posted July 16, 2014 10:45 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Hi Twirl, didnt want to invade your healing reading for Fille so I started a new thread. I'd love a healing reading in regards to cutting the cords and releasing myself from "J". If this is too specific, just a healing reading regarding love would be greatly appreciated..

I, as well, will take a look at the new horary for you once it's cast again

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I'm getting a very soft energy for you. Spiritual & gentle. There still seems so much confusion in regards to this issue, like you are still surrounded by it very much. Also as if you are still very comfortable with having that energy around, that it calms you in a strange way. And releasing that feeling & letting go would feel very uncomforting and uneasy. Like the other issues that then would arise for you are difficult to face. Water in general is what you need for this releasing rituals. Preferably bading in the ocean & asking the great water body to help you take over that pain felt when thinking of release. Water in general is great for helping with grief. If you do not have that, make an ocean altar with attributes of 'sea god' Neptune/Poseidon.
It's meant to be changed & resisting this will not do you good (but of course you know that). But perhaps what can use reassurance is that if you do accept this reality (of not making any more trips to the spiritual realms as well to connect with his energy) will actually bring peace. Try looking at all the new that can come to you in this place & trust it will benefit you.
I'm getting something really weird in regards to supporting this process. Not only a little sea altar will help, but also eating it's food. Like lovingly preparing sea food meals and/or cleansing drinks with algae/spirulina to help you cleanse within & without.
Hope this may be of help. Please disregard anything that doesn't.
I also feel that this should be small steps for you. So yes, you will work on the release, preferably daily, but see it as the process of the moon during a month. You will get used to taking time to cleanse yourself from him & nurture yourself from within as well. Be compassiote to yourself, but do make it a practice.

Hope this helps

Thanks for wanting to look at the new horary. Should I wait a few days or weeks even?

posted July 17, 2014 06:18 AM            

In regards to the reading, yes this helps...he is my ex-husband and i have a little boy we are co-parenting so that is maybe why completely letting go of him (since he is active in my son's life) is difficult to do...

But really, I just want to release the emotional cords to him...I have nightmares frequently about him usually indicating guilt on my end and low self-worth stemming from his control and manipulation. This is really what I'm trying to let go of to emotionally and psychologically heal.

...I will try the water...I'm hoping maybe the spiritual/gentle vibes you got are a reflection of the angels or God watching over/protecting me...maybe even the gentle vibe of my son to help me through this...

posted July 17, 2014 06:55 AM            

Aah okay, so you are not comfortable with that energy, but surrounded by it?
And the water relates to emotions.
Would make sense & just start with cleansing rituals. Normally emotions can become 'stuck' in the body where it feels it's still present this minute while the real events are already in the past.
Do you know anything of cleansing rituals?
If you start working with it, it will start releasing those emotions.

The soft energy really felt like a soft sphere surrounding you. So I could imagine that it was protective and/or is.

Nightmares relate to cleansing as well, but normally that things surrounding this need to be faced in order to start releasing it. Nightmares come up to show you where/which areas you should work on.