posted July 08, 2014 06:55 PM
Synastry chart: (I am blue, he is red)
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I met him early last year, although i had seen him briefly a few times before our "official encounter" it turned into a whirlwind romanctic affair, although he didn't want comittment, that was fine, although it left me confused on where I stood. It finished last september/october, he got tired of me, I felt used and heartbroken, although I didn't tell him. Now i can't forget him, i haven't stopped thinking about him since the day we met, he is like my dream man in reality form. I know i musn't romanticise too much, but he's just perfect, even with his flaws and imperfections. It's so bad, why can't I stop thinking of him? He gave me so many memories, we travelled alot, explored alot, learned new things, how can anyone forget something so beautiful but now its dead? He also brought out my darkside aswell i must admitt, not everything was perfect, but wow, this man - unforgettable and dream come true.
If someone could be kind enough to find out why this man will not leave my brain? I've tried to date other guys, but he's always there at the back of my mind, when i look back it's just too bittersweet. The first moment I wake up, he's at the back of my mind, and before i sleep.