posted August 18, 2014 11:10 PM            

Pisces Rising: You are a sensitive person who feels greatly for others and the world at large and wants to make a difference. You like to lose yourself in others because of how empathetic you are. You may see your life kind of like a movie. You may be very moody, giving off different impressions of yourself day by day, and you are probably quite charming, finding it easy to blend with any crowd. Your thought process is subjective. You dislike order and having to follow rules. You like to live in a world of your own, which is made easy by your vast imagination and great creative abilities.

Aries/Libra Axis Intercepted: You have a hard time drawing a line between yourself and others in human relationships. You may give too much of yourself to a relationship or be completely uncooperative in an effort to retain complete autonomy. You may find it difficult also to control how aggressive or passive you are in a given situation.

Saturn Rx Intercepted in Aries: Aggression and self-assertion is something you find hard to display. Your actions may end up being a bit rash and uncontrolled. You may fall short when it comes to meeting responsibilities or you may simply fear falling short. You may not have the best idea of who you are as a person and may seek to gain the answer from others. You may be rather insecure and afraid of a lot of things as a result of an unstable childhood. You may also hate having to adhere to any sort of schedule or system of rules.

Mercury Rx in Virgo Combust Sun in the Sixth: This is a difficult situation for Mercury. On one hand, it's in its sign and house of rulership. On the other hand, it is Combust and Rx. I think that your Mercury has great potential but that it has yet to be expressed. You probably struggle with learning in a conventional setting. You are probably really smart, but you need to learn in your own way. You need time to think about and process information before you're able to make use of it. Your mind is sharp and analytical, and you can be very critical of things. Perhaps some order is necessary for your mind to function optimally even if that isn't what you feel you want in general. You are able to focus on one thing extremely well, but you may find it difficult to multitask. Moreover, that one thing is generally something inside of you rather than something outside of you, which may make it appear to those around you that you are disinterested.

Sun in Virgo Conjunct Descendant: Your chart is kind of a contradiction in its own. With Sun and Mercury in Virgo, you should be relatively logical and fairly concerned with time, but with Pisces Rising and your Saturn placement, I don't see that as the case. Your dreams are probably pretty interesting. I'm actually kind of curious to hear about those. Intuitively speaking, I feel like you're considerably different in your dreams than you are irl. But getting back to this, you are probably great with seeing the whole picture, both big and small. You are able to see both the strengths and the flaws in all creations and probably are pretty good with patterns. You see things that most people would generally miss because your thought process is unique. You have a nervous energy to you, feeling that something is wrong if you aren't doing something or at least thinking about something, which can lead to impatience and/or anxiety. You don't like the limelight, and you see yourself and your opinions as less important than that of others. You seek the approval of others and find decision-making on your own a difficult task. You find your identity in your interactions with other people.

BML in Virgo Conjunct Descendant: You are attracted to dark and mysterious people and should be relatively wary before allowing yourself to become vulnerable in an emotional or sexual way.

North Node in the Seventh Conjunct BML: Your life path is that of merging with another, of truly giving your all in partnership. You are probably prone to seeking a lot of freedom in partnership and afraid of losing your independence, but this life is about other people more than it is about just you. That said, you should always have some sense of self, because it is possible that you will encounter situations where you are cast aside despite your efforts. You must remain strong in these situations knowing that you are an individual capable of displaying great strength and true pride.

Moon Conjunct Venus Intercepted in Libra: Your emotions are kind of lost to you. You often find yourself unsure of how you feel and what you are supposed to feel. You wish to know exactly what it is that you are "supposed to" feel instead of looking within yourself to see what it is that you truly do feel. You wish to see everyone around you happy and dislike conflict. You will do whatever you can to try and prevent conflict. You must try to use your interactions with others in order to figure out exactly how it is you feel about things, because your emotions are very much in tune with your subconscious desires. You will see that you have a knack for understanding people. You may have to exhibit greater discipline in romantic relationships than you do in general, however, because you will be very tempted to do things ONLY your way (and may even do so by making it seem as though you are actually doing things the way your partner wanted instead).

Chiron in the Seventh at 0 Scorpio: You will bear great pains as far as relationships go. You will very seriously see the dark side of relationships and learn to rise from the ashes. You will probably end up betrayed/divorced by at least your first partner in marriage or may find it extremely difficult to get married in general.

Mars in the Eighth House in Scorpio: Your ideal man is really one who seems to be dark and mysterious. You are an intensely passionate person who possesses a lot of willpower. Even though you may be feeling a wealth of emotions inside of you, you are very secretive about how you feel and rarely allow others to see. You like to appear as though you are in control of what is going on in and around you. You are probably attractive and possessive of partners. You can see past most illusions, and are intrigued by the occult.

Pluto in the Ninth House: You are an incredibly curious person. Your powers to see past illusions are once again highlighted. Your life will involve a lot of transformation that deals with foreign experiences or encounters with foreign people. You are in great search of your life's meaning. You will explore both the physical and metaphysical realms until you find an answer or a philosophy that you like. You will defend this philosophy in a very fixed manner. However, as with the Watery nature of Pluto, you will find that your ideas constantly dissolve and that you must restructure your belief system. Try to be more open to other philosophies, because it is quite likely that you will turn your shoulder to many philosophies that you avidly defend at a prior point in time.

Neptune Rx and Uranus Rx in the Eleventh: Your friends will be inconsistent. They may come and go because of circumstances or they may just be inconsistent in their behavior. But you should definitely be prepared for the unexpected within your group of friends. Betrayal, unfortunately, is very likely. You may become close to those who are simply using you or who don't open themselves up to you completely. As said earlier, you are smart but have a unique learning style. Delving into your subconscious and learning all that you can in the way that you prefer doing so can lead to original and even revolutionary ideas as well as spiritual enlightenment.

Jupiter Rx in the Twelfth Conjunct Part of Fortune: You find your beliefs from within you instead of subscribing to already established belief systems. You aren't particularly concerned with worldly possessions. You believe inner peace and knowledge to be most important. You are optimistic almost to a fault, expecting what isn't possible in some cases. Whereas you want to make a difference in the world, you also love to be away from other people, in complete solitude. You are an autonomous thinker who is great at seeing the big picture. Beware of over-indulging in things that can have a negative effect on your health.

Btw, do you have any psychic abilities? Jupiter in Pisces and Pisces Rising make it seem as though you may have the potential to be empathic.

Sun Sextile Mars: You have great mental energy as well as creative abilities that help you to see things differently. You are deliberate in the way that you speak and work and give off a very in-control vibe. Your will is powerful. You are friendly and could make a good leader.

Moon Trine Jupiter: You are creative and imaginative. You are optimistic. Although you are sensitive to discord in your environment, you don't let it ruin your mood for very long. You are compassionate, generous, and sensitive to others. You want a deep and meaningful relationship; you probably wouldn't like a casual one.

Moon Opposite Saturn: I'm sorry I doubt it's as bad as the Square, but it still says that you were emotionally abused by your mom and that it has deeply affected your subconscious and quite possibly your perception of yourself. I would say that she probably put a huge dent in your self-esteem. While you may feign pride, that wound remains. I usually don't say that an aspect is bad, and in time, you'll see that the scar has made you stronger. But in the present, it is understandably very hard for someone with the aspect to actually see it like that. You were probably given a lot of responsibility before you were old enough to properly be able to handle it. The fact that these were forced on you add to your hatred of anything imposed, such as fixed rules and schedules.

Venus Opposite Saturn: You were made to believe early on that you are less significant and less talented than others around you even though this isn't true. Expression of your emotions or feelings may have been restricted, which probably caused great frustration. You may act on your insecurities, which allows people to manipulate you. Marry late (after your Saturn Return). You will have had time to examine yourself and others and learned to discern between those who truly love you and those who are using you.

Venus Square Neptune: You may make other people seem ideal when they are really not, allowing yourself to become vulnerable, which will lead to them being able to manipulate you. Don't deceive yourself. Be careful with who you choose to trust. You have an ideal of what you want as a partner that may be unattainable/unrealistic, and you may end up being disappointed when you realize that you merely thought someone was perfect.

Mars Square Jupiter: A lot of the energy you use isn't focused or is used before a plan is developed, which will lead to a lot of it being wasted. You want to succeed, but you don't know how. You want to learn, but you can be extremely impatient, losing interest very quickly. You will gradually lose confidence in your ability to succeed because of this. However, once you develop confidence that you can succeed and learn to use your energy in an efficient manner, you will actually be able to gather the determination necessary to succeed.

Something that I just noticed to be a recurring theme that I didn't touch upon is competition. You seem to like to compare yourself to others in order to gauge your own abilities and dislike when you fall short of what others have accomplished. You want to make something of yourself and be like those who are successful. But doing that requires a lot of hard work, and that is something that your journey will teach you. Another thing that it will teach you is that you are you, not some other successful person. And your success is measured by you, not by comparing your accomplishments to someone else's. Every person in the world is born and raised under different circumstances and meets with different situations throughout the course of their lives. It is what you make of your own circumstances and situations, how you handle them, that matters, not what you accomplish relative to others.

Hope this helps
Feedback would really be appreciated.

posted August 19, 2014 01:40 AM            

Omg! Thank you so much for the detailed interpretation on my chart! It was very accurate. I love how people can understand me better by reading my chart than face to face in real life.

Yes, I had a difficult childhood, with my parents divorcing when I was one. My mom always put high expectations on me to become better (to show my father that she could raise me to become successful). I think she loves me, but she's very discouraging and pessimistic with me, and she always points out my faults and failures in life, comparing me to other kids, and she thinks that it would challenge me to prove myself but it only makes me more hopeless and sad, but it seems like to this day she still doesn't get it. Also, she was away for long times when I was little, she used to work while I would be at my grandma's house.

Because of my Pisces ascendant/Saturn in the first house Aries, I'm not a typical Virgo. I'm really lazy, clumsy, and usually don't know what's going on around/what test is next in school/etc. while other virgos always have schedules and all. My mercury and sun in Virgo makes me a very nervous person tho, and I'm kind of OCD (not seriously) but it really irritates me when even if the curtain in my room is slightly off.

On my Jupiter return (when I was almost 12) a thought came in my mind and I got this gift (or curse) of an intuition of absorbing people's personality/nature. Some people with strong and unique/different personally that stands out, just by observing them for some time, I start feeling like them afterwards and I call it influence. Usually it's negative influence and sometimes positive. Sometimes it's neutral but every person's is different and unique. No one believes me (those who are more scientific type of people). With my willpower, I tried to control it and now it's not that strong unless there are some really strange/unique people I meet.

I think it's because of my mars in Scorpio 8th house that I'm so much into astrology, plus when it makes a square with my Jupiter in 12th, another house for hidden meanings. With the square I think it makes me too enthusiastic about it. And because mars/Jupiter are in fixed signs, it's really hard for anyone to change my beliefs.

With my Venus square Neptune, it describes my current situation right now. I'm completely obsessed with a celebrity since last year, before that I was obsessed with another celebrity. It's really pathetic but I can't help it :/

Everything you said was spot on! Again, thank you so much! xx

posted August 19, 2014 12:32 PM            

Ya, I have a really personal relationship with someone who has the Square, and it is pretty similar. Have you tried talking to her about it? Just tell her how you feel about her criticism and see where that takes you. If she loves you, then she'll at least try to understand.

I feel like the more freedom you gain, the more Virgo-like you'll become. I think it'll just happen naturally. Atm, the world is restricting you in all ways, so you seek escape in your mind. But when you are the one who needs to and is able to take charge of your world, you'll almost be forced to use some sort of logical thought process.

Cool. I like to hear stories of people who got their abilities that early. I got mine slightly later (I'm honestly not even sure what triggered it astrologically). The good thing about a lot of Pluto aspects for me is that I am really secretive, so most people don't know about mine. I pretty much figured no one would believe me, so I don't try to convince people, except one friend of mine who I predicted a couple things for. Although, he believed me before I did; he was skeptical though. Being right with my predictions removed his skepticism. The thing about me is that I am and have always been a person with a really scientific outlook (Virgo Rising, Aqua Stellium). I think pretty logically, and my friend knows that. My way of seeing it though is that physics and metaphysics aren't contradictory but can very easily intertwine. Science explains what is defined; occult sciences explain what is not quite as defined. Basically, gain someone's trust to as high a degree as you possibly can before telling them. Make sure they know that as imaginative as you can be, you wouldn't make something crazy like this up. And in some way or another, prove it to them to clear all doubts. I'd recommend this person not be a parent.

Also, it's a gift. I feel like sometimes it can be really frustrating when you know something but can't tell anyone. That's why you need to find someone who you can trust and who trusts you. Also, in my case, I will generally know that stuff is going to happen but not know how or when. The annoying thing about that is that you wait for it to happen and keep guessing wrong about the circumstances.
I know your ability is more of an empathic kind, which is harder to prove. But it's not impossible. After a while, reading people's emotions becomes synonymous with reading their thoughts, because you know what they're feeling. You can display this to someone. (In my case, once I showed that I was intuitive, I was believed on being empathic/clairsentient without question. So, all you really need to do is show that you can do one thing, and people will believe you with the rest.) Just be careful with who you choose to tell, especially with Neptune Rx in the Eleventh. Choose someone who you know can and will keep it a secret and who will at least try to understand. It's really something that is hard to fathom as possible unless you feel it happening yourself. Honestly, if I hadn't started developing abilities myself, I would have been skeptical of me. We are taught to believe that none of this exists. People are afraid of other people having any sort of an "advantage" over them. If that person can't prove that they possess the advantage, their claims will be dismissed. At least, that's how things started out, and at this point, it's just been so many generations of denial that it's instilled into modern culture.

Mhm. But as I said earlier, try to be more open, because you'll probably end up restructuring your own beliefs at some point or another.

Lol.