posted July 13, 2014 07:42 PM            

The World Queen of Pentacles Page of Cups 5 of Pentacles 6 of Pentacles

Okay, a couple things I'm getting here. The first is that right now is a great time for you to get what you want out of your love life (and you could very well have it all) but I sense you don't feel you deserve it? And I also get that you give to people but in a more practical way and maybe you don't understand what they need emotionally or your own emotional needs. So its kind of a toss up. You can get what you want and make itnhappen but it isn't going to satisfy you because its not feeding your soul. This seems to be a lesson your repeating over and over too and it is taking you awhile yo learn. I alao , for whatever reason, notice the lack of Wands in this reading and it makes me think you need to be less cautious and just go for things once in awhile? I see there's someone around you who is interested. But my advice is try approaching it from your heart instead of what's fair and keeping tabs on who did what and how long it took for them to reply. Basically pay more attention to how you feel around the person, how you think the person feels about themselves, and how the relationship makes you feel.

World Queen of Pentacles Page of Cups 5 of Pentacles 6 of Pentacles

posted July 15, 2014 12:48 PM            

What you can do to receive love / the path you should take.

Hmm.

I got King of Swords 3 of Wands Page of Pentacles 10 of Swords and Knight of Pentacles

My first thoughts were you need to work on learning to communicate your feelings better. When you do I think you'll be surprised with other's feedback. Do you tend to keep them to yourself a lot? The King of Swords is ruling this whole spread as he's the highest court in it, and that says to me you lead your relationships more often than not. Not only this but you lead them as the King of Swords "firm but fair" mentality. You are very tough, but closed off and guarded. It's okay to let others know what you like about them, etc. That doesn't make you a push over, it makes you seem nicer. You need a little more softness, if this is indeed you.

The second thing I see is decision making. You need to hone your filter when it comes to wasting time on people not equipped to meet your needs. It's okay to have them as contacts but that's all they need to be in your mind too. And heart. Now that we're moving to the Page of Pentacles, the 10 of Swords, and the Knight of Pentacles…that's telling me something about your level of commitment. Has it felt one-sided a lot? Like you were more serious (depth of feeling) about the relationship than others were, or others were serious about you and you didn't see it 'til later? You also need to take more responsibility for your actions in the relationship.

The good news is these are all maturity lessons and since we talked about worth last time because of the Queen of Pentacles, we see it's also sprinkled into this reading. You have come a long way in terms of how you see yourself and you only have a little more to go before you're good and fixed for a proper relationship! The last thing I want to say here that I see is to have patience. The really good things take time to develop. I feel like you cut your losses before it's really just begun in love or close yourself off to opportunities if they are different than what you imagined in your mind. Try taking baby steps and reminding yourself to say "Yes," more often than not, and to not be afraid of the unknown.

posted July 16, 2014 12:17 AM            

Secondly,the first reading that you did about my wishes getting fulfilled..and you said I think I don't deserve it..it's just that I am skeptical..I know all wishes come with a price and I know I have to learn certain things to feed my soul..to completely be on track with regards to my love life.But lessons so far has been pretty harsh.

With regards to your last reading,it absolutely resonates! I am usually a nice and sweet person and I have many friends but I am a bit aggressive in nature and when it comes to relationships I become just like the king of swords(which is not my true nature ).In my last relationship,I can very well say I exhibited these characteristics.I did have communication issues in relationships as well as not able to make decisions.For a long time I felt someone was not right for me..yet I found myself hanging around them..trying to impress them..and well,it didn't work.Patience is something that I have to learn as I can say that I am an impatient person..I want it now kind of a person.But how long should a person be patient such..such that it leads to losing hope.My overactive mind comes into play and makes me think things that I don't want to think about.Anyway, I am glad to know that I have come a long way(I know that because previously I wasn't a very confident person but now I feel confident and beautiful) and there is probably a little bit to learn before I can be fully prepared.