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posted January 08, 2015 07:28 AM            

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Hi dear bluesky!!!

Sorry for only now see that you posted on my thread...I'm so sorry to hear this. I know that this kind of thing is not easy one. I'll try to help you with 2 readings, I can try astrology for you, I need you birth data, and after I finish the remain sitters, I'll do a 5 cards Lenormand reading for you ok??

All my love for you...

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posted January 09, 2015 01:11 PM            

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posted January 12, 2015 03:10 AM            

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Hi Danipepper,

Thank you for offering to do the reading for me.
Birth date: 16:15, 18th April 1974, Bristol, England

I think I am going crazy at present. My Dad suggested I go back to live with my mum so I could get some rest and wouldn't have to pay out so much for rent. My mother also was suggesting I move back for a while but has now done a U turn - she did exactly the same thing 5 years ago because basically she doesn't want anyone apart from her living in her 4 bed house.
My Dad is totally hacked off with her for other reasons and hasn't spoken to her for 6 months. My mum is like a small child, she is a malignant narcissist and yes they do get worse as they get older.
I just don't know what to do, I have no job and my credit is running out. My mum is the most evil person ever. I am worried I am going to die.

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posted January 12, 2015 07:27 PM            

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posted January 15, 2015 06:27 AM            

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Hi bluesky!!

Sorry for the long time reply, but things aren't easy for me. I'm ok now, so do you have a question about your natal chart??

I'll do your cards reading now...

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posted January 16, 2015 03:44 AM            

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Hi Danipepper, yes - everything is upside down. My mother has fallen out with me and my Dad after refusing to give me any help (I am about to be made homeless) and I have had to accept that she and others (ie ex boyfriend) are lost causes.
All I want is a nice life - I have worked hard for almost no return and want to know exactly when I will stop having to struggle and find the love, the money, the home and the collaboration I need for things to work for me.

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posted January 16, 2015 06:22 AM            

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Hi blue....

Well, I'm now seeing your chart with the transits...

The first thing that I saw and pop up for me is the opposition of Sun-Uranus. This one tends to make your own personality to become upside down! Uranus comes to break the rules, to break the old system, and you need to work this on your natal chart! And as Uranus is in your 2nd house, money and possessions will have this effect. You need to learn to get money from unusual jobs or ways to find out how to make it... You too have Pluto-Mercury opposition, seens like the way you think and the way you use your own power need balance too. And as Pluto is Retrograde, you need to balance this inside yourself... the way you'll find this balance is inside you...

Now for the transits... I see that Chiron is over your Moon and Venus...That's why you are having this terrible time with mom. Mars just passed over your Vertex, wanting you to make a decision and take action of this situation... Saturn passing through your 3rd house, of brothers and too family, is asking you to take responsabilities in this area. You need too comunicating a lot with your family, as you have NN in the 4th house, you have something to do inside this family circle.

Your great configuration, in my opinion, is the square of Neptune and Moon-Venus, because you tend to not see the illusions in things, you see what is there for real, even if Neptune wants you to think otherwise....

You have part of fortune in the 11th house, why don't you ask some advice from your friends? They can really make things go on for the good of you...

If you want more, please tell me what part of your chart you're interested..

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posted January 16, 2015 02:27 PM            

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Dani, this is very good - I noticed Chiron was on my Moon/ Venus and had been for some considerable time - yes, I have had troubles with my mum and also someone who I had thought was the love of my life but completely took all the energy away from me. I had to ditch him and at present (you're right) I have been discussing stuff with friends and they have been the best. My Dad (also an Aries) has also been very good and I said to him earlier this week that I didn't want to discuss my mother any more, because it just intensified the negativity. "We won't, then," he said. Both of us think my mum (a Sadge) is "not on the same planet" right now.
You are spot on about needing to do something within my family, I have been tarred as the "black sheep" (my mother previously was and transferred the role onto me) and I just lost it. I emailed both my uncle's and said, look, I don't expect you to understand but - this is what my mother is like - I wanted people to know the true story about her, not the propaganda she feeds people about me and my Dad.
The first 40 years of my life have been about self- discovery and I've done all that - now the next 40 years I feel are all about making myself a nice life. I've proved I can write pop songs which in theory could change the world (even though I'm not super famous). That was my burning ambition. I don't need to prove that anymore.
My Dad is acting as a mentor right now and is being surprisingly calm in the face of all my neuroses. He said "it's not enough to be talented, you have to give people what they want". I suppose he speaks from experience as he was super bright and it has taken him up till now to get a good team together and to achieve success (he is 74 and still working).
I also have several good male friends who have shown an interest recently and one in particular whom I was not initially attracted to I now have a lot of respect for - he is not pretentious but has worked incredibly hard to buy his house off his ex at a rather thankless job. We also have similar interests and at my age I'm thinking it's better to go for someone who can fulfil those criteria rather than someone who's overly flash, as this might be better in the long run. Early days yet, though.
I feel I need to work terribly hard - I am on the verge of being given an opportunity involving sales, but being more creative about it. I used to be not bad at sales but became very jaded as all I could get were telesales roles and this led to a decline in my performance, in fact I am worried that I will never sell anything ever again.
In fact, I do want to learn to network and to sell effectively (I have been to interviews recently and it is a totally different attitude and type of person which I encountered) but I am naturally shy and introverted and this is going to be a mammoth effort for me. I don't believe going "back to school" during this Saturn in Safge phase would do any good - but I notice Saturn is in my 3rd house currently - so I have to strive hard with those lessons in communication - otherwise I won't feel the benefits??
Also I can't wait for Pluto to be out of my 4th house...that transit has been going on for a really long time.

Would appreciate your feedback/ comments on all of the above?

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posted January 16, 2015 02:47 PM            

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PS my mum's Sun is conjunct my NN - we have always had a difficult relationship - she always wanted me to be someone else and could not understand that I was a child and had to learn from scratch, I was expected to "know everything already" - I am an Aries and we are some of the cleanest slates there are!!
She is Sadge/ Taurus/ Scorpio heavy and I lean more towards Aries/ Pisces/ Gem/ Libra - I was supposed to have been born on May 2, 1974 but they induced me early. I always felt everything in my life happened "too early" and indeed if I had been left in the womb a little longer my astrology might have been more kindly disposed towards that of my parents'.
My mother likes tradition of a sort and is appalled at my Dad and I (both Aries) being original (yes!) and having differences of opinion with her. Even though it is perfectly normal human behaviour. She is much too over-idealistic, whilst at the same time elevating the mundane and "not wanting to be any better than anybody else" - which I scoff at. Both are too extreme.

I feel this NN connection is very uncomfortable for me and I just wonder what to expect when Saturn vonjuncts both my NN and her Sun?
She keeps saying she is not well and needs to go to bed, but won't say what's wrong with her. I may or may not know - after she read The Sea Wolf she sent the book to me and was protesting a little too much about how bad the storyline was, whilst complaining of headaches that had come on all of a sudden (like one of the protagonists who later died of a brain tumour). I asked my spirit guidehow she would die and he said "a brain tumour".
My Dad hasn't spoken to her for 6 months as he says she has been terribly difficult. I have not seen her for 18 months so I am wondering if she is having treatment (or not) and is deliberately keeping everyone away. Mind you, she has been very irrational and taxing all her life.

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posted January 16, 2015 05:13 PM            

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Oh GRREAT. My mother just reported me to the police saying she didn't want my new address and not to contact her in any way. I phoned them up after the officer left a message on my voicemail and explained the whole situation, about HER actually sending threatening letters to both my Dad and myself, and that her complaint was a complete waste of police time, as, given her behaviour, neither of us wanted any contact with her (I myself hadn't seen her in 18 months).
I think she's totally lost it.

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posted January 19, 2015 05:50 AM            

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posted January 19, 2015 08:23 AM            

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Your mother has a lot of Fixed signs on her chart, as you told me... it will be VERY difficult for you to change her mind, sorry!

I sense that you'll get this distance from her, but you need too a little of rest. These kind of things are heavy karma that you'll need to burn, or already burned.

You were put in a lot of heavy situations, through her. I only can say that you nedd to take yourself a breath, and be with your daddy...

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