posted March 29, 2015 10:02 AM            

I can see that you are quite similar to me (in a way), because closure and really understand difficult situations helps to bring you comfort. Perhaps that is the water (Scorpio?) in us? - Still waters run very deep.

Anyway, I am currently on Fiverr.com. Fiverr is home to a range of sellers who provide "gigs" starting from $5.

In my opinion, I have been communicating with a really accurate seller who has provided me with an insight into my personal circumstances. She doesn't use computer generated data, she uses cards/charts and interprets them all herself! It makes for fascinating reading and she is affordable.

In my opinion, I think you have to find one reader you connect with and stick to them. Finding her has been a blessing for me, because she really gets to the bottom of what I feel and how I perceived things to be.

posted March 29, 2015 10:59 AM            

Thank you very much for your kind words. They truly mean a lot

I think Scorpio is an intense sign as it is, but when you have Venus in Scorpio, a Cancer Rising and an unaspected moon, it's even harder.

I just don't understand what I did to deserve what happened. I don't think I'm a bad person. I think the reason why I keep asking for readings and closure is because without the latter, I can't move on to another man. This story is haunting my memory like a ghost.

Moving away hasn't quite helped because on Sundays, I'm on my own at home and I start to think about things ... I now find myself in a perpetual need to be surrounded by people or a urge to work so I can block my thoughts. This is slightly unbearable.

I've already spent almost 150$ on this individual so I am not quite sure I want to spend another dime on him, but the flip side is that if this reader is accurate, she might be the therapy I need.

I am interested in seeing what she has to offer. What do I have to lose?

It is indeed hard to find a reader you can connect with. I tried a bunch of them and they all gave me false hopes which never materialized. It's either a hit or miss.

posted March 29, 2015 11:14 AM            

I have got Scorpio rising, Pluto in Scorpio and then Venus (in Taurus) opposite that! I know about intense and feeling things deeply!

Make sure you do a couple of readings for you too - e.g, your natal chart, and perhaps a past life reading. They should cost you $5 each, but the insight is worth it. As you suggested, don't see talking to this woman as another way of putting money into him... It's for you and your future! You deserve to do better next time around, whether it's with him or someone completely different!

I'm not of fan of suggesting that something might be wrong with someone. However, from my own experience, I had a few demons (that I suspected) and she was able to locate the origins of quite a few of them after reading my natal chart and it just helped me to realise that thrre was a reason for the madness! It was comforting and showed me how to avoid certain situations in the future. It's actually very sad to say, but I do trust her and we have had a few exchanges outside of the readings I have bought from her.

Wishing you all the best <3 let me know if she helps you like she did me:
http://www.fiverr.com/genuineguidance