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Originally posted by Sabine:
Marissa: your queries were love life and general life questions.1) Love Life:
Past: Moon and the number 2 (in reverse)
Present: Number 13 Regeneration/Change
Future: Number 16 Shattered Citadel
Impression: What I'm sensing as you had expressed is your inner voice is telling you something is wrong in your relationship and you are going through a lot of changes. You are frozen with fear and hence the feeling of depression overtaking you. What is your inner guide telling you? The shattered citadel card is telling you to heed the voice inside you and why you are feeling downtrodden about your relationship. You know what you must do. Perhaps start meditating to clear your emotions as it is fluctuating a lot which impedes in your ability to take decisive actions.
Suggestion: I really like this guided meditation that is free on Solara An Rah's website that helps balance and open the 12 chakras system and keep our energy in high vibration. It has help me and perhaps it will help you also? It's a 10:10 minutes guided meditation. Perhaps it will help you in regard to your relationship.
2) Your year ahead
I did the cosmos spread. Since you ask the question and it's still January I started the spread with the month of January.
1) January: Number 29 Grace Under Pressure (reverse)
2) February: Number 12 Sacrifice-Victim
3) March: Number 16 Shattered Citadel
4) April: Number 33 Love and Magic
5) May: Number 3 Jupiter
6) June: Number 13 Regeneration-Change
7) July: Number 26 Partnerships
8) August: Number 2 Moon (reversed)
9) September: Number 11 Lion Muzzled-
Clenched fist
10) October: Number 21 Crown of Magi
11) November: Number 20 Awakening (reversed)
12) December: Number 17 Star of Magi
Impression: I'm sensing the relationship you're in is karmic and somehow you are balancing things. There's a sense of betrayal in your relationship(s). Despite it, keep the faith and move through the challenges with grace. Lots of upheaval going on for you but it's saying to hold the faith because some great and positive changes are in store for you. Around April you'll start to see some things lighting up for you. Meanwhile, it's important you do some inner work. It will pay off because you have Jupiter the planet of luck and expansion on your side. The energy of the moon seem to influence throughout this year. Listen to your intuition more. When you do things will lift up for you.
Blessings! I hope this help. I'm a novice at this and hope I'm not too far off. I used the Linda Goodman's Star Cards to do your reading.
thank you!! that was an amazing read! all signs seem to be pointing towards us breaking up but whenever I think about leaving him I feel crushed inside. everything is so confusing. I will definatly try out that meditation you suggested! thank you so much!