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Topic: Bye Everyone
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BellaFenice Knowflake Posts: 1855 From: Pseudo-Leo with a 1st House Stellium Registered: Sep 2013
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posted November 16, 2014 08:24 PM
I've enjoyed getting to know all of you on this forum, and hopefully I have helped people out in some way. I receive a lot of criticism for standing up for people on here, but that is okay.Life is no longer worth living so it is time for me to go. Some people aren't meant for anything. I wish everyone the best and may you find peace within yourselves.
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Enneline Knowflake Posts: 1519 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted November 16, 2014 08:27 PM
Life is no longer worth living so it is time for me to go??? IP: Logged |
St@r2013 Knowflake Posts: 1405 From: Registered: Jun 2013
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posted November 16, 2014 08:30 PM
What's going on Bella? Don't go! You're so kind and nice to everyone, helpful and sweet... Don't go IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 3164 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 16, 2014 08:34 PM
As long as we are breathing we will have differences. let people criticize. don't take things personal.. you know. its ok. there are more serious problems in the world Bella. wouldn't you agree?IP: Logged |
Jerseyshore Knowflake Posts: 510 From: Registered: Feb 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 08:51 PM
Bella I sent you an email. Please check it, love.IP: Logged |
coolingembers Knowflake Posts: 675 From: California Registered: Nov 2013
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posted November 16, 2014 08:56 PM
I don't know you, but as someone else really in a dark place...Rethink things and think of the other people who do know you and love you and will be greatly affected. Trust me im not happy right now either but I know someone - most likely multiple somenoes' - love you and over time you'll look back and be proud you didn't quit. IP: Logged |
lilacbreeze Knowflake Posts: 351 From: Registered: Oct 2013
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posted November 16, 2014 09:04 PM
Bella,You showed me incredible kindness when you read for me and I couldn't offer anything in return. Your reading (as it was very accurate) helped me by preparing me for a pretty negative situation I was about to walk into. You have a gift and I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. Standing up for others takes courage - my thoughts and prayers are with you. IP: Logged |
melodiemelodie Knowflake Posts: 223 From: Registered: Jul 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 09:06 PM
quote: Originally posted by BellaFenice: I've enjoyed getting to know all of you on this forum, and hopefully I have helped people out in some way. I receive a lot of criticism for standing up for people on here, but that is okay.Life is no longer worth living so it is time for me to go. Some people aren't meant for anything. I wish everyone the best and may you find peace within yourselves.
Bella, we spoke in another thread about me crushing over a prof. We have radically different viewpoints but I found you to be an articulate and intelligent young woman. Please, know that this feeling of emptiness and meaninglessness will pass! Remember what bright person you are, think of your students and those who look up to you. Just because you are lost now doesn`t mean you can't be found. There are people here who care about you and who you have deeply moved. I'm not sure of the intention of your message, but please reassure us that you are simply leaving the forums, and not the world! Please! IP: Logged |
PisceanDream Knowflake Posts: 727 From: Here Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 09:13 PM
NO! Bella?!?!?! You are worth so much more than you think. Please stay. Please don't do it. Your hurt is my hurt. DON'T harm yourself. Stay. STAY. IP: Logged |
cherful24 Knowflake Posts: 3230 From: chicago, il Registered: Mar 2012
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posted November 16, 2014 09:18 PM
what exactly are you saying because I'm taking it as you're going to take your own life can you please clarifyIP: Logged |
florence Knowflake Posts: 572 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted November 16, 2014 09:30 PM
Try get to a doctor's as you may be in depression and that can be immediately addressed with hormone supplements. or call someone you trust. There's no need for anyone to feel that bad Also, why leave this site? Just have a break from it if it's affecting you in a bad way and come back when the air has cleared. You will feel better tomorrow. IP: Logged |
Haplesschild* Knowflake Posts: 1543 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted November 16, 2014 09:36 PM
What do you mean by all this? Please don't anything rash, we all through tough periods, but we all can get through it. Please don't hurt yourself!IP: Logged |
PisceanDream Knowflake Posts: 727 From: Here Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 09:43 PM
This might sound crazy but can you call me? If I give you my number, would you call me? Can we talk? IP: Logged |
Iced8Ace Knowflake Posts: 55 From: CA Registered: Aug 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 09:45 PM
Some people aren't meant for anything? Who decides that? Not you, if you're going to cut your chances short. Please don't be the one who gives up on yourself before you've even begun to get anywhere! There are so many opportunities that you have to leap and grasp for in life and I know it's unpredictable. Your abilities don't always determine the outcome, sometimes your perspective does. Your existence pre-dates your perspective. Why should your perspective erase your existence? Your circumstances are changeable but the soul is not so easily changed.... Remain here but change your perspective. P.S if you need a non judgemental listening ear, I've got one. IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad Moderator Posts: 2531 From: The Harvest Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 10:03 PM
Bella, If you need to take a break from the site, do so. We all have done it in the past, for longer or shorter periods of time. I guess we're passionate people and put too much of ourselves in our arguments here. Nobody is universally liked or likes or approves of everyone here, it's just not possible. Don't take it too personally, ok? Even family members argue sometimes, it can gen pretty heated too. LL is like an online family. There's no other place like this, you'll miss it for sure - and you will be missed as well. Take your time, do whatever you need to do to feel better, and come back to us. You are much loved and appreciated!
------------------ ~the raving one dancing in the nude~ IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 6487 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 16, 2014 11:10 PM
Bella, I hope this passes, and that you will come back. I don't know you as well as I would like to - I was just thinking a little while ago, how I'd like to try exchanging readings with you. IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze Knowflake Posts: 3474 From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19 Registered: Nov 2013
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posted November 16, 2014 11:26 PM
You can only please half of the world at a time. To do so it is necessary to turn your back to the other half.As someone who's been in the lowest of lows, and the darkest of places. Take it easy, relax, and take long, deep breaths. Listen to some music. Take a break. I can tell you, I'm very happy that I never did anything as life did get better after 30 for me. As my dad said to me, don't be so impatient. Don't wish your life away. I took a break from here a while back. It might SEEM like it would do no good but I was quite shocked at how great it really turned out to be. Still glad that I did. IP: Logged |
FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 2088 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted November 16, 2014 11:27 PM
Bella, I saw your chart from your other thread and tNeptune is right on your Moon-NN and just turned direct. But please hang in there, this is the last hit and tNeptune will be leaving you alone for good...You will be able to find higher ground again and pull away from the current of other's collective sadness and projected insecurities.. My moon is 7.02 Sag and my Vertex is 4 Sag, so even tho I often try to make light of things this has been an extremely low point for me as well, I can't imagine what this transit is like for a Pisces moon. But honestly you can't give in to the tide lol, harness your inner Aqua/Cap placements and try to stay as objective as possible.. IP: Logged |
PisceanDream Knowflake Posts: 727 From: Here Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 16, 2014 11:37 PM
Look at all the love and support you're getting. Nothing lasts forever. You will get through this, take all the time you need. But please, if you get the chance, let us know that you're doing well. That's all I can ask of you... " PAIN has an element of blank; It cannot recollect When it began, or if there were A day when it was not. It has no future but itself, Its infinite realms contain Its past, enlightened to perceive New periods of pain."
This is one of my favorite Emily Dickinson poems. Pain seems unending, ceaselessly perpetual, without beginning or end... But that's only illusion. It makes you feel like that's all there is. But there's so much more waiting beyond the iron wall it has built. You'll get through this... Muster the strength and courage you know you have inside you and give this crazy ride another go. You can do it. IP: Logged |
PisceanDream Knowflake Posts: 727 From: Here Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 17, 2014 12:02 AM
I'm a phone call away. *I'll repost my # if you ever wanna chat*Might be a crazy gesture in this jungle of a forum, but I'm willing to take the risk. To me, this is a life or death issue and if I can make the slightest difference then that would be it. Your life is not just virtual to me. I hope you call or text me how you're holding up if you're reading this. You go out of your way to defend and stand up for people. Well, this is me returning a kind gesture. My thoughts and prayers are with you. IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze Knowflake Posts: 3474 From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19 Registered: Nov 2013
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posted November 17, 2014 12:04 AM
^^^^ Oooooooo DIGITS! Kidding... I won't prank call you. Or should I??? IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze Knowflake Posts: 3474 From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19 Registered: Nov 2013
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posted November 17, 2014 12:07 AM
OK, no more derailing. IP: Logged |
mollywu Knowflake Posts: 125 From: Chengdu, China Registered: Jul 2014
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posted November 17, 2014 12:38 AM
Bella, I don't know you, but I know there are many people who love you and care about you. Life is full of ups and downs. You are in the downs right now, it will be gone sooner or later, nobody will be in bad situation forever. Take a break, go travelling To me, travelling/sightseeing can cheer me up quickly..Don't do silly thing, Bella. Please let us you are ok, thanks. IP: Logged |
sunnybunny Knowflake Posts: 164 From: tellico plains,usa Registered: Oct 2014
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posted November 17, 2014 12:58 AM
bellafenice, you are meant to be, you are special, and you are worthwhile, please don't go. lots of love.IP: Logged |
HappyLoewe Knowflake Posts: 261 From: Registered: Jan 2014
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posted November 17, 2014 08:12 AM
Bella don't leave permanently - just take a break. I had to do the exact thing around July/August time and it does help just to breathe away from this site on occasion. People can't help themselves most of the time and we all have our foibles. It's very obvious that people will miss you greatly if you left for good. I hope to see you back at some point in the future. IP: Logged |