posted January 06, 2015 09:39 AM
I get your feeling of being restricted and restless to the core. I really do. I am Scorpio rising. Saturn is still in my 1st House until November 2015; it has already made conjunction with my natal Pluto + around the same time I had transit Pluto conjunct my natal Saturn/Venus/Uranus/Neptune (with Neptune is still going on until 2016). And I survived!
It wasn’t easy at all, but it made me the person I am today – and honestly I am much happier with me as I was before that. Although I am still waiting on first Saturn return (in 2018) to do the ‘grand finale’. Oh and I must not forget on transit Pluto/Saturn conjunct my natal Sun in 2020...
All those feelings that you are describing (including with hot rock bottom on money front) are so familiar to me. I remember how hard was for me in 2010 when I first got the taste of transit Saturn squaring my natal Planets. No fun, must admit.
But I think that the best way to survive such aspects is to let Saturn do the job.
With Saturn and all those squares I had feeling of being beaten constantly. I stood up, I fell down. In this particular time I got familiar with basic astrology and after I was told that I need to let Saturn do his job, my life got a bit easier. I just let things happen.
I believe that when next fall comes, you will be in a much better place than you were before Saturn started doing all those squares. I really 100% do. It must be hard time for you right now, no doubts, I believe you, but try to see this as a part of a process that will bring you bigger success that you have ever dreamed of and that will strengthen you so that nothing more will ever be hard for you. Try…
I send you much love.