posted September 08, 2014 02:16 PM            

I'm looking for someone to exchange!
Read this synastry chart for me and in return I'll answer as many questions you have with tarot. If you don't have that many questions now you can save them for later, just open a thread with my name and I'll read for you.

The only thing I ask is for this reading to be as detailed as possible, and cover everything through, please. Every little bit of information is very important for me.

Here is the chart and aspects table.

posted September 08, 2014 08:28 PM            

You both may have misunderstandings between each other time to time. He may try to be too nice with you sometimes and to do that he may even lie sometimes. You may sometimes misunderstand him or vice versa. You both may fear to disappoint each other.

To make you happy, he will usually show you his love by buying you material things in large amount. He may give you gifts and be very generous with you materially. You might tell him that actual happiness has nothing to do with material luxury and may be very philosophical about love with him.

He will understand your greatest pain in life very well. He can either understand and heal it, and protect you from that pain in some way, or he can either wound your pain even more.

Generally, you both can communicate well and have mutual understanding between each other. You understand each other's intentions well.

There is something about him that is mysterious and made you drawn to him. You may have felt like he knew something about you already and could see through you. You find it hard to hide anything from him. He may cause intense feelings in you. He can make you angry, he can make you be extremely honest, he can bring all these feelings and your true self out from the core.

He may anger you and make you frustrated and obsessed. There may be some kind of obsession between you two. He may fear losing you. He may not say that, but it's true, no matter how much you may frustrate him as well.

Sometimes you may feel like he is too serious for your liking. When you're too carefree and optimistic, he reminds you of the fears, reality and the harshness of it. This thing can clash between you two. Especially financially on your part, he may feel like you spend too much money sometimes or are too carefree about it.

You two will have great commitment in relationship to the point that you need to be together till the day you die. You may feel burden to take the responsibilities he wants you to take, and you will do it no matter what. You make him face his fears ruthlessly.

Hope this could help

Could you answer: what will he think of me when he sees me?

And if you want, there's another little question if you don't mind: will I get a job this year and how will it be?

Thank you!! xx

posted September 09, 2014 09:03 PM            

His Sun in your First House: He likes the way you present yourself and is physically attracted to you.

His Chiron in your Fifth and vice-vera: You may not like each other's styles of romance even when the other tries really hard.

His Pluto in your Eighth: He will cause you to undergo a deep transformation. Your connection and the relationship will be intense. You will try to uncover almost everything about each other and be successful at doing so to a great extent; you'll be able to read each other by gaining a good understanding of the other's psyche.

Your Stellium in his Seventh: You are his ideal partner in essence. You are basically everything he wants in a girl. The way you think, feel, act, emote, communicate, assert yourself, etc. all feels right to him.

Unless there are a lot of Saturn contacts, he will be significantly more committed to the relationship than you. Again depending on the aspects, he may think that you are the one.

Just from a glance, I see a lot of hard Pluto aspects, which will make for quite the intense relationship, probably a fight for control. Both of you will want it, but neither will want to give it up. Compromise in this regard will be key.

Your Sun Sextile His Mars: Your energy is high when together, and you like to use it to do things. You are a relatively active couple in some way or another. You make one another feel alive. You give each other confidence and encouragement.

Your Moon is practically unaspected. That adds to you being less committed than him. Your subconscious/deeper mind isn't being stimulated in this relationship.

Mercury Trine Mercury: You connect amazingly well on an intellectual level. You absolutely love to talk to each other, and a lot of the time, words aren't required for you to communicate. You can just tell what the other person is thinking.

Your Mercury Sextile His Mars: Your conversations are lively and passionate. You are able to sharpen your minds when together and enjoy debating. You are able to come up with a lot of new and often useful ideas when together.

Your Mercury Square His Pluto: These awesome and passionate conversations often lead to one or both of you getting carried away or adamantly fixed on your own point to the point where your conversation goes from a lively debate to a heated argument. These can get to be really frustrating after a while, especially because of how intense they can be.

Your Venus Trine His Mercury: You are attracted to each other's minds and find conversation a great romantic stimulant. Words, more often than not, are your friends it seems. You are generally cooperative and work well together. You inspire creativity in one another.

Your Venus Sextile His Mars: This relationship feels great on a sexual level. You understand each other's desires well, which leads to both of you feeling greatly energized, creative, confident, and inspired by the other.

Your Venus Square His Pluto: This aspect is very good when used effectively. You are deeply interested in one another because of how different your romantic styles are. This may help the Chirons in each other's Fifth Houses, because while you may not understand your partner's romantic style, it will spark curiosity in both of you. You will want to learn about each other. Your instincts will be awakened, which can sometimes get out of hand, making it so that you have to walk away for a while. But when in control of your instincts, the relationship can feel amazing.

Mars Sextile Mars: Together, your energies work as an unstoppable force. You stimulate and bring out the best in each other. You have the capability to give each other new life.

His Moon Sextile Your Jupiter: As active and intense as your relationship can be, when the need arises, you find it easy to relax with each other. Being able to communicate without words probably helps this. There is an ease when you're with each other. It may be because you know that you're untouchable together, and this allows you to really have fun with each other. You just feel comfortable together.

Jupiter Square Jupiter: This sheds a little light on where the arguments arise from. Both of your Jupiters are in fixed signs. Jupiter represents your philosophical, religious, and spiritual beliefs. Your beliefs on these matters are at odds. His views may be more conservative than yours, since his Jupiter is in Taurus. Nonetheless, you will both be very stubborn about being right and channel the ever-present intensity between you into very heated arguments. And whereas you do encourage each other, you may end up encouraging one another to do not only productive things, but also things that aren't quite as good for you; you may share the same bad habits.

Your Uranus Trine His Mercury: Genius. You two are geniuses together. On an intellectual level, you two thrive together. What you can come up with when together is original and innovative. New ideas are constant, and encouragement to pursue inventive endeavors is plentiful.

Your Uranus Opposite His Mars: Back to the fire. Your relationship is constantly changing, and you often find yourselves competing with each other, even when it is unnecessary. There are a lot of inconstant things in this relationship, which is what creates the very broad communication spectrum that you have. You can be at great ease and then go to being heated up very quickly. You're prone to sudden impulses and bursts of energy. And you are not afraid to take risks, which may not be the best of things for this relationship.

Your Neptune Square His Sun: ...and this is where it ends. He sees you as his dream girl. You are literally perfect in his mind. He idolizes you. Unfortunately, he idealizes you. He will find that what he thought about you was a misconception. He imagined you to be the one, but he will be disappointed after a while simply because his expectations of you were so high to begin with and also because, on a lot of levels, you actually do meet these expectations. As in, because you live up to his expectations in so many ways, he will think even more that you are the one. But after a while, you won't be able to match up, and this is where the disappointment will kick in. (Neptune Opposite Moon doesn't help this either, even if it's a little wide.)

What this relationship is missing, imo, is an emotional connection. Something like a Moon-Sun or Moon-Venus aspect would really help this relationship a lot. Intellectually and sexually, you are great together, but an emotional connection is probably essential to this relationship lasting. Eventually, either he'll realize you don't meet up to his expectations or you'll decide you're tired of trying to meet his expectations.

On the other hand, this relationship is probably karmic and seems like it'll be a lot of fun. I've gotten to the latter. I'll get to the former shortly.

Your Neptune Trine His Venus: While your romantic styles may not seem ideal for each other at first, you will come to really love each other's way of romancing. It will come to seem dream-like, which you wouldn't have expected at the advent of this relationship. Pluto and Neptune will work to alter your views of ideal romance. Eventually, this will work to give you great empathy for each other, which is probably where the "being able to understand each other without the need for words" part of things kicks in. It also helps with your creative pursuits together.

His Venus Opposite Your Pluto: There is an obsessive quality to this relationship. You are obsessed with each other. He is especially obsessed with you. You will want to explore EVERYTHING about each other, which will bring out ALL of your emotions, good and bad. This relationship could end with both of you so transformed that what had brought you together no longer remains and the love between you just isn't anymore.

Your Pluto Square His Jupiter: There will be a lot of difference in opinion, especially on matters of spirituality. He may disagree with your use of the occult, for example.

Your Pluto Square His Saturn (the only significant Saturn aspect): Your views are based on your own insight. You feel your way through things. You go on what you discover. What you believe is a product of your own. On the other hand, his beliefs are based on more traditional or cultural views, which he may try to impose on you. You will resist this, and that can and probably will cause conflict.

Your North Node Conjunct His Sun: This is why I believe this relationship to be karmic. He will help you to move towards your life path of discovering yourself. He will cause you to delve so deeply into your own mind that you will understand yourself better than ever. Both of you will be able to see that this relationship is moving forward.

So, to sum up, this is a Plutonic relationship that involves a lot of self-exploration. On an intellectual and sexual level, it will be awesome. But it won't be emotionally fulfilling, and there won't be a sense of consistency, which will ultimately lead to the end of the relationship. After it has ended, you will both find yourselves completely different people with radically changed views on life and romance in particular. It seems like it will be one of the best relationships of your life while it lasts.

Hope this helps

posted September 10, 2014 10:11 AM            

Now for feedback...

We are not in a relationship.
We met about one year ago and so far it's been full of ups and downs. To be honest I was surprised with all the aspects hinting at me being his perfect type, more often than not I think this is one sided. I'm even obsessed at times... ok, almost all the time.
I don't think I ever connected so well, in terms of communication, with someone. We do share a lot of thoughts and often engage in creative projects together (he does animations and a very talented writter, I'm a musician).
I feel he's my soulmate, from the very beginning, I can't take this thought off my mind. I do think HE is the one, and that HE is perfect.
I'm thinking the problem with my unaspected moon doesn't mean that I'm less committed than him, but that he doesn't understand/care for my deep emotions. It's constant, really, if there's something he's really excited about I'm his companion thriving about his achievements. We celebrate together. But when it's about me... he's never there. And it hurts, it's like I have to give everything and constantly be supportive while he doesn't. Everything's about him.
We never had an argument, so I can't comment on that. At least on my side, if I'm upset or about to explode, I usually bottle it up inside. Yes, it is a problem and I should say something about it when the situation rises. But on the other hand we don't have the kind of relationship where I think I can be demanding about it, and I'm afraid if I did he'd be gone forever. It's so fun, light, and feels so good, I don't want to ruin it.

To sum it up, I think you did an outstanding job, and got like 99% of it right.

posted September 10, 2014 10:28 AM            

My questions:
Will we talk?
If yes, should I let things develop before telling her or tell her upfront?
Will she believe me?
If no for the first question, then what is the purpose of me feeling what I do?

posted September 11, 2014 10:57 AM            

Will you talk?

8 of Cups Rx - 7 of Swords Rx - Justice

I don't know what led you to the situation you're in, but I did picked up more of your energy than A's, so I think the very first card is telling how you're feeling about this. For starters, the cards confirm you're confused or unsure about what's the best thing to do. On one hand you'd like to let go and find out new horizons (or persons, if it applies), but on the other hand you're afraid if you'd do so, you'd leave unfinished business with them. It's like you have this tiny little bit of hope help and you want definite closure on that subject.
Now, why is this happening?
I'm not sure how to expose this, so I'll try with a very silly dumb example (bear with me with this one, sometimes it's the most effective way!). So, you're into astrology, you know how the Pisces energy works. Let's say a Pisces person, as we know, lovely, empathic and giving... but they have this weird way of disconnecting from the world. These guys can get a text message and only reply 2 days later?... or never? It's not because they don't care about you, they just seem to forget for the most strange reasons! Now let's say: you text them and they don't reply. You think they're excluding you, you're hurt. And because you're hurt, or pride, or whatever the reason (depending on how you take it), you just don't reach out again until they do so. I call this a personal modus operandi. It's something in your system and how you respond to situations, so deeply within, it's a part of you. I'm not sure if this is coming from you or A's side, but the reason why you're not talking is because of this, how you take concepts and interpret them, resulting in an automatic response. You either need to let go from it, put aside whatever it is blocking you from doing so in order to talk, or just reach out to her if it's coming from her.
I know this is not a YES right in your face but given the story the cards are telling, it is most definitely hinting to do so! And this is acknowledged by the last card, Justice.
Justice is about finding out the truth. A decision about this matter HAS to be taken, regardless the result from it being good or bad. It's a bit karmic, to be honest, I see this as one of these situations where it doesn't matter what you do, how much you avoid it, it will happen because it REALLY has to! One thing is certain though, you'll never be the same after that talk.

Should I let things develop before telling her or tell her upfront?

Page of Wands - 8 of Swords Rx - Queen of Wands

You're SO inclined to just tell her upfront, you seem restless about it. Again, the modus operandi thingy takes a role here as well, so I think this is coming from you. You're enthusiastic and effervescently looking for action, straight and to the point, but something's holding you back, and you need to let go from this. Doing so, you'll have the determination you need, the strength and courage required for this situation.
So, YES, work on your own limitations and tell her upfront!

Will she believe me?

The Devil Rx - King of Pentacles Rx - Ace of Pentacles

Are you perhaps having an unhealthy lifestyle? This could mean anything, really, from addictions on any level to the complete lack of them, pure lazyness and detachment. But, you are trying to break free from those and opening up to new changes. I think this is what you need her to believe.
I don't think she will, right away, only later on. At first she'll feel you're not really willing to commit to those changes (and ultimately, to her) and you're only reaching out because you need her to be your foundation, your safe haven, even maybe on a material level.
But, that Ace at the end... a new beginning awaits! So yes, she'll change her mind into a more positive perspective!

posted September 11, 2014 03:38 PM            

Your reading was fantastic given the lack of context.

Yes, I am extremely confused when it comes to her. I have been confused for almost two years now. I don't think I've ever been this conflicted.
What's held me back is the fear that she won't believe me. I know, intuitively, that she will. I know she will, but I don't know how to tell her. And even if I know, there is always that doubt. What if I'm wrong? That's what holds me back. What if I'm wrong? But yes, I REALLY want to open up a new chapter. And talking to her would do that.
Coincidentally, she's a Pisces, lol.

It's definitely karmic. I can tell that too. It does really need to happen. But every time I've tried to reach out to her, something or another has gotten in the way. It's literally like fate is keeping us from talking, and it's aggravating, especially because I know that it really needs to happen.

Yep, I am restless, because I have wanted to tell her for the last five months. One of the things holding me back is fear, but honestly, I haven't been particularly lucky when I've given it a shot. I want to stop playing games and just get to things. The fear was my original reason, but I have become so impatient at this point that the fear doesn't matter. (Btw, Saturn has been Squaring my Sun FOREVER now. Patience is something that I generally don't lack, but circumstances have tested it so much for the last few months.)

I think I need a clarifier on the last part because that doesn't make sense to me. I'm not addicted to anything or lazy, at least not in any way that relates to her. And I really don't need her for anything. I literally want nothing from her except for one conversation (hopefully more, and I think there will be, but for now, I only really want one). I like that she changes her mind. I honestly would be skeptical myself in her place, but I know that what I want to tell her is truth.

posted September 14, 2014 10:12 PM            

So, about the spread of the 3rd question...

I usually link the Devil to these darker mundane subjects like addictions, as I pointed on the interpretation I gave you before. And because it's Rx is hinting at letting go of them.
Thing is, I believe that all the questions had a card poiting at a common theme: that limitation of yours, fear.

1st spread: 7 of Swords Rx
2nd spread: 8 of swords Rx
3rd spread: The Devil Rx

They're all saying the same, really.
The difference is that 7 and 8 are telling you're blocked by fear and need to work on that so that you can reach the outcome suggested by the spread. And the Devil Rx pictures you already getting free from that restraint.

And then the knight of pentacles plays a role. I previously interpreted it as how she would see you by the time you talked, overall it made sense because of the meaning I gave to the Devil rx. But it feels better as how she will act when you speak: somehow indifferent towards you, with no sign of emotion (at least the surface) and acting desinterested in what you're trying to say.
So, it surely won't be easy, but please don't feel discouraged because of this. Remember, it'll happen no matter what!

Both the Pentacles suit and The Devil card are Earth elemental. So, I don't think it changes the part where she won't believe you at first, she'll be practical about it and maybe a bit skeptical. But she'll definitely change her mind with that Ace as an outcome (it's still earth, but it's upright, so there'll be a stable and dependable vibe to it later on).

I pulled a clarifier for what would she think of you when you tell her (the part I totally missed) and got 5 of Pentacles.
Yeah... Pentacles. Why I am not surprised?
To put it simple she'll think you two are from different worlds. Not in a bad or materialistic sense, but there'll be something about you that clashes with her. Again, it's because she'll be very practicall about it and you may act in an opposite way maybe...