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venuscorpio86
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posted December 11, 2014 10:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for venuscorpio86     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?btyp=w2gw;rs=3;usechpref=1&nhor=1


What is wrong with me....I feel so crazy, feel like I will always be a mess can anyone interpret my natal chart (( please I can do a tarot reading in exchange.

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Aubyanne
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posted December 11, 2014 11:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aubyanne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by venuscorpio86:
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?btyp=w2gw;rs=3;usechpref=1&nhor=1


What is wrong with me....I feel so crazy, feel like I will always be a mess can anyone interpret my natal chart (( please I can do a tarot reading in exchange.


Hi there, venuscorpio96. This is actually a natal reading request. I'm going to put it in Personal Readings, as you're sure to get a better response there.

Good luck!

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venuscorpio86
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posted December 11, 2014 12:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for venuscorpio86     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Can anyone interpret this? I can do a tarot reading in exchange

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Twitterbird05
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posted December 11, 2014 12:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Twitterbird05     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hi Venuscorpio...

I can't see the chart from this link. But I hope you're ok with me giving you a little advice?

I get why you feel obsessive sometimes, especially considering the mixed messages we so often get from guys. It seems like you get very attached and don't recognize/acknowledge red flags when they are happening. I think you want a real relationship from them but keep accepting less than that. but really that's just nuts and bolts of whats going on.

I think at a deeper level you have some anxiety issues, which is more common than you think. It's something I deal with a lot too. There are a lot of different ways with coping with anxiety, so I think over time you will have to figure out your own. I visit a therapist occasionally, and she often advises me to learn how to self soothe. Lately I'm also learning to accept the reality of things without understanding the "why." For me that is super hard because I always seek to understand ppl and situations as much as I can, but sometimes I just can't get the answers. There's nothing "wrong" with you, per se...it's just that your own thought and emotional patterns can be self-destructive. You're just human.

One last note, I doubt any of these guys think you're ugly or something else like that...it's just that most of THEM are f***** up, emotionally unavailable tw*ts. Just do whatever you can to take care of yourself and be emotionally healthy, and hopefully when you encounter these situations in the future you will be able to identify the problem as HIS issues, and not blame yourself. Being hard on yourself does NO GOOD. Find a way to LOVE YOURSELF.

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venuscorpio86
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posted December 11, 2014 01:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for venuscorpio86     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
ugh....really you can't see it? Does anyone know how to post a natal chart up on here??

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Twitterbird05
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posted December 11, 2014 01:22 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Twitterbird05     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
my point was is that we can dig into your chart all we want but YOU have to choose to change your own patterns, aside from what's causing you to be "crazy." essentially the why doesn't matter as much as the how - how do you change the patterns.

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venuscorpio86
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posted December 11, 2014 02:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for venuscorpio86     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well..I am curious for a chart interpretation......and about my aspects.....

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Ceridwen
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posted December 11, 2014 02:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I can`t see your natal chart.

if you post an astrocom link it just redirects me to my own account.

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venuscorpio86
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posted December 11, 2014 02:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for venuscorpio86     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?btyp=w2gw&rs=3&usechpref=1

Can you see it now?? Ceri

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Ceridwen
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posted December 11, 2014 02:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No.

You have to save the chartimage to a file, then upload it to photobucket and post the IMG code here.

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venuscorpio86
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posted December 11, 2014 03:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for venuscorpio86     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
[IMG]http://i1152.photobucket.com/albums/p484/dc4ever2525/astro_w2at_01_gi rl_unknown_hp4041562718.gif[/IMG]

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Ceridwen
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posted December 12, 2014 03:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
There`s nothing wrong with you or your chart.

You seem a little too dependent on the validation of others though.
(ruler of 2nd and 11th house in mutual house-reception).

I think it might be a rather tough time for you with Tr Saturn having been square Moon and now heading towards your natal Sun, with Tr Neptune having been square your Sun a few years ago as well.

since Sun rules your 7th house and Moon is IN your 7th house, this is probably affecting your relationships and testing your approach to relationships in a tough way. Tough and at the same time coming with a lot of confusion (though Neptune is moving on, so the fog shouuld slowly clear up).

You seem to have a bit of a tendency or ris for depressive moods, probably due to a clash between your inborn idealism and the reality that can`t quite match that idealism (some midpoint pictures, including Saturn/Neptune).

That transit to Moon and MC (of Saturn) might have been also been extra tough cause your moon= Sun/Pluto, accidentally I have the same midpoint picture. You do have some other inclinations as well MErcury-Venus-Pluto-conjunction in Scorpio in 9th house, with Mercury ruling 5th and 8th house. A lot of intensity in terms of relationships, you might even focus too much on others in this regard, what they do or donīt do.

as I said you are not crazy, but maybe you just want a deeper involvement (pretty much a given with Venus-Pluto-conjunction in Scorpio) than the average guy is willing to give.
I think most people need more time to allow a deep attachment to form, and you might be too quickly feeling attached.

I do wonder though what effect your parents or early upbringing had in this? And maybe especially in terms of your education/ school-years. Some unpleasant experences there? (we all tend to have unpleasant experiences during formative years, it just depends on how much they weigh on the mind. In your case they may weigh you down quite a bit, as the conjunction of 4th and 10th house ruler in Scorpio in 9th house suggests. Mercury is part of it as well, so your mindset would be affected. and since Mercury rules the 5th house, that would spill over to romances as well.

However it is not only a weakness, it is also a great strength to be capable of this deep intensity and commitment!

I think you just have to learn to step back from those debilitating thoughts about your self now and then. You probably have great mental skills and the danger is that the way you think of yourself or talk about yourself, manifests in the reaction of others.

so if you are talking too negatively about yourself, others will possibly try to take advantage of you.

you need to understand and believe (and I know I can say that again and again, but ultimately you will have to feel it, whcih might be hard with Tr Saturn and Neptune pestering your Sun) that you really are a great person with a lot of strength.
And whoever doesn`t treat you like the awesome person you are, does not deserve to bask in the shine of that glorious warm, expressive, creative, protective, affectionate Leo Moon in 7th house!

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