posted July 25, 2014 10:38 PM            

I would like to ask for a card reading from anyone right now. I usually don't ask for readings without an exchange, but my mind is too unfocused and foggy at the moment. I can't read my charts with clarity.

Anyway, right now I feel extremely lonely and down no matter how hard I try to lighten up. I tried to get my mind busy, but it's not working. I was okay earlier until I started thinking about this guy. I'm not sure if I'm picking up on his energy. This has happened before where I thought of him and all of a sudden, I felt extremely low and full of negativity. I really don't like being upset. I've also been seeing his name on my facebook news feed a lot. He's not really active on facebook. I don't understand this.

posted July 26, 2014 04:47 AM            

First of all, non intuitive reply - you might very well be picking up his emotions. I had that with my ex, all of a sudden I'd feel like I couldn't breath as I was full of sadness and think of him - but I couldn't understand why I'd suddenly think about him and I had no reason to be sad... I was told that it could be his emotions.
What helped me - when I'd feel that way I'd explore those emotions, are they mine? why am I feeling this way... and that helped ease it...

For your reading it might not all resonate, I wasn't really sure what to ask so I just did a general spread for you.

The situation with your friend (and in the spread he is represented as your friend still) is on your mind as you view those obstacles and also in some way are still in a fantasy state. You are still hoping things would change, as you still have feelings for him. Feelings of desire and romance.

At the moment there is a wall (represented by mountain in the cards) between you two and it's also difficult to meet up with him. Or have some time alone with him.

He has feelings for you too, that is clear, he thinks you are an artistic and creative person.

Next week or so (could be the following week) I think there will be a meeting between you, something that would make you worry and stress and there will be separation/isolation.

The spread starts with your friend as the first card (and the focus is really on him) and the last card is the card of separation.

I think the cards also recommend separation. And instead of focusing on him the cards are in favor of you going to public places, being with people - spending more time outdoors.

posted July 26, 2014 08:09 AM            

I truly appreciate the reading. So far, everything you've mentioned resonated with me. I still do have feelings for him. I can't deny that. I've been trying to get him off my mind as much as I can for the last two weeks. I went out with my friends, volunteered, and just spent some time trying to cleanse my energy in general. So far, it worked, but only for a temporary period of time. It seems like I'm just running away from something and then when I stop, it comes back. I've been trying to ignore these feelings, but I don't think that's the best thing for me right now, considering the feelings just come out stronger and more negative. As for separation, that would really suck. My birthday is next week and if that happens, it's totally gonna ruin it.

posted July 26, 2014 05:23 PM            

At the end of the day you have control of the way you want things to go as well and if separation isn't what you want (especially not on your birthday) then it might not be. I've interpreted the cards one way but it doesn't mean I'm correct...

It could have also represented a feeling of isolation but not physical separation (I know, that doesn't sound great either).

Or I could be totally wrong!