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tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 08:18 AM
  
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Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 08:55 AM
i am home grading papers, so I sure can use a bit change.what is your question IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 09:16 AM
Cool! Ok two questions:
1. Are my parents TF's?
2. Am I meant to perform on stage?Got any for me?  IP: Logged |
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posted January 17, 2015 09:19 AM
1. Why did I feel so good this morning when waking up? (like a HUGE mountain feel off my heart in fact)
2. How does P see our connection?
i am not sure I can really answer your 1st question, as all the tarot and leno cards are more or less about a limited timeframe and your question extends it. I will try nevertheless IP: Logged |
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posted January 17, 2015 09:24 AM
1st question5 of pentacles - 9 of cups - Page of cups I am inclined to say, no, they aren`t, per this spread, but definitely in each other`s life to battle through hard times and emotionally support and love each other.
2nd question
the Star fell out AND appeared within the spread!
Clover Stars Anchor I`d say that is definitely a Give it a go! With clover it might be just a little luck or maybe not forever occupation, but it just looks so positive. Anchor can be about your occupation, and to have the Star come up in the frame of question. Wow. (only thing missing seems the Moon here) IP: Logged |
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posted January 17, 2015 10:11 AM
Cool thx! Check out my P's synastry and composite in the IA forum..it's pretty neat. Yeah I dont think hey are either but I would definitley say primary soulmates. I'm kinda excited about the stage thing what's weird is that I have had people tell me I'll be famous and that my natal chart has the signs of fame in it...I never believed though. I'm amused the Star fell out TWICE!!Ok yours:
Why did you feel good this AM?
Clouds-birds-tree-ship-man
Honestly? When I saw this I thought of P with the man in there...and then the birds. I think the confusion and emotional turmoil that he has been going through has subsided and he has a better perspective on what's happening in his life. Of course, these positive feelings are then being felt by you.
What does P think about your connection?
Ring-mice-ship-fish-stars
This makes me think he is starting to "get it." Interesting that the ship came up twice and I really see this as acknowledging the journey you two are on. In this case I feel the fish is strongly linked to soulmate so the idea of the ship-fish-stars makes me think he is coming to accept the idea that this is quite possibly a soulmate relationship with a sense of destiny to it. You're much better at interpreting than I am so feel free to see what your own intuition tells you but that's what came to my mind. BTW the ring-mice to me also confirms he is starting to accept the fact his marriage is over.
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posted January 17, 2015 10:29 AM
Wow! T-Gem, you have no idea how that resonates! 
"I think the confusion and emotional turmoil that he has been going through has subsided and he has a better perspective on what's happening in his life. Of course, these positive feelings are then being felt by you."
Interesting that you say that, as I did feel very connected - mentally, halfconsciously- to him this morning. just before waking up. So not quite a dream, bu not being awake either.
I used to have that feeling quite frequent during november and december, but since last week any kind of connection, even if just felt from my side, was simply gone, except for some "blurbs". Like a big pile of fog or mist. Got the feeling someone was deliberately blocking it, not sure if it was me, or him, or maybe even both of us.
The thing is the concert-experience and consequent talk - on the surface it was not really that extraodinary, nothing to really justify this feeling of monumental thresholdalarm, some decisive point, deciding about how this is going to go on, on what level, you know?
"Ring-mice-ship-fish-stars"
Interestingly part of this came up as my daily spread today. Ring - Mice - Whip Though I must say I was not really focusing well, as my mind drifted to him and especially how things are bewteen him and M, but still interesting, these cards came up.
"This makes me think he is starting to "get it.""
Well, I guess at least it is not that much of a secret anymore, that I kinda like him. The thing is I DID tell him something positive about another play a year ago or so, but though that was a very positive chat back then, it did not feel THAT monumental. And event hough this was practically a similiar situation (with some changes, like being under surveillance. lol) now, it just felt so different.
do you think it felt different because of those occasions before, when he was paying me so much attention, but I was hardly responsive? (at least not overtly so).
do you have other questions?
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posted January 17, 2015 11:04 AM
Ya know maybe it's different now because you BOTH know (consciously) that something is there and you both have acknowledged it to eachother (as subtle as it may be.). So I feel that what the second spread was trying to indicate..this is about no longer being in denial and suppressing feelings but allowing them to come to the surface and acknowledging them. If I were going to take a stab in the dark, I'd say there is significant turmoil between him and am right now that is responsible for letting these feelings/thoughts actually materialize. Does that make sense?
Yeah, could you pull one more spread? Should I take singing lessons LOL?How about you? IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 11:31 AM
"Ya know maybe it's different now because you BOTH know (consciously) that something is there and you both have acknowledged it to eachother (as subtle as it may be.)."
Is this what happened? :scratches head:
"this is about no longer being in denial and suppressing feelings but allowing them to come to the surface and acknowledging them."
At least that is true for me. I am tired of pretending I don`t care, when I do. Even though honestly I have no clue what to do with all of that. lol
" If I were going to take a stab in the dark, I'd say there is significant turmoil between him and am right now that is responsible for letting these feelings/thoughts actually materialize. "
Well, she was definitely see us talking.
But then again this is just part of his job. Talking to people/ fans i mean).
Maybe you culd pull some cards on that, what is going on between them.
"hould I take singing lessons LOL?"
Shouldn`t everyone? 
I wished I could sing! But unfortunately I can`t. IP: Logged |
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posted January 17, 2015 11:32 AM
Letter - Rider - BouqetTotally YES Wow, look at that! maybe your teacher will be cute.  IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 11:49 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Letter - Rider - BouqetTotally YES Wow, look at that! maybe your teacher will be cute.
Well I just didn't want to put money (that I don't have) into something that really won't greatly benefit me in the future.
I pulled cards on what is going on between P and M?
...I laughed when I pulled this
Sun-key-fish-heart-clouds (pulled anchor to clarify clouds)
Ummm...so I think the cards are saying they're questioning their marriage!
OR
They're saying no more questions about them for now IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 11:51 AM
yes, probably, or maybe they are just saying everything is peachy
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ioh just saw the first sentence on the spread.
I don`t know how you read the line of 5 but for me the left side of the focus is more or less the background/ past, and I pay most attention to the two cards to the right. which is why I liked to see the stars come up in our spread as last card. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 11:52 AM
would you like to sing?IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 11:55 AM
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yes, probably, or maybe they are just saying everything is peachy
This I highly doubt..we've pulled enough spreads to know they're not peachy. If they were peachy, her eyes wouldn't be burning a hole through you when she looks at you! There's jealously on her part and jealousy frankly means insecurity! No two ways about it!! IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 11:58 AM
Ah, DulcineaI am just listening to the musical radio. lol funnily when you did the spread on p and me, one of his songs came up. lol IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 11:59 AM
I always loved the Man of La mancha though, wow, 20 years, since I saw it. loltoday it seems like the radio is guiding me on a musical tour to me past. they even played something from starlight express this usually never happens. So what is up today IP: Logged |
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posted January 17, 2015 12:05 PM
I guess you are right, and frankly, it probably does not put him in the best light. I mean after all last june when that comment about me driving him crazy was being made, she was present and in the 8th month pregnant with his child!To be fair though, he did not say it, it was his friend who read it aloud from his notepad, either it was fun or he never meant for it to be read aloud, but just wanted his friend to know. Funny enough the friend was there on stage again last week, and they sure did their bit of whispering. I wonder what they had to share, but noone will ever know. maybe for the best. lol
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tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 12:05 PM
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would you like to sing?
Funny you ask that. My entire family sings and is quite talented. However I have had a phobia of it since childhood. I went in to the sciences. What a joke if that was really supposed to be my calling in life..I have music all over my natal chart. But I cant even do karoke at a bar without being blasted! IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 12:08 PM
forget the chart.What does music mean to you? esp. vocal music IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 12:10 PM
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Ah, DulcineaI am just listening to the musical radio. lol funnily when you did the spread on p and me, one of his songs came up. lol
Oh man, I know the feeling. Today is Cusp's bday. He's 38. Wonder what he's doing? Would kill to know if he's thought of me lately. But slowly trying to let go as I've been told he won't come back till I let him go...sigh. IP: Logged |
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posted January 17, 2015 12:13 PM
Judgement - Ace of Pentacles - 10 of wandsYes, definitely, with Judgement, the past coming up agan.
But probably it also weighs on him quite a bit  IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 12:22 PM
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forget the chart.What does music mean to you? esp. vocal music
Well I sing all the time...alone! Usually in the car to the radio because that's the only place I feel confident. Oh yeah, and in front of my 6 six year old cuz he'll love me no matter what LMAO. But really all my life I wanted to perform. I use have dreams about performing in front of lots of people. And yes, I had dreams about singing to people on stage but I thought they were dreams of just freeing me from the phobia. I told you I LOVE Britney Spears! I love her energy! I love that she was such an entertainer..she doesn't have the best voice...but she could really entertain. I use to dance when I was a kid...that's all I wanted to do growing up was dance! Sometimes I dream of myself performing on "Dancing with the Stars!"
I know with some training I could knock their socks off! All just dreams though  IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted January 17, 2015 12:24 PM
time to make your dream come true then IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 12:27 PM
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Judgement - Ace of Pentacles - 10 of wandsYes, definitely, with Judgement, the past coming up agan.
But probably it also weighs on him quite a bit
Thx. Well at least I know I'm still in his mind. That's why I NEED to start focusing on this new seed that's been planted about possibly performing....I've got to focus my energy on something other than him...and because I know he's not focusing his energy on me so.... IP: Logged |
tgem
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posted January 17, 2015 12:29 PM
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time to make your dream come true then
HA!! Easier said than done..but I'll keep you posted IP: Logged |
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