posted July 17, 2014 02:21 AM            

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Originally posted by ash20:
I've tried reading for myself on this situation but when I pull good cards I think i'm not being objective enough and don't believe it and when I pull 'negative' cards I feel hurt

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Hi Ash,

I get there's a lot of emotions for you surrounding this situation. The core is unfortunately that he did get on with his life. Also something that I think you are aware of, but as you wrote, you suddenly get off balance about this. Mostly because there's still unprocessed emotions around this. It's also not that he didn't care, he felt sad too. But the decision was (not sure what happened?), that it was too difficult. I'm not sure that there will never be contact, because I think there will, but it's not an opening for love, it would be something brief. Please try to take time for your grief of this, yet on the other hand try to change your thoughts about him, because you can get really fixed on it/wanting it to work. It's tricks of the mind though when you feel this way.

Was there some dishonesty? One of the energies feels like there was a lot of attention needed to it, but in a childish way. Like things would go different, this person would go in a right huff.