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Topic: I'm choking: I have to ask for help.
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LostSoulRebecca Knowflake Posts: 502 From: Europe Registered: Feb 2014
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posted November 09, 2014 01:46 PM
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BellaFenice Knowflake Posts: 2673 From: Neptune with PisceanDream, Faith, and Meissieri Registered: Sep 2013
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posted November 09, 2014 01:58 PM
!!!!!!Let me just say I relate to a lot of what you have posted. Pluto is transiting my first house, and it has been pretty challenging. So Saturn hasn't reached my first yet, but I really understand a lot of what you said. I have Saturn, Neptune, Venus, and Uranus in my first, so these have been hit by Pluto or eventually will be. Issues with feelings? Yes. I am starting to deal with things that happened years ago and finally acknowledge the pain. There are times I wonder whether I will make it to my 30th birthday, because I don't know how much left I have in me. Changes in job? Yes. Like you, I am teaching as part of my job, and while I am doing well at it and students love me, it isn't enough. Honestly, I want more power and money, because I'm tired of missing out on many things because I can't afford them. Romance? Kind of. I have had relationships. but have struggled to have a meaningful one the last few years. Maybe you can post the chart of your synastry- why is now not a good time? You will never know what can happen. It sounds like things aren't so great with your parents- is there a way you can move out or distance yourself for a while? Maybe getting away for some perspective can help. Help is always there if you need it- you wouldn't have posted here if you didn't want help. So I know this wasn't what you asked, but I wanted you to know you aren't alone in these feelings. I can look at your chart later, but remember that although times can get really rough, it is preparing us to learn our lessons and move on to better places. IP: Logged |
LostSoulRebecca Knowflake Posts: 502 From: Europe Registered: Feb 2014
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posted November 09, 2014 05:08 PM
BellaFenice, thank for your words. Even though you didn't answer to my question, it means a lot to me to hear words of compassion and understanding. Thank you!Transit Pluto already passed my natal Venus, Uranus, Neptun and Saturn (it was no fun), but right now my First Saturn return (conjuncting my natal Venus, Neptune and Uranus at the same time) and Pluto conjunct my Sun are aspects that I am really worried about. I have no idea, what to expect?! Transit Jupiter, Pluto and Saturn conjunct to my Sun in my 3rd House in 2020 should also bring some troubles? Regarding to romance: currently there is no SO in my life, but I would really like to welcome someone in my life... It's crazy how I went from 'I don't need anyone in my life for now' to 'Oh God, just send me someone already' in just one year... : IP: Logged |
mmoni_carlo Knowflake Posts: 32 From: San Marcos, Tx, US Registered: Sep 2012
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posted November 09, 2014 10:57 PM
Okay, so my dad is also a capricorn, but his sun is very close to sagittarius and he has already experienced this pluto conjunct sun transit. His life was completely different before. We were a big family of 7, my parents were married for 25 years.. My mom cheated, took half his money (he is a very successful business man), and he is now living with only one other person (my brother, the youngest) because all the kids are now off in college. It was extremely rough for him to go through at first, but now he lives a better life. These changes don't come out of nowhere, he had neglected my mom for a long time & all these events were just waiting for that pluto transit to happen.. Now that he has more freedom, he has gone a completely new direction in his career. He was just a small business owner before, but now he is a partner doing commercial real estate. He is now surrounded by other highly successful individuals like himself instead of managing not so ambitious people at his small business.. He loves this work too, he meets all kinds of new people from all over the world. His life will never be the same as it was before however. These changes were forced upon him... but they were for his own good. That's the thing with bad transits, they feel bad at first, but they do SO much good in the end. You just don't realize it until after. I'm personally going through pluto transiting my seventh house, and that has been psychologically exhausting... But i'm feeling matters start to settle down & I am enjoying the benefits from all the hard work in my relationships. IP: Logged |
LostSoulRebecca Knowflake Posts: 502 From: Europe Registered: Feb 2014
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posted November 10, 2014 09:25 AM
mmoni_carlo, thank you soo much for your answer! If I may ask: in which House does you father have sun? What about his Venus and Saturn? IP: Logged |
LostSoulRebecca Knowflake Posts: 502 From: Europe Registered: Feb 2014
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posted November 11, 2014 02:23 AM
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LostSoulRebecca Knowflake Posts: 502 From: Europe Registered: Feb 2014
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LostSoulRebecca Knowflake Posts: 502 From: Europe Registered: Feb 2014
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