posted September 11, 2014 03:51 PM            

Feeling like doing one wheel with Hermetic.

This deck is good for looking into the in-depth dynamic of complex situations, feelings, energies, underlying influences.

I prefer not to use it for predictive readings.

Will need something to connect to your energy, hair colour, location, initials, something personalised.

I want to test how I tune in these days and what goes to my heart from looking at those cards.

posted September 11, 2014 03:53 PM            

Q Was I his GF that died in my last life?

he is 66 and i am 26. he had a pregnant GF that died (last night i got the year 1980 when i was falling asleep.) she died in a car accident. I think it was me who died and have come back and he knows who i am. i think this is why he tries to control me with his spiritual powers. i also think he is my twin flame.

posted September 11, 2014 05:31 PM            

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Originally posted by plutomercjup20:
Me please ! Alright my q would be how does R feel towards me ? Still interested or is he interested in someone else ? I'm just confused with his feelings towards me lately ... My intial is O ,last name initial is S ,dirty blonde hair , green eyes , skinny , somewhat tall. btw thank you for the offer.

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Hey

I felt like initially he went totally wow when he met you, but now somehow it has got more... calm/stable, he feels like he has navigated whatever there was to navigate around you, discovered whatever was new to discover. He feels good around you, but somehow probably the novelty wore off for him, and the way things are it's likely to remain that way, evolving slowly if at all. I think it mostly depends on you and how you handle the situation, if you think "working" to make things "work" is your kind of thing. At this stage it is as likely to evolve as not evolve into something really big and beautiful. Might be as if something is stopping it from growing fast.

I don't get the vibe of anyone else atm, but if he has this wow experience with someone else at some point, perhaps he might be carried away.

He somehow seems the type who needs this wow thing.

I might have felt cold and something like detachment, non-connection, non-communication. Is this how you feel about the situation?

PS just a few words about how i do this, cards seem to give off a vibe, so i try to interpret the vibe in the light of the symbolism of the cards i pulled.

posted September 11, 2014 05:56 PM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
Hey

I felt like initially he went totally wow when he met you, but now somehow it has got more... calm/stable, he feels like he has navigated whatever there was to navigate around you, discovered whatever was new to discover. He feels good around you, but somehow probably the novelty wore off for him, and the way things are it's likely to remain that way, evolving slowly if at all. I think it mostly depends on you and how you handle the situation, if you think "working" to make things "work" is your kind of thing. At this stage it is as likely to evolve as not evolve into something really big and beautiful. Might be as if something is stopping it from growing fast.

I don't get the vibe of anyone else atm, but if he has this wow experience with someone else at some point, perhaps he might be carried away.

He somehow seems the type who needs this wow thing.

I might have felt cold and something like detachment, non-connection, non-communication. Is this how you feel about the situation?

PS just a few words about how i do this, cards seem to give off a vibe, so i try to interpret the vibe in the light of the symbolism of the cards i pulled.

Hope this helped.

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Wow this so accurate it actually hurts. I mean this is always what I thought but now that you actually say It and word it to me it just ... Hurts. I would try to make it work but I just don't know how to , I feel like I already lost his interest and things are just not like they were before.. I've gotten reads from others saying the same thing , that it's up to me and that they feel something is in the way of things happening but I just don't know what to do or what is blocking us! I juts feel very hopeless about the situation.

Yes the that's how I feel , the connection we used to have is just not there anymore , I don't feel him ( as in energy) anymore and our communication sucks. I'm just very disappointed since I really ,really wanted it to work out with him but I'm just not sure how.

posted September 11, 2014 05:58 PM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
@athene, will do yours in the next 24 hrs

and think of a question i could ask you as well

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posted September 11, 2014 06:07 PM            

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Originally posted by plutomercjup20:
Wow this so accurate it actually hurts. I mean this is always what I thought but now that you actually say It and word it to me it just ... Hurts. I would try to make it work but I just don't know how to , I feel like I already lost his interest and things are just not like they were before.. I've gotten reads from others saying the same thing , that it's up to me and that they feel something is in the way of things happening but I just don't know what to do or what is blocking us! I juts feel very hopeless about the situation.

Yes the that's how I feel , the connection we used to have is just not there anymore , I don't feel him ( as in energy) anymore and our communication sucks. I'm just very disappointed since I really ,really wanted it to work out with him but I'm just not sure how.

Thank you for the reading , it reasonates a lot and it's exactly how I feel.

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hey i'm sorry i made it sound that way.

he's probably just young and thinks it should all be fireworks every day, not realising both people involved have to make fireworks happen. this is not part of the reading, only my assumption.

posted September 11, 2014 06:08 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Cool.
I hope you can get a good feel from me regarding this question because it means a lot to me.

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posted September 11, 2014 06:26 PM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
hey i'm sorry i made it sound that way.

he's probably just young and thinks it should all be fireworks every day, not realising both people involved have to make fireworks happen. this is not part of the reading, only my assumption.

thanks for taking your time to leave feedback, means a lot, best of luck to you with everything x

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Hey don't worry for saying the truth! Thank you for being honest and how you felt about the situation. I rather hear the truth than a bunch of lies.

We are both young , he's 20 and I'm 18 but I have. Just never felt such an attachetment to someone as him.

posted September 12, 2014 01:36 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Thank you!

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let's go

5 cups - knight of wands - the devil - the moon - 8 swords

clarification: knight of cups - the universe - the last judgment

these cards are self-explanatory, sounds like an easy yes

there is a connection and there will be. mourning took him down a dangerous path, he is playing some dangerous games in trying to repossess you. i can see this drive to win over god, to conquer what is not his, but he has given himself up to the illusion completely. maybe he's not exclusively into God's angels/spirits of light at this stage. he doesn't realise what he is doing. he could be challenging the unchallengeable only to prove his point, that he's stronger than he's allowed to be.

perhaps God could untie you. i have read about the Archangel Michael prayer to sever soul connections, maybe it could work for you. i haven't tried it myself.

please don't take this as the absolute truth. i could feel feelings behind cards, but don't take them as the absolute truth. also i felt massively scared of the devil card for the first time in my life

i have a question for you, btw, if your offer of exchange is still valid.

posted September 13, 2014 12:47 PM            

King of Fire
Death
3 of Earth

Looks like the ending was caused by him perhaps? Its because he is a dynamic person with a lot go goals and visions for himself. He felt that he needed to focus more on his work and visions that he had yet to achieve. He didn't feel it was the right time and that he couldn't go forward with you. The relationship to him had run its course. They ended that way because he was being selfish also.

What was the value:

7 of Earth
9 of Air
10 of Air

posted September 13, 2014 12:51 PM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:

let's go

5 cups - knight of wands - the devil - the moon - 8 swords

clarification: knight of cups - the universe - the last judgment

these cards are self-explanatory, sounds like an easy yes

there is a connection and there will be. mourning took him down a dangerous path, he is playing some dangerous games in trying to repossess you. i can see this drive to win over god, to conquer what is not his, but he has given himself up to the illusion completely. maybe he's not exclusively into God's angels/spirits of light at this stage. he doesn't realise what he is doing. he could be challenging the unchallengeable only to prove his point, that he's stronger than he's allowed to be.

perhaps God could untie you. i have read about the Archangel Michael prayer to sever soul connections, maybe it could work for you. i haven't tried it myself.

please don't take this as the absolute truth. i could feel feelings behind cards, but don't take them as the absolute truth. also i felt massively scared of the devil card for the first time in my life

i have a question for you, btw, if your offer of exchange is still valid.

Why did things between me and A worked out the way they did? What was the fundamental ultimate value of the connection and how things ended?

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Archangel Michael wouldn't do this for me, because he can't. He would laugh at me. Lol. Thats why i think he is my twin flame, well at this point I'm certain he is.

posted September 13, 2014 12:56 PM            

later he would send me weird messages after a year of silence, he totally went downhill bc of a toxic lifestyle, i had felt as if it was my fault until fairly recently. people told me he wanted me to offer him to come back, but somehow i never did. i wanted him to ask me for things, not accept what i'd offer of my own accord. a clash of egos i suppose

i don't think i will ever be able to fathom how pain can be good for me. no one i know has been through the hell i have been through, missing a person long gone when the he became nothing but a shadow, not even a grave to go to. now i just feel like my time was stolen from me and wasted on suffering. i am still having a hard time believing i deserved it

posted September 13, 2014 01:11 PM            

I know what you mean.I know a thing about pain. My birth chart is extremely difficult and I suffered most of my life until my spiritual awakening. All I can say is the pain taught me well, and shaped me into a person that I am proud to be today. Pain does teach us something valuable. It teaches us strength, and to be able to handle the most dire circumstances we confront upon earth. You don't want to crumble when you are faced with adversity do you? It toughens us up and gives us wisdom. Thats what life on earth is about; proving that we can handle the pain.

I had a revelation the other day too. I realized those on earth who are awake are the strongest souls out of all of humanity because to awaken while being in a physical body is extremely difficult. And thats why my Higher self made my life so difficult, because i was meant to awaken to be able to handle the higher energies i would carry. I had to go through the pain to search for something more than what i was dealing with. I knew in my heart there was more to me, and more to my life than what i was born into. And i would go through it again, as painful as it was. It could have been much worse. I am grateful.

posted September 13, 2014 01:17 PM            

I don't know what to say. Maybe my religious beliefs shaped properly and my empathy radio got scores of times better. but frankly I could do without them I mostly feel these things could drive me mentally deranged eventually.

I had a phase when I enjoyed turning guys down demonstratively. Like actually rubbing it in I was not interested and hinting there was someone up to my standards unlike them. Now the only reason I don't do this is because I am afraid of bad karma, not because I became a better person, so it's for selfish reasons.