posted March 02, 2015 02:16 PM            

Hope all is going well for you and that you made it through the last week in February okay.

You'll probably be right about my mom and early Spring as I remembered a reading I had years ago. They told me that I would take a trip by the water and that it wouldn't be too long after that that things would change. When I told her last month that I wanted to take her out for her birthday this past weekend, she wanted a soup she had during a lunch trip we took a few years ago. The restaurant is by the water and further up a ways. I was surprised that she remembered the soup and she also said that it (restaurant) was at a place by the water.

posted March 03, 2015 12:26 AM            

I made it through the last week of February, yes - even in spite of an hour-long drive from work to home in an ice storm which facilitated a rapid decline in the roadways.

posted March 03, 2015 09:17 AM            

Yes. I think the stumbling is what will help you to continue to build up your confidence level and eliminate/reduce any fears that remain within you. Your current other circumstances will help you strengthen your character with the adversity that you're experiencing there now.

Sorry if I seem neutral to all things, but I think when my change occurs, I will regain my more emotional side. I'll be wiser in handling it now, though. The best way to explain it is like being shutdown.

posted March 03, 2015 07:32 PM            

Sorry for the short messages. I've just been trying to finish things that I've had on my plate for the last three years.

I did notice something else that may divert your attention further away from your hospital job. It's also good that you made it through the ice and everything while driving. Anyways, looks like your writing job will expand, but nothing money wise will come just yet (expansion later this month and through the first part of May). More writing or rewriting to be done?

Starting around the 9th of April until about the 22nd you may have another tough time with that woman at work. Don't let her tick you off.

More social coming for you (maybe new friends, too) in May. This would be through your writing job.

posted March 09, 2015 08:59 AM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi LostTaurus,

Sorry for the short messages. I've just been trying to finish things that I've had on my plate for the last three years.

I did notice something else that may divert your attention further away from your hospital job. It's also good that you made it through the ice and everything while driving. Anyways, looks like your writing job will expand, but nothing money wise will come just yet (expansion later this month and through the first part of May). More writing or rewriting to be done?

Starting around the 9th of April until about the 22nd you may have another tough time with that woman at work. Don't let her tick you off.

More social coming for you (maybe new friends, too) in May. This would be through your writing job.

Take care,
Spring

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I won't be there by then - my last day is the 20th of this month. She found out that I was doing sidework unrelated and asked for a date of separation. The new project is supposed to begin in earnest around mid-April. I'm hoping to take on a few minor projects between points A & B to tide me over until it does. Once it does, I feel like things will fall into place quite well...getting there in the interim is my challenge. :/

I can feel your distraction and sense of remove. Be careful with that, dear friend: it's important you allow yourself to feel your way through this, hard as it may be, so you can get to the other side of it.

Best,
LT

posted March 09, 2015 10:30 AM            

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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
I won't be there by then - my last day is the 20th of this month. She found out that I was doing sidework unrelated and asked for a date of separation. The new project is supposed to begin in earnest around mid-April. I'm hoping to take on a few minor projects between points A & B to tide me over until it does. Once it does, I feel like things will fall into place quite well...getting there in the interim is my challenge. :/

I can feel your distraction and sense of remove. Be careful with that, dear friend: it's important you allow yourself to feel your way through this, hard as it may be, so you can get to the other side of it.

Best,
LT

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At least now you can focus more on the writing. During that difficult time I saw--April 9 thru the 22nd, it's good to work alone or you may find others around you aggravating. Once that transit goes by giving you extra work for the same pay, you'll get more money then. Maybe with your natal Saturn being near your 4th house, the changes (Uranus transit) that you want to come about may be more related to your living arrangements and you could possibly be moving before the end of the year.

My mother hadn't been eating much lately--mostly fruit, and started getting dizzy with vision problems last Friday. The doctor's office told me she just needed some good protein like eggs and other carbs. Sometimes she will go out and get the things she needs and other times not. I don't think she will be driving anymore. She was doing better on Saturday and since she likes plants, I took her to the botanical garden festival, which is small. She became wobbly and fell (didn't hurt herself). A nice couple there helped me get her up and the husband looked at me with such sympathy like he knew she didn't have much time left. The rest of Friday and Saturday were days I spent checking on her and processing everything--for the most part, and did stuff outside while thinking through everything. I know what you're saying, though. I did read something that said it's good to experience all of this, but you need to be able move on in the end.

I have new neighbors behind me and there's another house being built three lots down on the opposite side of the street from me. I'm starting to see more of the aggravating circumstances, though, that will help me really want to move. The construction dumpster across the street has other community residents using it at all hours. The HOA managers (not 90 percent yet) lost my check. I'm having trouble with ants. A spot on the wall facing the road nearby needed fixing--could have been a rock that was kicked up by the cars going by or a bullet (the spot was very round). It's only 35 mph, but I think some go 70 as it is a straight through road. The neighbor (not directly behind me) has been opening their slider and letting their dog poop everywhere. I had it lined up near the wall of my house (side that is most accessible to them). I'm really glad I have a partial fence. When I put the ant spikes (enclosed traps) out yesterday, my intuition picked up that the neighbor with the dog thought I was putting something out to hurt their pet.
With all that's been happening, though, it's helping me to clean out more stuff that I've had for years.

I'm glad everything is falling into place for you. It seems like you've been on a long road to achieving your dreams. Pretty soon you and Belle will get to see a lot of each other.

posted March 20, 2015 09:36 AM            

Happy Spring!

Hope all went well with your transition today. It had to be a good feeling to just be leaving there. I had been wondering earlier this week how things were going for you. I'm trying hard to keep my focus.

Anything promising with the "one"?

I plan on having a yard sale tomorrow, so hopefully that will go well. Need to clean out stuff I no longer use and/or need. I keep wondering if I should wait, since there's a lot of planets in Aries making challenging aspects to my chart (Aries/Mars rules my third house of neighbors).

My mom was in good spirits yesterday, so everything is on an even keel there.

My friend changed his email address last week, so I'm not able to write him anymore. I saw in the paper that one of the spouses of a coworker of his passed away. I wanted to go to the memorial (he was one of the few people I met while working their that was nice to me), but knew I would have to deal with the negativity of the others. His wife (who works there) didn't like me. I'm sure that event didn't help my friend. I also think he has gotten very busy at work.

I plan on talking to a realtor next week--LB. I'm hoping she will be much better than the last one I had.

Otherwise, I feel like I'm just in limbo at the moment.

posted March 23, 2015 07:47 PM            

I can certainly identify with the sense of limbo - I'm there in a lot of ways myself right now.

"The one" seems to be running hot and cold. Not sure what to think about it, really. The job I'm supposed to start has been postponed to mid-April and I can't help but feel like the concept I pitched was co-opted and handed off to another person to develop just because he's a man. I'm pretty livid about that.

I hate limbo. It makes me very nervous. If you'd like to do a card exchange, let me know - I could use some clarity.

Why would he change his email without telling you? Seems very rude...

posted March 23, 2015 09:14 PM            

Sorry about the work not starting right away, but April isn't that far away and it will give you time to maybe do some things that you haven't gotten to while you were busy--I know I had a lot of them before I made my change.

Maybe the "one" is just really busy and that's why things seem off and on for you and him. Not a read--just a thought.

There was a spouse of a person I used to work with that just passed away and for some reason a girl came to mind who was friends with her (and I also worked with her at one time, too, while there). I believe she was at the memorial and talked about me--untruths. I confirmed it with someone here--she went around talking about me to people there like she was at a bar. Anyways, my friend probably caught wind of what was said and dropped the email like he wasn't interested anymore, but my intuition picked up that he did that to take me out of the gossip there plus he's probably ridiculously busy--one reading I had picked up that emails were getting mixed up. When I worked there, you could get so much work that you felt overloaded big time. I never got a chance to get really organized when I was there. He is also very responsible and has a strong work ethic--I could be that way, too, and didn't encourage calls, etc. at work. I kind of thought that when I couldn't contact him at work--some folks had their names taken out of the directory for that reason.

I was outside battling the ants. Trying to figure out how to get rid of them.

brb with your general reading.

posted March 23, 2015 09:44 PM            

7 of cups (rev)
Justice
Page of Wands
King of Swords
Death
Emperor (rev)
Queen of Cups
6 of cups
ace of swords
6 of coins
2 of cups
king of cups
Queen of coins

Looks like you are almost there and have made the right decision to follow the path you are now on. What is fair and just will be coming your way. Someone who is a trusted friend will bring you important news. I think the King of Swords is the guy you know--is he highly analytical and proficient at what he does? Well, the Death card is saying that things will be cleared away for you--to make way for the new. Try to keep control of your emotions. The queen of cups is either someone you know who is fair and warm hearted, honest, loving or you will start expressing these qualities more openly to others. You will reminisce about times gone by--things that have vanished, childhood memories, etc., which will bring insight into how you respond to others. The ace of swords is saying that you will become more determined than ever before and stronger. You will also start showing your more charitable, philanthropic and generous side to others. The 2 of cups shows a partnership/marriage coming with, love, passion, and friendship. The card next to it is the king of cups--he's responsible, creativity, learned person, professional, businessman, considerate and is generous. The last card shows that your life will become prosperous, luxurious, secure and with much comfort.

Hope this helps.

Take care dear LT,
Spring

posted March 23, 2015 09:51 PM            

I did have a dream about the house a few weeks ago--I was somewhere around it and then went around a corner and found the mailbox. The home is hidden. The area I've been looking around has homes that are partially hidden and not the cookie cutter ones that all face the street. I'm thinking it will be a by owner and not a listing.

posted March 23, 2015 10:34 PM            

I think your friend needs time. I know (BELIEVE ME!) what a challenge that is to allow sometimes but it's also sometimes for the best.

If you need me you know where to find me

posted March 24, 2015 11:06 AM            

I just talked to the realtor and it went well. I had to convince them, though, that I may not find what I'm looking for right away. Their first thought was get a contract on your home and then you can find something else within 45 days unless they are a cash buyer. I'm hoping "take your time" works. Does it look like it will work out with her being my realtor? Update: After talking with her again, she seemed almost too impatient. Anyways, I'm going to call two more: MB and KH. A lot of them seem to want to tell you what you should be looking for or just try to sell you anything and not let you buy what you're interested in.

posted March 25, 2015 09:25 AM            

Is one of these a male? For some reason, I'm getting that you'll have better luck with a male...

posted March 25, 2015 10:40 AM            

How's your off time going or are you still too used to being super busy?

Both are ladies, but one of them has the first name of Kevin and has a pretty extensive website. I agree as the guys in that line of work may be less inclined to offer their suggestions and stick to what you're looking for.

Update: What do you think of RL? They have good reviews from others, is patient, and a people person.

posted March 25, 2015 12:26 PM            

Not sure why I can't pick up a gender energy - I almost always pick up a gender energy, but I can feel both pretty strongly here! I wonder if this Realtor works with a spouse...? Maybe spouse helps with marketing?

posted March 25, 2015 03:09 PM            

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Originally posted by LostTaurus:
Solid, established, confident - all excellent qualities in a Realtor. Make your position and your expectations very clear. This Realtor will abide them; will make suggestions but only when s/he feels they're completely relevant to your needs. Great guidance, this one, I believe.

Not sure why I can't pick up a gender energy - I almost always pick up a gender energy, but I can feel both pretty strongly here! I wonder if this Realtor works with a spouse...? Maybe spouse helps with marketing?

Either way, this one feels like a good one as long as you make your needs and expectations clear. Hope this helps!

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Thank you very much dear LT! It does help a lot. RL is a man and from the qualities, reviews and the philosophy he put down (he actually wrote that he puts a clients' best interests first). You are probably right about them having a partner, though, because the writing was better in some parts and not so good in others. I think she helps him with his written communication skills. He was also one of the only realtors that responded to the reviews people wrote, which was nice--haven't seen too many people do that for anything.

It would be cool if you and Belle lived closer. I can't wait to get a dog, but when I get one, it will need to have "new" energy--born after I get passed the things coming up. If that makes sense. The in demand Bassets are the European or darker colors, but I'll go with one that is mostly white with spots of the other colors on her/him (not like a Dalmation). I actually had a vision last year of the dog--seemed like a girl, too, but don't know for sure. The names I have so far are Dixie for a girl and Roscoe for a boy. Actually, I talked to a lady the other day that would fit in with our dog club. She was really sharp, into natural medicine and had a rodesian ridgeback girl dog named Honey and K is also a RN like you. She does deliveries for a church and other good deeds during the week. There's also a place on the west coast of our state just for people with their pets--Dog Beach. Great place for a Dog Club gathering.

Anyways, I wrote down what I was looking for home wise in more detail and feel better prepared this time. Thank you again.

Here's something I should have sent you already. My challenge now is to stay focused, but I have a transit at the moment that if I don't act on a thought, it's gone and then I'm on to something else. Make sense? Sorry if I wasn't conciliatory about you being slighted on the project. Sometimes people are given things to do that they are not able to develop, so you might end up getting that part of the project back. You had the passion to do that. It's harder when someone tries to do it and they don't have it inside to give it the full impact. Does that make sense?

Anyways, transiting Jupiter will go direct on your natal Moon on April 8, so things should start to move forward then. Great month for you, but watch out for Apr 15-21. There could be an upset or things making you mad. After the 21st you'll have some good news coming your way once transiting Venus and Mars go past your 9th house Saturn (delays). Also after the 21st, you'll have some real problem solving solutions or whatever applies to your project come to mind--write them down or record them and maybe keep them to yourself for now.

Hope this helps to lighten the load--your thoughts.

posted March 26, 2015 02:52 PM            

Hope you did okay with those storms yesterday.

posted March 26, 2015 08:57 PM            

I think you've found your Realtor!

Thank you for the clarification on my project - I feel like you may well be right.

Funny you say a couple of things: 1) I've wished a few times that we were geographically closer myself, and 2) I had a Basset Hound named Dixie several years ago! She was a shelter dog (of course!) that I'd gotten when living in one county, but she kept digging out of my yard!

We moved to a new home in a neighboring county a couple of months after we got her and STILL, she kept digging out of the yard.

One day when I went out to find her, I found her in the most beautiful, big yard right around the corner from our house, trouncing around with two other Bassets. I went to the door to let the family within know that I was going to retrieve her, beg forgiveness for any inconvenience, and thank them for their patience.

The woman who answered said our Dixie was actually her dog, Bessie - she'd gotten out nearly a year earlier and despite all their very best efforts they could not find her (mind you, that's most likely because she somehow wound up in a neighboring county's shelter some 20 miles away!). She begged to be allowed to keep her.

Dixie was clearly home, blissfully happy to be back with what were pretty clearly her doggie sibs, and she'd found her own way back there - from a shelter and home 20+ miles away to a home right around the corner, right back to her very own yard. I loved Dixie, but how could I say no?