posted November 11, 2014 03:23 PM            

Hi LL,

I am looking for some insight regarding the following:

am i still haunted by memories of people who harassed me, betrayed me, poisoned my life and otherwise affected my self-esteem? do these memories affect my life blocking me from anything? can i do anything at all to live completely unaffected by them?

only need one person to exchange with, shall not be able to trade with a beginner on this occasion. will post your reading before tomorrow evening (some european time or other)

thanks in advance

xx

posted November 11, 2014 03:43 PM            

My interpretation of it is that it is no longer them that are hurting you, but more your belief in their words. Easier said then done, but focus on yourself and loving yourself and what you desire will be yours. Go inward and all else will melt away.

I have always thought you are great - you know that too - cheesy as it sounds. . Sending mushiness and hugs!
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12. Obstruction

Obstruction.
This is not the other not benefiting the noble one's persistence.
Much goes, little comes.

posted November 11, 2014 03:49 PM            

This seems to be a running theme among the signs right now for lot of people.
I have lived this as well as we both know in a diffrent form but it is releasing. It has been exceptionally hard for me being a fixed sign to move forward and I do have a Scorpio descendant holding a grudge for a long time after someone has done something like that to you.
For me it was in personal relationships and it hurts when that happens someone betrays you. I hope you can put it behind you and move on.

I bought some new cards and pulled some for you.

1. I lovingly release disappointment in old relationships so I can give birth to new ones.

2. There are multiple ways to look at any situation

3. My feelings are part of my intuitive guidance system;
They are my great strengths that help me make the best choices in my life.
( our feelings especially fears are a core part of our intuitive genius for making key decisions in our lives. Without an internalized sense that we're strong and capable of making our own decisions we're at greater risk of attracting controlling, dominating and abusive relationships.)

I believe it was in a way to help you learn to be strong so that you can in the future you can attract the right kind of relationship. If you can look at it as a lesson to help you in a positive way then you will be able release it with love and attract what you do want.

posted November 11, 2014 04:03 PM            

cheers for stopping by and for sparing a little time =)

i can do small lenormand readings for you if you wish. 1q each and 3 cards perhaps. feel free to leave questions

have taken in all you've said, will try to reflect on this

posted November 11, 2014 04:09 PM            

BTW ..
I found a youtube video reader that I like and it could help you.

Look at astro divination readings ( crystal Wynd )
She uses stones that can help, tea leaves and cards.

Your sun sign is the overview of the month it does not have to affect you personally.

The ASC sign will affect you in a personal way.

The moon will reflect your feelings, dreams ect...

The MC is how others around you will see you.

I look at all my axis sign readings they tend to be accurate. So if she resonates great if not try scarlet moon tarot he is very good as well and cute guy but gay.
Thought still nice to look at.