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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
Moon-Dejanira.. aww that is such a vulnerable point.. I notice this often indicates sexual abuse as a child in the natal or a victimized mother (its in Cancer).
I see you wear your sleeve and men sense your vulnerability in romance (5th house) and you have to hide it, you appear to be very delicate and this is one of your sore spots.Feedback***hi KarkaQueen, thank you for taking the time to reply! i highly appreciate your effort and help. yes i have a moon and dejanira conjjunct, i have been through a few sexual molestation instances when i was little, but thankfully my virginity was not taken away from me then. it is quite interesting that you brought up my mom and how her role could be played out by this aspect. I come to think of it, she has been in a couple of abusive relationships. i have a good poker face and try to appear strong and confident, but deep inside i am pretty sensitive and vulnerable.***
Nessus-Vertex in 7th, you tend to attract abusive relationships especially with men.. sexually abusive and psychologically abusive?
Feedback***I have yet been in any abusive relationships, but i do have a tendency to attract friends who are abused or suffered degradation to certain extent. but also, i was sexually molested when i was younger so this could also explain that.***
Eros-Venus-Pluto (Scorpio) in 8th shows a profound connection to love and when you sought out a love partner you want to mesh yourself completely in their essence and you are a fervor for romance and beauty. A understanding of the more taboo, and darker side of love. Relates to the Nessus-Vertex.
Feedback***yes, this desire of wanting to mesh with the other partner completely describes my inner being. i love the darker side of life, death, and the unknown***
Do you attract stalkers also?
Feedback***I have had a stalker following me at the mall once when I was a teenager and now that hasn't happened, maybe it's because i don't really go out as much as I had before.***
There is Sun-Psyche which shows a highly evolved but sensitive spirit, a feminine configuration again so men who come in your life play the active role and tend to take advantage of this, in some good senses this means it plays out in a traditional manner.
Feedback***I dont know how this one plays out in my life, but i do like it when men take charge***
I think this is where most of your pains and blockages are, correct?
Chiron is also conjunct 5th house, shows extreme pain with romance and troubles bonding to them -- have to heal your partners often.
Feedback*** i have had a painful relationship and it happened to be my first. ever since then, i lived my life in shadows. but i am defintely better now***
Okay so Dejanira-Chiron-Moon is in that grand cross
alongside with NN
Neptune
Mars
It shows a fixed energy towards that area I described and you feeling stuck in your actions and cannot move..
Feedback***with mars conjunction south node, i often feel lazy and happy where i am at, even though, more efforts are needed to obtain the goals i want for myself. I can easily fall for procrastination. but when it comes to love and romance, i still am not sure how this one is played out in this department. Though, lately i have been wanting to not get married or have kids. Thank you for your detailed explanation Karka, I really appreciate it***
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posted July 10, 2014 09:11 PM
