posted March 28, 2015 04:09 AM            

I copied your questin here

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I dont get that she would make it a scene, as in shout or anything but I feel like she would gossip about you, how you are not good for the choir how this and thi, maybe even say she told you to not come anymore, something like this.
If she has any influence over it I even get she might give you trouble when you decide to come back, like make you prove yourself even more, from the start like a newbie to come back into the choir.

posted March 28, 2015 05:01 AM            

No worries, I know how it is, when you are just too tired to do anything.

I will do that. I also thought a bit about it and it is probably the best for me to do something to protect myself.

Thank you!

Do you have any Q?

posted March 28, 2015 05:31 AM            

My Q is - whats up with A these days, I mean what has he maybe been doing or whats in his head.
After he texted me to see me, we didnt make plans but I texted yesterday asking what day is good for him, he hasnt read it yet or been to the social app ( whatsapp) all day.
So I wonder whats going on with him

posted March 28, 2015 07:15 AM            

Six of Swords – Queen of Swords – Page of Swords Rx

First of all I noticed that all cards belong to the Minor Arcana and to the same Suit - Swords. Normally Minot Arcana cards indicate current issues that have temporary or minor influence. Swords indicate power, rationality, intellect, thoughts.

Six of Swords indicate that his mind is quite occupied at the moment. Six of Swords card is all about transition that needs to be made but it’s not that easy to make it. It’s something that you need to do in order to go on.

Queen of Swords indicates quick thinking, organization and independency.

In his spirit he is Page of Swords Rx. This can indicate all talk but no action. This could be a result due to fear of public speaking.

I would say that right now he is in a phase where he still is a bit confused about his current situation, but he knows that there are changes that need to be made. He is going through a lot in his mind but is afraid of telling about it to you (or anyone else). Maybe he is just afraid of not saying the right thing – he is afraid of being misunderstood.

I would say that overall he is in a much better place right now than few days ago. His spirit is in a way calm, but on the other hand he wants to do something to solve his current situation. He just has no courage to say about it to you.

posted March 28, 2015 07:40 AM            

I noticed sometimes he just doesnt go on to the app, but I cannot not wonder why,ofcourse since he mentioned seeing eachother.
I thought maybe he made up with her, so now he doesnt want to see me ...
could this be it?

or maybe best not to ask this, I dont know, I feel confused.

If it was because of me, I guess he could have went online but not reply to me, but he hasnt been online since thursday.

posted March 28, 2015 08:01 AM            

He’s feeling out of balance, uncertain about his future because he will have to make choices that will make him feel unsettle.

posted March 28, 2015 08:08 AM            

I think actually it could be both, she is the manipulative kind and she would get him through making him feel like a bad person and also through sex.

But also him wanting me is true, I know since he told me, well he wasnt as open but I know through things he tells me what he means

Yes, I will let him be, I will text again when I feel is right, I have usually been right on this and I also think its good to let him be right now, not push him in any way.

posted March 28, 2015 08:21 AM            

uhh do cards show if he might give in to her now?

sorry, I am feeling I asked too much :/

For April what I get ---

posted March 28, 2015 08:30 AM            

Two of Pentacles Rx – The Hermit Rx – The Strength

posted March 28, 2015 08:32 AM            

you have helped put my mind at ease a little

posted March 29, 2015 06:58 AM            

I know how you feel. I also have such roller coaster of emotions; from time to time I am up, than I fell down and so on. It’s painful, I know. Perhaps music could help you; I know that it helps me a lot since I am quite emotional/artistic person.

Let’s see:

Four of Swords Rx – Ace of Swords – The World

Four of Swords Rx would be you, Ace of Swords he and The World is outcome for this week between you two.

Words that are associated with Four of Swords Rx are restlessness, burn-out and lack of progress. So it’s obvious that you are feeling restless and that you want to do everything at once. Even if your body is tired and is telling you to rest and relax, your mind wants to push you forward, to accomplish something. Stress is also present, maybe you are feeling frustrated with the lack of progress in regards to your relationship with him.

However he is much more decisive right now as you would think. Ace of Swords usually stands for raw power, victory, mental clarity, break-through. Right now he uses his mental force and his intellect. This card actually often presents that a person finally realized that a current relationship is not for him/her and that he/she needs to move on!

The World card is usually very positive card in Tarot Readings. It can predict great achievement, fulfilment, success.

I think that you will be a bit under pressure for a few days but then he should make some move or something to give your mind a rest. I would say that there is also a possibility that you two will meet this week until April 5th since The World card (in love readings) also means a romance with someone from overseas or a distant relationship.

Try to focus on something else. Job or writing. Right now it would be really good for you to write down things; your thoughts, your wishes. It would be REALLY good!

posted April 02, 2015 04:21 PM            

Thank you soo much for your care!

Overall I feel really okay. I mean, it could be better, you know, but I am not complaining. Let’s keep it positive.

Btw: Two hours ago I had monthly meeting with our volunteer workers. He is also an active member (as I am) and was there also. We were sitting opposite of each other. We were okay, I think.

I really do work a lot on seeing him as a friend, you know… It’s not easy, but I think that with every day I am getting less attached to the past that I had with him.

Do you get anything on how he saw me? What did he feel? Was he indifferent?

Oh boy… I feel like I am using you. Please, ask Q, if you have any.

posted April 02, 2015 04:32 PM            

Using me lol how? we are exchanges once 1 asks more the other time the other does, its a natural flow.

A and her.. I have no idea, he was missing in action for a week or so I dont know whats going on, but we are back in communication and still trying to meet up, I guess the universe doesnt still want us to meet.
This time, his monther came to visit him over Easter holidays so he needs to spend time with her.
But, I am glad he is showing initiating, wanting to talk to me, opening up to why he cant. Any progress is good progress in my eyes.

For your reading... lets see what comes

Detaching from your past with him is making a big difference, I feel as though it has given you the chance to bring new excting energy, but both with him and also with other men and energies around you.
I feel a weight being liften off your shoulders, I can see you have accepted things now and with accepting you have opened up new opportunities.
What I feel is that he notices that you are in a better mood and sees you are happier and it does make him wonder why and if any other guy is the reason you seem happier.
He doesnt want want to show it but it somehow does bother him, in a way it makes him uneasy thinking another man could bring you happiness, but it can be good, it can bring him to realize feelings he does have for you.

He is still very happy to have you as a friend and that you have not turned your back on him, he kind of thought you might do that ( before ) but now he is happy to see you two are managing to stay friends and that its going well.

Hmm why not you check on A and her?
are they still together?
Actually I am curious also in this because I had 2 dreams tell me they are breaking up, I was shown like a message, him telling me in one dream ( I dont remember if he said they broke up or are breaking up) and in the other dream I was shown someone else ( a psuchic) write me a similar message.

posted April 02, 2015 06:06 PM            

It’s funny how I am slowly starting to see myself in a totally different way. It’s like I am gaining on confidence but I have no idea, how is this possible. I mean, sure, there are times, when I still think about ‘what-if’, but there is really a feeling of a weight being a bit lifted off of my shoulders.

As for him; I will keep on trying to see him as a friend even if it will be maybe a bit harder to see him just like that, because in April and May we will probably must be a lot in contact (there will be this big event and we both will be on an organization team). It’s not that I don’t like to talk with him. It’s just that it’s easier for me to detach from past if I am not around him, ergo If I am a bit alone. You know, what I mean?

Now to you and him.

For him and her I got Ten of Swords, Temperance and The Lovers Rx.

I would say that the days when he was ‘gone’ for a while, were important for him finding peace within himself. He was (probably still is) learning to bring balance in his life, to keep calm in situations of great stress. He could even get a whole new vision of what he really wants to have and to achieve in his life.

I think he had fight with her, could even told her how back-stabbed and betrayed he feels. There must be something on it. He for sure did a step forward in removing her and her negative energy out of his life.

I honestly can’t say for sure that they broke up, but cards indicate for sure that there is extreme disharmony in their relationship. I must say that with Ten of Swords it is indicated, that there is a huge possibility that they broke up or at least that they lost contact somehow…

Now about your dreams…

I got Nine of Swords Rx, Ace of Wands and Ten of Pentacles.

I would say that your dreams were some sort of mixture; 1) you were feeling a bit hopeless, maybe you even felt a bit depressed because he suddenly disappeared for a while without telling you & 2) your intuition kicked out and tried to tell you that you need to ‘just go with it’.

posted April 02, 2015 06:16 PM            

Thank you on the rest of the reading. I also think he found some balance in his life, he also has a job now so I think this will be good for him.

I am not sure about them breaking up either but I think there is something negative going on also. I guess with the "relationship" they have, which is only based on sex, you can never have a real break up like a real couple would have.

posted April 02, 2015 06:34 PM            

Since I got Nine Of Swords Rx I just made an assumption that there must be something that it’s disturbing your sleep (with that card it usually is, but then again – I usually don’t do readings for people who possess intuitive skills ) so I went with that, that you worrying about him not making any contact to you could be a part of a reason why you had your dreams twice.

You don’t have to be sorry, really. If anything, I am thankful for your feedback!!

posted April 05, 2015 07:37 AM            

To be honest I am not in the best place. I am angry/lost/sad/confused/not happy

I can do readings for you though if you want

how are you?

posted April 05, 2015 08:09 AM            

I am quite okay today. This morning I went to church and I saw him for a second. Her also. But not together. She was occupied with another choir and with playing. It was a bit awkward for me, must admit, but I just said to myself 'Oh, well f*** it,' and I felt better.

Oh I am so sorry to hear this. Is there anything you would like to ask?