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Topic: Sun squire Saturn transit
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Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 19, 2014 07:32 PM
  
I apologize, it is Saturn Squire Sun and not Sun squire Saturnwell, I am finally coming out of this transit. I can attest it is a challenging position. Multiple unpleasant situations came out of it. 1.I lost my job
2.Found a contract job, bit I work ungodly hours (about 55-60h a week)
3. I got rejected at least 4 times (job wise). I went to interviews and I got rejected 4 times 
4. "Sure" job did not work out. The project was moved to May 2015.
5. My self esteem below the floor
6. My ex started another court procedure. So
I had to employ an attorney
7. Got drunk and I ruined my reputation. Well I got really really really drunk... Good:
1. Still alive
2. Still have a job (contract though)
3. Paid off my biggest debt (still have another but now it is manageable)
4.My little one is an apple of my eyes (love her to pieces) So Friday I said fxxk it and chop chop my long hair- below the waist to a pixie cut. lol. Still in a state of shock. But I think I adopt and will rock my new haircut.
Anyways, Saturn squire Sun transit will end for me on 21 oct 2014. 2 more days... can not wait.
So my question is what kind of changes did you experienced during this transit and what did you do to overcome the setbacks?
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Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 19, 2014 07:44 PM
For got to mention my Saturn is in 12th house as well. In beginning of 2015 it will move to 1st houseIP: Logged |
Springtimeflower
Knowflake Posts: 700
From: USA
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted October 19, 2014 08:03 PM
Hi StillHopeful,Sounds like you are making it through. I haven't been on here much lately, but have been checking to see if you had posted every so often. I learned during the squares that I had to keep plugging along and that they wouldn't last forever. I also learned what was important to me and by the looks of your list, you are seeing that, too. Hang in there,
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Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 19, 2014 08:18 PM
Thank you 
Yes, I can not believe I made it in 1 piece. what I learned is that I am so negative to myself. Always, a responsible one (oldest child), I leaned I can not relax at all (my natal Saturn in 5th house). I am greedy greedy in a sense of success. I had never ever had any problems with finding jobs before. I was hired right out of college. then I was "stolen" by another company. I was actually never on a market. Until Now. My Saturn squire sun started in beg. of January. I lost my job at the end of feb. I found contractor job in March... still there. But it is a contract job... plus I am being underpaid. Anyways, I still manage paid of my debt (Cut my expenses to min). I became more responsible with Money. Still it seems I can not accumulate "emergency fund" Something Always comes up. Now my ex started another senseless court procedure. It is stupid. Really. Everything is so frustrating and unstable. I can barely stand it. My sleep cycle completely messed up because of my work. Sometimes I have to work till 1 am. and after ungodly hours in front of computer I can not fall a sleep. Hence no energy to do ANYTHING. Sometimes, I think I am a TV which was set to energy saving mode. Everything is bleak and barely visible, bt functioning. Sorry just venting...
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KarkaQueen
Knowflake Posts: 6363
From: In my 1st house Uranus and Neptune
Registered: May 2011
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posted October 19, 2014 08:45 PM
Squire Saturn fancies to take you out for a walk around the park, what say you Madame Sun?IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 20, 2014 09:45 AM
well My Sun said.... walk by himself anyways, tomorrow Madam Sun will be done with a walkIP: Logged |
Springtimeflower
Knowflake Posts: 700
From: USA
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted October 20, 2014 04:00 PM
You're welcome and it's okay.It's good that you realize what you have learned. Not everyone does and it's human nature in wanting it to be over. Usually contractors pay better and I was surprised to hear you say that. I had a job once where I went to work when it was dark and then got home when it was dark. Sometimes I don't know what I would have done if I had a child to take care of with some of the jobs I have had. Remember: Mercury (communications) goes direct on the 25th, so things should start moving forward the latter part of that day. Take care,
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Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 22, 2014 10:33 AM
so when this transit is over can I expect better situations coming?IP: Logged |
Springtimeflower
Knowflake Posts: 700
From: USA
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted October 22, 2014 07:27 PM
Usually when Mercury goes retrograde...in this case it started late last month...you'll find that things will be cleared up after it goes forward (10/25), or you'll have to do it all over again. Things that were confusing will become more clear, etc. Sometimes things get lost, are delayed, but are not always found.Hope this helps,
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BellaFenice
Knowflake Posts: 1419
From: Pseudo-Leo with a 1st House Stellium
Registered: Sep 2013
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posted October 22, 2014 11:10 PM
Just want to say I know those feelings- I had the double whammy of Sun square Saturn and Saturn square Sun this year.IP: Logged |
ash20
Knowflake Posts: 713
From:
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted October 23, 2014 12:14 AM
Hi! Going through this transit too. Lost (or foolishly quit) my job, dealt with a heartbreak, became depressed and wouldn't leave home. Some good has finally come though, now i'm getting out more and this week I am registering back in school!IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 23, 2014 09:31 AM
Wow, double whammy! what happened? how did you survive it?IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 23, 2014 09:37 AM
and it seems depression and low self esteem is a common feeling for this transit. (fragile ego can not take any heat )
I was inside of my place almost all year. I can count on 1 hand how many time I went out. More frustrating when I went out in one of these rare times, I made a fool of myself. I recuperated (emotionally for 3 m after this incident )lol, nothing criminal just inappropriateIP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted October 23, 2014 10:45 AM
so it seems that my project is coming to the end by the end of November. There is an opportunity to be transfered to another stream after November. However a lot of politics is involved. If I will be transferred it is great I can stay on a project for at least 1 year. But once again a lot of politics is involved. Hopefully something will pin out so I will not be unemployed and it gives me time to look for another job (permanent) while I am working (better chances).
I find it interesting though I found this job in March 2014 (my Saturn squire Sun starting in Jan 2014) and Now this transit is over it seems that project comes to the end as well. Hopefully, I have a better luck this time around (even be transferred within the company to another track) IP: Logged |
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