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luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted March 31, 2015 03:45 PM
Hiii wanna exchange do a 2 question exchange? If so So what is this shift I feel when I think about R? I theres sometbing connecting us that I feel such loving feelings ? Also I hate my job more than anything , their mad at me, and only gave me shifts yesterday and today, I am determined on finding another job this week, I believe in myself. What can you tell me about this week, will I find the job I like and make money ?
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luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted March 31, 2015 10:25 PM
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intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 01, 2015 01:46 AM
Sorry, we are on a time difference and I fell asleep earlier.here are my Q 1) nvm edit 2) Why did I have 2 dreams telling me A broke up or is braking up with that girl ? I saw as a written message as " he broke up/is breaking up and the other one was he has a break up around him " and yours ..... 1) R has been also in a better energy, not feeling so lost or down any more so there is a more loving energy coming from R, they have also been having you on their thoughts. Not so frequent but you did pop up as a person who makes them smile/ be in a good mood. I do feel that R has been feeling much more uplifted and happer, as though there has been a big rock lifted off their shoulders. 2) I dont see you finding a new job/gig now this week, I still get you being mad about the current situation. Although mid month feels better to me, you starti feeling more balanced and I feel more confident, although I dont feel you at a new job then, but it feels like a change about your job happens which will stick for some time. You will be more hapy. IP: Logged |
luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 01, 2015 08:07 PM
Your intuitive and can tap into him when your asleep because you have been wondering about that whole situation. Their relationwhip is coming to an end, that was a premonitonal dream, You dont have a second question?
And thanks for the reading I think about R so much and wish and hope he'd call me that I'm starting to wonder if I'm wasting my time. I mean I try to meet other guys, and talk to other people but its like I can't grow feelings for other people and he just keeps popping up in my mind and my dreams... IP: Logged |
intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 02, 2015 09:07 AM
thank you for the reading. NO I dont have a question right now.I feel as though you need to release R a bit to let him come in if that makes sense. I feel like you are holding on too tight to wishes and memories and not letting in new energy to transfor wishes into reality,. IP: Logged |
intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 02, 2015 02:25 PM
I do have a question actually.So I've talked with A about when we can meet up, but since his mom came to visit, he is working also, what do you get, will I be able to see him this weekend despite this or does next week look more pormising? thank you IP: Logged |
intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 03, 2015 02:27 AM
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luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 03, 2015 04:33 PM
quote: Originally posted by intuitivefish: I do have a question actually.So I've talked with A about when we can meet up, but since his mom came to visit, he is working also, what do you get, will I be able to see him this weekend despite this or does next week look more pormising? thank you
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intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 06:50 AM
thank you!! hopefully you are rightIP: Logged |
luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 01:25 PM
quote: Originally posted by intuitivefish: thank you!! hopefully you are right
Are you down for some exchanges? R hasn't answered me after those few times I tried, as I was walking with my friends past a bar he was outside with his friend, I saw his friend first, waved and then realized he was standing there with his back towards me, but I kept walking and didn't turn around at all, acted like I didn't see him, how did he feel when he saw me? I felt like I was in a movie last night absolutely was speechless but I feel like destiny was trying to tell me something? Walk past him, and felt that crazy adrenaline rush, but why would I go out of my way to say hi. So then 5 minutes later I turn the corner and see this guy from my past, I haven't seen in in 3 years.
We legit had an epic love story, intense emotions, together everyday for 3 months, but something always pushed me away, and it was push pull, I never slept with him, it was just crazy. As time went on I keptnfinding out things he was into that wasn't good at all...(connected, and always doing something shady) He disappeared because of legal problems, haven't seen him in legit 3 years, I thought he was dead for all I knew, and bam, we talked and exchanged numbers, I was speechless..guess he's been in Europe this whole time IP: Logged |
luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 01:40 PM
I legit still have that gut feeling that I shouldn't trust the one I ran into that I haven't seen in years IP: Logged |
intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 01:41 PM
Glad you asked, I am feeling blah its rainy and cold, I feel like doing nothing else but be at home.. I get that this is more a Universe push for them, it feels as though for R he was pushed to see you and to be faced seeing you after not replying to him, he felt ****** , he felt ashamed, like he was shown what he is missing and that all of a sudden he cant have it any more, I feel like he thinks you burned that bridge and want nothing to do with him. I really feel like he feels bad but also like his heart was pounding, he felt crazy, he was in a state of " oh **** what if she comes over" he got scared you would go over and go all crazy on him and tell him off. But you waving it then gave him a feeling of hmm was it meant for me, if it was its hope. So a lot of mixed, emotions. But I keep feeling him feel bad and stupid and ashamed, but I dont feel like he will show it, the most I feel is its inside of him, so he tried to keep it cool. Although I get this image of him putting his head down in shame. This other guy, I also feel like this is more karma for him, that you dealt with 2 birds in one night, with 1 stone. So you dealt with both guys in one night to sort of shock you instantly but not drag the emotions and reacts out long, so it was a fast shock in one night. Did he see you? I feel as though this guy thinks he can get away with anything he does so I dont feel him much affected by what he did or you seeing him, to him it adds to the drama in his life and he enjoys it. I dont get many emotions in him. I feel more it was like closure for you, and to him it was "eh". I feel like now yu saw him and you remembered the past and you know why he disappeared. He feels cold and calculated to me, so to me it feels like it took more rection out of you than it did him. My Q - So, me and A keep having some (legit) delays over meeting up.. but he also got a new job so he is more busy now. anyway.. What can you pick up on his thoughts/feelings now for me and him? I am feeling a little disconnected from him. Even though he tries and puts in effort I feel like he is more distracted. So I'd like to know where his thoughts and feelings are now thank yu IP: Logged |
luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 02:36 PM
when I saw R I felt scare and nervous and thats why I also didn't wave at him, frozen inside all I could do was walk away. As for the other one, he's toxic and bad for me, my intuition always pushed me away from him,but I was pulled at the same time. he's a criminal, looking back he put me in some dangerous situations at times when I didn't realize what was going on...I mean he asked me to pick him up and he ran in my car with money and a gun, and wouldn't explain anything g..like seriously what if whoever that person was followed me, or using me for the getaway drover and I go to jail u know As for A I feel he's incredibly stressed. He has some sort of debt, and its taking a toll on him, its what he's working to pay, but has become so enveloped in working to pay it that he can't seem to see anything outside of the stress and anxiety He wasn't in a car accident? Or had a DUI? OR POssibly has been missing car payments IP: Logged |
intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 02:38 PM
A doesnt own a car, doesnt drive, hasnt been in any accident. so umm I dont know why he would feel stressed. His mom came to see him ( she lives abroad) and he is happy to spend time with her.he has a job because he was unemployed for a long time, its not to pay off anything. he loves his job so, sorry I think you are off, he hasnt been calm like this in some time IP: Logged |
luckystar25 Knowflake Posts: 1328 From: boston mass Registered: Jan 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 04:17 PM
quote: Originally posted by intuitivefish: A doesnt own a car, doesnt drive, hasnt been in any accident. so umm I dont know why he would feel stressed. His mom came to see him ( she lives abroad) and he is happy to spend time with her.he has a job because he was unemployed for a long time, its not to pay off anything. he loves his job so, sorry I think you are off, he hasnt been calm like this in some time
Mayb stress is blocking my intututin I'll pull so e cards
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intuitivefish Knowflake Posts: 1782 From: Europe Registered: Aug 2014
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posted April 04, 2015 04:29 PM
its ok no worries, maybe best I leave it be and ask another time IP: Logged | |