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MineAgain
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Posts: 1137
From: A Thousand Miles From Philadelphia
Registered: Nov 2013

posted February 06, 2015 08:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MineAgain     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I did try to contact the company to tell them I was having accomodation problems and they never replied to my email. I looked at my options and even my couchsurfing requests got denied.

This therefore lead me to send my resignation in which I stated my problems to find accomodation.

I am completely heartbroken. I am agonizing at the thought of having to spend another couple of months/weeks at my parents'. All of my acquaintances have their lives together and no matter what door I tried to open, it always ends up closing.

I applied to sales rep jobs as a temporary measure but I only got rejection letters. I now have no options. I've been crying all day and my parents told me to just"shut up and stop crying like a freaking baby". This job was my dream job. I don't understand why they can't grasp the fact that I'm completely broken inside.

They just don't care. They didn't even comfort me ... they just told me "Your cousin was unemployed for 5 years, maybe you'll do better". How is this supposed to help me? I'm petrified, heartbroken, lonely and shattered.

All they keep telling me is "we spent all this money on your education with no result" ... all day everyday. This life is hell.

They think it's because I'm not religious so God is "punishing" me.

No one listens, no one cares. This was my first job and it slip away. It's so painful. I just want to die right now. I was looking forward to being financially free and independent and in the end I returned back at square one!

I'm better off dead at this stage. Maybe if I die, my parents will finally understand the pain I was in. Just when I think things are finally looking up, they come crashing down. Maybe this job wasn't my destiny, I don't know.

Do you think I will be able to find another job and move out soon?

Thank you for your kindness

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Peluches
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From: Vαleŋtiŋe ~
Registered: Jul 2014

posted February 06, 2015 05:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Peluches     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mine,

Don't cry. I'm really sorry for you. I know it's painful, but this is just a hard time in your life. You need to stay strong for now and have hope for your future. Transit Uranus is in your 10th house, so it's shaking up things there, it's normal. It's nearing the end, so you just have to wait a little longer ! Looks like your 11th house starts at late 16° Aries, so you just have to wait till April 17th when Uranus reaches 17° Aries. It does go retrograde later but will be in your 10th only for a very short period of time, which I don't think will have a huge influence, just minor issues : on November 24th, it's at 16 Aries 59' Rx, goes Direct again on December 26th at 16 Aries 34' and completely leaves your 10th house on January 27th, 2016 at 16 Aries 59' (don't know the exact degrees of your natal).

Also, your natal seems to have a thing for the 12th degree, especially with an exact Yod involving NEPTUNE, your MC ruler, at the apex (conjunct DSC). Therefore I think transits, progressions or solar arc placements at a 12th degree (or not far), or touching this Yod, or -- even better -- touching the apex will be significant in career matters. I remember from doing someone else's progressions, that transit Jupiter and Juno would be conjunct in the sky at 14 Leo 44'. That person also had a lot ot 12 degree placements and has something big going on around that time. Knowing Uranus will be out of your 10th by then, can you post again the progressions, transits, and solar arc charts for, say, April 27th ? Also, can you include the following asteroids please : 19,258,151,109,389,829,3811,433,16,447 ? Thank you !

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VestaFlake
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From: 5th house
Registered: Sep 2014

posted February 06, 2015 06:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for VestaFlake     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
dear MineAgain,
I have been following your posts about this job in great agony. I understand how defeated you feel. Parents and others can't answer our needs sometimes. (Mine never answer anyways )

But here, you are in a place of acceptance and I just wanted to tell you everything will be fine. If you want something this much, universe offers it to you, but universe has its weird and complicated ways. You are brave person and you gave your best shot to this opportunity.

You may want to canalize your sadness into a creative phase where you develop new strategies. I'm a psychologist who practices human resources management. We probably don't live in same continent but if you need to consult something, I'm here

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MineAgain
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From: A Thousand Miles From Philadelphia
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posted February 06, 2015 06:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MineAgain     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Peluches: Thank you very much for taking some time to check my chart. Your analysis was really thorough and I am beginning to understand why things are happening this way.

My heart is shattered to the point where I can barely breathe. I had been waiting for a breakthrough for so long ... It's always the same lesson that keeps coming back.

Did you the person you mention had a life changing event going on?.

Here is the chart for April 27th, 2015:

Thank you

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MineAgain
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From: A Thousand Miles From Philadelphia
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posted February 06, 2015 06:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MineAgain     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by VestaFlake:
dear MineAgain,
I have been following your posts about this job in great agony. I understand how defeated you feel. Parents and others can't answer our needs sometimes. (Mine never answer anyways )

But here, you are in a place of acceptance and I just wanted to tell you everything will be fine. If you want something this much, universe offers it to you, but universe has its weird and complicated ways. You are brave person and you gave your best shot to this opportunity.

You may want to canalize your sadness into a creative phase where you develop new strategies. I'm a psychologist who practices human resources management. We probably don't live in same continent but if you need to consult something, I'm here


Thank you very much VestaFlake.

Your post was very comforting. I really do appreciate you taking the time to read this. It means a lot.

You're right. I cannot rely on my parents for anything. I should act like an adult.

The job market is really hard and there are so many ideas as to where you should be when you're finished with college, that I am having anxiety attacks. I feel really embarrassed about the fact that I have nothing going on at all when all of my former classmates from college already have high fly careers. Shame and embarrassment is what I'm feeling. I feel like an utter failure.

It feels as though every decision I make turns into a disaster. When it came to this opportunity, I looked at every angle but there was a point where I realized that I cannot move to a new country with only one week of housing secured. Once the week is up, where would I go? Especially with very little money. It's cold outside and although I wanted to do anything for this job, it was not worth putting myself at risk physically.

They always say darkness comes before the dawn ... Maybe I need to reassess the field I'm pursuing. It's confusing.

This is sound advice. Developing new strategies is one thing I will definitely do once I'm done "grieving". Feeling sad is already wasting a lot of my time but I cannot help it.

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GeminiKarat
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From: Austria
Registered: Jun 2014

posted February 07, 2015 12:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for GeminiKarat     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have no idea where my tremendous believe in you comes from, but I do. Mercury goes direct on Wednesday next week. Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars and Neptune make a fortunate stellium on 18-20 February. Please read the post of Kannon McAfee
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/230485.html
https://kannonmcafee.wordpress.com/2015/02/04/uranus-pluto-in-personal-growth/
They have been very interesting for me.

I wish you a miracle to come true!

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coolingembers
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Posts: 699
From: California
Registered: Nov 2013

posted February 09, 2015 01:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for coolingembers     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am incredibly sorry to hear about you losing your job. You really seem like an awesome person and you deserve your dream job.

Never compare yourself to others, for all you know they feel exactly the same as you do. I truely believe you will find a better job. something thatll make you much happier than your past situation.

Please dont let this bring you down. apply, apply, apply, and apply.

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