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Topic: I Could Use Some Help Please
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lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 07:01 PM
  
I've been going through a rough couple of months--a rough year actually. I am wondering if you feel up to a reading for me in any way which helps. (I will gladly return a reading for you, you know my style)IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 227
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 08, 2014 07:15 PM
Hi lotus_flower,i am certainly feeling your pain. I have been in very similar circumstances and I would like to say I handled them well but in retrospect... I did not. I feel you have a real karmic connection with this guy. I am living with someone whose north node is conjunct my moon... We have worked out things but it took 13 years to do so. There are some souls that are such a strong pull on us no matter what our heads tell us .. the soul connection is too strong. Also, our noses know our karmic connection. It is why true mystics will not be around those who wear perfume or why some are allergic to perfume... etc... I feel as though you nose put you right back in the lifetimes..s...s... you had with him. It would matter not if you were his mother, brother, lover... the connection is strong. My teachers used to tell me a good saging and you will be over it... POPPY **** ! a good saging and the neighbors think I am smoking dope is all... You need to go to bed asking to be shown what you need to learn from him and to learn and be released from the past. Be willing to forgive him or be forgiven. I was madly in love with a person I met in Hawaii... We had 3 wonderful years and then bang.. they went back to an old flame. I went to work every day and came home and went to bed. I was in bed by 5 pm every evening... it was sad. Then one day I asked to be taken back to the life we had lived. It took me a couple of months... but I relived the whole story... it was very similar to the one we had in this life. A few months later I met someone wonderful and we had a great time until we didnt... but I was not deserted... My two cents... you can throw em back at me if you like 
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lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 07:23 PM
Phoenix,Do you think that is what it is? I have tried to wrap my brain around this one, and it cannot grasp it. Do you look at synastry charts by chance? IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 227
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 08, 2014 07:39 PM
Sure but you need to give me the birthdata so I can run my own charts. I do not read these charts as well. Most of them use a euro style which I find how to read. You can later edit out the information and since I do not know anyone personally... I will not share. I keep charts with usernames. And yes, I do think that is what it is... I would not have shared my past. I no longer look for love (thank goodness)... but lordy when I did... I was turning up some dark places and seedy people... now that I am living a more pure life.... I am having to relive some of the error of my ways.... Anything if you think it will help.IP: Logged |
lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 07:51 PM
Ok, Phoenix--right, I remember equal house for you...IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 227
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 08, 2014 07:55 PM
No i use koch but I will use equal if you wish. I find it less informative... IP: Logged |
lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 07:59 PM
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Originally posted by tphoenix5:
No i use koch but I will use equal if you wish. I find it less informative...
LOL, whichever one is best for you Phoenix.....I cannot remember which one you use....I usually just do Placadius b/c that is what astro.com sets it as.....so don't mind me! IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 227
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 08, 2014 08:06 PM
I used sun on the first house for both of you since his birth time was unknown. I have explained in other places what this means .. but it does work. When I throw a bi-wheel.. with you at the center... Your 12 house is full to his neptune. Your sun sextiles his sun conjunct the ascendant... THis is beyond karmic. Maybe you should just look at these charts. They speak volumes. If you want I can post em for ya.IP: Logged |
lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 08:09 PM
For Koch or equal??The aspects I have noted for myself are his moon conjunct my ascedandant (and north node) and my sun conjunct his south node..... synasrty is not my speciality, so I kind only know the basics. The 12th house.....icky and heavy. My moon in there naturally lol Not sure what you mean about setting the sun? IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 227
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 08, 2014 08:10 PM
When i throw a bi wheel with him at the center your 8th houses line up. Now, you cant get much more intense than that. This plane or another plane that is pure intensity with his moon jupiter and pluto in the 8th and your mars pluto and saturn... IP: Logged |
lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 08:16 PM
I see.....yes, he has that mars/pluto/saturn conjunction (and I also have that mars/pluto conjunction) with saturn falling right behind as well...yes, the 8th house. I've wondered if this was something I could have avoided. But I met him in class--we met in graduate school, so we saw eachother two times a week for two years pretty much. I just graduated from it last summer. I will try what you mentioned, in asking what it is, I am to learn. I particularly was on the fence about applying to that job--but at the same time, I felt it was meant for me to apply because I had a portfolio to even present to them...I had clearly done the corresponding coursework. IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 227
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 08, 2014 08:28 PM
You need to apply for the job and if you get it maybe it will be a way to desensitize your feelings for him... or use it as a way to find things that will stop the flow of those feelings.IP: Logged |
lotus_flower
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: Virginia
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted July 08, 2014 08:45 PM
I already applied, and already went for the interview, and it didn't go as expected, although I tried my best, it's up to them.But synastry related--how does one determine who feels what in your opinion? Do you need any (tarot) clarification for anything you are going through at the moment? IP: Logged |
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