cups
it looks like she is thinking of him and is ready to capture him because of the situation, with the 6 of cups she has a loving bond to him and often thinks of their past romance with each other and the pleasure it brought. she wants to rejoice with him with the promise of friendship at first and then ponce after him.

She said it was a mistake and that she felt taken for a ride but at the same time it felt good because it was so naughty ((sick...huh?)). They didn't think of their family only their own pleasure and not the consequences of their actions

R did say that H said "he should break up with me and she would go out with him". You did say R was feeling shame in his relation for H and that he does not want her.

Also why did he chase others before, was it something I did or he percieved I did???
ace of coins
the devil
page of coins

ha this card is an obvious one, it looks like he has connected to sensual pleasures and this is his strong weakness -- he is a lustful man who would probably have sex with all different kinds of women or would find it hard to reject the advances of a willing woman. he indulges (actually w/ the 9 of cups on the previous reading i had I was suspicious for that means excessive sensual pleasure and if he's not getting it from you atm this could mean he's looking outside) and seems to be an indolent and addictive personality. weak mind and character and when he bonds to things he finds it hard to let it go. don't really like him too much!
he is very into the flesh so to speak, doesn't see spirituality.

He does have a strong attachment to money, possessions and pleasure. He is a little lazy he does smoke a little dope and cigarettes, always seems wary and high strung....now I know why.


alright, i think you answered ur q right there if he cheated on u with ur friend then told you later men never change especially ones like that. stop trusting him.

I don't trust him, but I am understanding of human flaws sometimes to my own detriment. So I am his complete opposite and we don't understand each other by the looks so that could be why he seeks outside of us. Thankyou for making some sense to me...if a councellor was trying to tell me these things it would go straight over my head but you seem to put things in a way i understand and can explain better through intuition and your cards

a child was born after it why do u still trust him?

HIS FATHER is the one a child was born to, so the child is my spouses half BROTHER. My spouse R's father has done similar. This is the family secret that came out of the woodwork recently.

Thankyou Karka, you have been very insightful and a great help, you've cleared the fog from around me enough so I can see where things are headed

Just a quick question though.....If I were to leave would he let me go without too much trouble?? because I feel he could get quite vindictive, violent and competitive if I do make the step. I couldn't care less if he gets with H because no doubt he will do the same to her or any other woman so maybe thats no loss people will judge him for his actions and hopefully I'd be vindicated in the long run if we spit completely. Will his family become a problem for me? Will a better relationship come along and will my children and I be safe (I am always scared of making a wrong decision because it affects so many lives not just my own so I am often paralysed in indecision and what time frame for a new relationship? ( I have a morbid fear of being alone, I live through others most of the time).

I must admit I only stay because of my children because if we split it will rupture their emotions and chaos will ensue in every which way which I am uncomfortable with and have no idea how to approach (panic stations) and R and his side of the family being secretive makes me very uneasy.

What exactly does R want from me? I am at a loss why he would bother if he doesn't love or care for me.

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posted July 05, 2014 07:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarkaQueen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Nessus-DC in Cancer
Moon in Cancer square Pluto, square Venus
trine Uranus
Venus opposite Pluto
trine Saturn
Mars unaspected in Pisces (!!)

It looks like he has a lot of issues regarding trust with people and he has a very very bad temper he cannot express and he fantasizes about a lot his actions that he keeps hidden which makes him a very mysterious and creepy person to be around. Like you can "feel" something off with him but he never lets it out so your feeling goes away because you can't prove it .. lol
Looks like his Nessus really comes out when he is in relationships and he tricks women by being passive at first -- and yes, it looks like he is obsessive and very controlling of his partners. Weakness in every other aspect of his life though.

How do you leave him?
QUEEN OF COINS
THE MOON
2 OF CUPS
It looks like you spend a lot of time thinking about this a lot but you're too nervous to go through it. You have fantasies of leaving him, and have you even thought about having a clandestine affair with another man under the guise of a simple relationship or an acquaintance? It looks like you want to trick him and hide your feelings towards him and make an alliance (romance) with someone before you go so you can have someone to fall back on..

It's funny how 9 of Cups came up for his sex life and he has unaspected Mars in Pisces -- prolly fantasizes a lot and I can see him being addicted to hookers/drugs..

How would he react if you leave?
THE MAGICIAN
PAGE OF WANDS
TEMPERANCE
It looks like he would be cocky and he would remind you that he controls the aspect of your life and that he is the source of your passion and creativity. It looks like he would probably stomp around like a child at first and rant and rave but something will calm down inside him and he will understand why you are leaving. Or he will be feeling this with a calm exterior.

Why is he still with you?
ACE OF SWORDS
8 OF SWORDS
PAGE OF COINS
Ace of Swords = Mental force and task, he is applying something to you which is the 8 of Swords (blindfolding you and taking advantage of the situation) with the Page of Coins (to get some financial benefit off of it). Boo.

+++What would he do once you are gone?
8 OF SWORDS
8 OF WANDS
8 OF COINS
It looks like he wouldn't really know what to do and feel trapped by you instead, with the 8 of Wands he would re direct his passions to his handiwork and start trying to focus on other things.

+++What would happen with the children?
5 OF SWORDS
THE LOVERS
THE EMPRESS
Their egos would be hurt and they will feel very depressed and like their whole world is ruined, but with the Lovers + The Empress they would choose the side of their more nurturing and loving mother rather than the father.

+++What would you most likely do?
9 OF COINS
QUEEN OF WANDS
ACE OF WANDS
You will show self-restraint in this situation and apply yourself, finally channel your inner Wand energy and tell him how you are feeling and act out on your desires.

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It looks like he has a lot of issues regarding trust with people and he has a very very bad temper he cannot express and he fantasizes about a lot his actions that he keeps hidden which makes him a very mysterious and creepy person to be around. Like you can "feel" something off with him but he never lets it out so your feeling goes away because you can't prove it .. lol
Weakness in every other aspect of his life though.

Any idea where this trust issue for him stems from?

Is this weakness a pathological thing or can it be overcome, in other words is it ALWAYS going to pose a problem?

It looks like you spend a lot of time thinking about this a lot but you're too nervous to go through it. You have fantasies of leaving him, and have you even thought about having a clandestine affair with another man under the guise of a simple relationship or an acquaintance? It looks like you want to trick him and hide your feelings towards him and make an alliance (romance) with someone before you go so you can have someone to fall back on..

I don't have secret affairs at all I am all out in the open, an open book (totally transparent) towards R, I keep no secrets in relation to our relationship.

I did have a male friend C that I was emotionally attached to on many levels, 2 years younger than me, whenever this friend was nearby I sensed him (extreme stimulating energy/intensity similar to anxiety) and felt safe in his presence, we got on immensely well together. He was the one who died recently. Was never unfaithful to R in the 15 years I have been with him. Have I been tempted....yes.....have I acted on it....no, even when there were strong, irresistable unexplainable pulls to people.

I do have a male friend who's older than me who I do like but don't know that well but have similar feelings to C with. I don't feel a sexual pull only an emotional one.

Would he be a good choice for me?

I don't run parallel relationships. I have to break first, work on myself for some time (reflection) and then move on to a new person.

It's funny how 9 of Cups came up for his sex life and he has unaspected Mars in Pisces -- prolly fantasizes a lot and I can see him being addicted to hookers/drugs..

His first experience was with a hooker. He was 17 his dad thought he was gay and decided to take him to a cathouse (brothel) to see if he was or not. He was in a relationship with his first ever girlfriend at the time, his father got him very drunk before more or less forcing him to get laid. His mother also told his girlfriend and thats how they broke up.

Did R's parents deliberately interfere to make R and L break up so they have control of R? or was it really just to see if he was gay? or did R not care for L and do this for himself because he wanted to and is using daddy as an excuse?


It looks like he would be cocky and he would remind you that he controls the aspect of your life and that he is the source of your passion and creativity. It looks like he would probably stomp around like a child at first and rant and rave but something will calm down inside him and he will understand why you are leaving. Or he will be feeling this with a calm exterior.

So he thinks/feels he has complete control. He would be the epitome of cool calm and collected but would probably resort to slander of other debasing behaviors.

Would he resort to violence?? That is my main worry. He can be a loose cannon when he doesn't get what he wants.

Mental force and task, he is applying something to you which is the 8 of Swords (blindfolding you and taking advantage of the situation) with the Page of Coins (to get some financial benefit off of it). Boo.

Is there a timeframe for this?

How is he taking advantage at the current time exactly?

Will his parents attempt to come inbetween us/interfere negatively?


It looks like he wouldn't really know what to do and feel trapped by you instead, with the 8 of Wands he would re direct his passions to his handiwork and start trying to focus on other things.

His passions at the moment are hedonistic not much practical stuff going on.


Their egos would be hurt and they will feel very depressed and like their whole world is ruined, but with the Lovers + The Empress they would choose the side of their more nurturing and loving mother rather than the father.

Thankyou! This made me cry.

How would I approach their depression and issues seperation causes??


channel your inner Wand energy and tell him how you are feeling and act out on your desires.

This one escapes me, could I bother you for some clarification on this.

Would you like me to do a tarot reading for you Karka??, you have been an immense help so far and I would like to offer something in return. Be aware I don't go into depth like you do though only basic outline and intuitive feelings/flashes e.t.c if they happen during, it's something I can't force it just happens. I am still learning to interpret to

Much love xx

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This one escapes me, could I bother you for some clarification on this.

It means grow some passion and feistiness an be the dominate woman of the situation.

Did R's parents deliberately interfere to make R and L break up so they have control of R? or was it really just to see if he was gay? or did R not care for L and do this for himself because he wanted to and is using daddy as an excuse?

The World + 4 of Swords + 7 of Swords
It looks like they had some ulterior motive from the cards yes and were being sneaky.

Would he resort to violence?? That is my main worry. He can be a loose cannon when he doesn't get what he wants.
8 of Wands + 10 of Cups + King of Coins
I'm used to see 8 of Wands in a sexual context but I'll give it a shot, it looks like he would have his outburst of passion and direct it at the family and it would try to break the emotional bond w/ ur kids apart, with the King of Coins it looks like (this is not him, he doesn't remind me of this court card AT ALL) an older male figure in your life would take control -- I feel hes related to u or u trust him.


Will his parents attempt to come inbetween us/interfere negatively?
8 of Cups+ 2 of Cups + 3 of Coins
It looks like if they come interfere it would be with your boyfriend's help and consent to gain information on you.

How would I approach their depression and issues separation causes??
Well that is up to you.. Your mother instincts will come at the time

How is he taking advantage at the current time exactly?
2 of Swords + Knight of Swords + The Tower
It looks like he is trying to have a compromise with himself how to conquer and take advantage of the situation but with The Tower it shows something dramatic just happened and his mental state has worsened.

-- About that man, if you don't have romantic or any sexual feelings for him then the answer is no. Don't force it.


Yes I would like a Tarot Reading.. my questions are.

What was the nature of this dream?
Why did I have it?
Was the spirit really the being it portrayed itself to be or was it under the guise of something?
What did the spirit want to do/tell me?
Why have I been so sensitive to spirits, especially French ones from the 18th-19th century (lol im serious)?

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I will cleanse my energy and balance myself first may take a few hours because when I pulled your cards just recently I was getting the cards you pulled for me just recently....very odd!!! an open channel somewhere maybe??

Will try again in say 2 hours.

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What was the nature of this dream?

DEATH

Exhaustion. You need to rest, recharge, renew.


Why did I have it?

JUDGEMENT

You are at a crossroads and are experiencing a spiritual awakening. You are entering a new phase of growth and enlightenment.


Was the spirit really the being it portrayed itself to be?

TOWER + THE EMPEROR + THE HANGED MAN

I don't have any impressions to work with for this.


Was it under the guise of something?

THE MOON + THE HIGH PRIESTESS + JUSTICE

I don't have any impressions to work with for this.


What did the spirit want to do/tell me?

THE SUN

Manifestation & Visualization. Growth and new awareness in these areas.


Why have I been so sensitive to spirits, especially French ones from the 18th-19th century (lol im serious)?

STAR + MAGICIAN + JUSTICE

Inspiration, it has something to do with delivering the vision you have.

There may be a deep symbolism here also.

Past life maybe?

I keep picturing a man dressed like Napoleon.

He wears a similar hat, very tall, dark and charming. Dark hair, dark eyes, late 30's but youthful looking.

Has alot to do with the sea.

I am not sure if he is military but he is dressed like it, he has a black sash over a blue coat with a pluto sign on the sash (I am not sure what to make of that)....power/change/ambassador?? He isn't as well dressed as an aristocrat but neat and smart.

He is upper class but not too proud, he is humble but firm and authoritive.

He was trying to say something but I can't hear him (this happens in my dreams too, very frustrating), his body language was at ease and relaxed like as you would be talking to people. Very social and well liked/known.

He is connected to you somehow...I'd meditate on it.


Does this resonate somewhat with you?

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posted July 06, 2014 08:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarkaQueen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes! I don't mind you not being able to answer it all. I don't mind for I can understand some of it myself/interpret it myself. I really appreciate you pulling your cards and I loved it.

Hey, your vision was spot on.. the dude WAS Napoleon.
I'm dead hahaha

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Yes! I don't mind you not being able to answer it all. I don't mind for I can understand some of it myself/interpret it myself. I really appreciate you pulling your cards and I loved it.

Hey, your vision was spot on.. the dude WAS Napoleon.
I'm dead hahaha



I am at a loss that I didn't FEEL anything relating to the identity question and if it was a good or bad entitity. But that flash revealed its identity anyway, I have no idea why it came in like that.

I would also keep an open mind that this may be about YOU as in symbolically Napoleon might be aspects of you subconciously.... going through transformation and change rather than people in your conscious life.

It is a rather positive outcome for you actually, but if I had that reading it would be daunting/fear inducing...transformation an change....it's the Taurus in me....honestly!!

Glad you liked it.

Feel free to ask anytime.

You have helped me immensely by clarifying a few things for me that I was stuck on/confused about, for that I am immensely grateful, if I could send flowers through this screen to you I would

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