posted May 24, 2015 03:56 PM            

if so my questions is = what's going to happen/develop with/between N and I?

posted May 24, 2015 04:13 PM            

My q is,

posted May 24, 2015 04:38 PM            

6 of cups, queen of pentacles, king of swords, judgement
outcome - the magician

posted May 24, 2015 04:53 PM            

I think he is someone who is really insensitive to you and his actions may hurt you without him knowing it. You want to start something with him but he doesn't seem to react well to it. This person just seems to have an impatient nature to me. You'll be picking up all the slack when it comes to him, it's going to be really tough and stressful for you. He is not being fair to you at all. I don't think he has any romantic interest for you as of now, it will make you feel upset in the long run. I see you the both of you moving away from each other to other people eventually.

If a relationship is what you want with him I think its best you keep it in the back burner for now and try again when he's being more receptive to you.

Let me know if this resonates with you?

posted May 24, 2015 05:00 PM            

yes this defiantly defiantly resonates.

you know when your gut and loins wants someone but your head is just like 'ho don't do it. don't! you know it's gonna be shite!'

so thank you for confirming and giving me that boost to be like.. naw mate i'm good :P

can you see if we'll be friends at least or if he'll become a sorta big brother figure to me? i think thats honestly what i want more than anything romantic and also cause theres a lot of financial benefits to being his friend/wee sis figure cause he's got great connections lol

posted May 24, 2015 05:30 PM            

He is the king of pentacles here, definitely someone with a lot of power or influence. He is not going to put much effort in the friendship, I mostly feel that things will stay pretty much the same. There's always some sort of compromise you have to do with him, you seem to close an eye on this but your intuition tells you its absolute BS that you put yourself through this. It's quite difficult to have him as a close friend, you have to fight for his attention because he seems to be preoccupied with a lot of things and he's just very immature.

posted May 24, 2015 05:49 PM            

him = knight of swords, strength
mind = 9 of wands, 9 of swords, 6 of wands
body = 4 of swords
soul = king of swords, 8 of swords

so looks like he's a chivalrous and strong son of a gun, someone thats quite head over heart. i think when you meet him he'll be in a bit of a tough time at work - not unemployed but just it's busting his balls at that time. and i think that mentally he tends to over think things and make mountains out of molehills even if it all works out (intuition is saying earth sigh or significant amount of earth in his chart). he's good his job, he just worries too much with that.

his body is 4 of swords which is no more suffering so i'm getting that he's exactly your type. and i just got my own rush of hormones right there looking at that card - like i'm blushing and salivating and grinning and palpitations right now so lord have mercy he's sexy as sin.

now i need to catch my breath.. damn i'm still blushing.... haha

emotionally i think he'll be a ocean of it but he'll try to push it down and keep as head over heart as possible and that'll lead to him being in the dark on what he feels about certain things. so thats somewhere i think you'll need to be doing some coaxing.

don't know why but in my mind's eye i keep seeing a man driving a nice car at night. nice arms

i like him

with M and I.. he's great and all but every pet peeve i have.. he does it. and after knowing him for 4 years... still no change. he's got potential but not ambition. i'm an earth stellum. so i don't know... do you think he's my husband? and if not when are we gonna be done? or change in any way in a long term sense if you know what i mean?

posted May 25, 2015 12:11 PM            

As for M, it doesn't seem like you have any feelings for him. You mentioned he has every pet peeve you hate, so you could ask yourself why you want him. I feel like you're just settling when you haven't met that guy who will make you heart flutter, y'know?

Page of cups + the hierophant
Three of swords + three of pentacles
Knight of pentacles + knight of swords

Both of you will have a playful and fun relationship, its very sweet in nature. But this also means there is some immaturity when it comes to emotions. There's this easiness between the both of you and I do see it developing into something deeper, more of a serious and committed relationship. But there's some heartbreak to come, it's not a breakup because you will both want to work through it. After that there's just something that isn't the same anymore. That being said, you do have a special bond with him. Things wont be progressing as much as you'd like, he's content being as he is while you want more. I see you as the knight of swords here, you're very flighty and might start some arguments with him in the future.

Advice : I feel M has opportunities that he is not pursuing, he just doesn't have any drive or passion for life. He hasn't found it yet and you wont be happy with him. If you really want this to work, you can help him find what he really wants to do in life. But don't expect change to come so quickly, could be half a year at least.

I want to know what M feels for me and any advice the cards have for me regarding this?

posted May 25, 2015 02:52 PM            

[B] I want to know what M feels for me and any advice the cards have for me regarding this? [\B]

feeling in a nutshell = the empress
elaboration on ^ = the fool. 9 of wands, 3 of pentacles

advice cards = 6 of cups
clarifier = knave of cups and the lovers - the lovers just flipped on its own when i choose the knave of cups. so i think the cards are trying to tell us something

generally looking at the advice cards together i'm seeing that you should just take it easy and enjoy the ride. but at the same time, i think you really have the upper hand in this. and you should be careful with knowing that you have the upper hand and that he wants you more than you want him. so you have the power. 'with great power comes great responsibility' and that ties in with his 9 of wands. he might have been hurt in the past and he's guarding himself. i see him taking his time with you and almost telling himself that you are worth so opening himself up for you. so he considers you worth the risk of heartbreak again. he definitely definitely sees potential girlfriend, potential relationship - as in marriage material, babies, take home to mum, purchase property together - with you. beyond any shadow of a doubt. he really really likes you. awwwwww bless him he thinks of you so very well not just in terms of a pretty face, or good conversation but with accomplishments as well. part of the reason he likes you so much is because he respects you so much

posted May 25, 2015 03:41 PM            

Right, so you have been keeping all this pent up frustration for a long time. This relationship you have with him has gotten to the point where its really unhealthy. He's become extremely dependent on you because you allow it too, you have to admit. Maybe you should just drop that mothering act, it might be in your nature to help but it's not doing him or you any good.

You've been together for quite a while, have you thought of talking it over with him? Because it seems like you're just going to keep it to yourself while the both of you goes long distance. I'm sure he's not that thick headed that he doesn't notice that something's wrong? But I have a feeling what you say will send him a shock lol, so maybe subconsciously he does notice it.

Yeah I can do a reading for you, maybe after you've calmed down a little? Think about what question you want to ask. But I still think you should let him know how you really feel about him, even if its not the complete story like the one you posted here.

***edit I cant believe that you think you're old! like where do you get that idea from??

posted May 25, 2015 04:01 PM            

one of the best things about him is that i feel like i can tell him anything. so i have told him all of this. literally everything. he made progress and changed a little for 2 days... then back to normal. told him again a few weeks later... change for 4 days... back to normal. a month after i told him.. changed for a week ... back to normal. tried to talk to him about this 3 days ago... and he snapped at me for the first time in years saying he was sick and tired of hearing about it. moon in taurus. stubborn as **** .

he knows somethings wrong cause i have dropped the act the last month but i think he thinks that distance will smooth everything over and well be back to normal when we meet up when we can :S

i'm ready to cut my losses. i've got **** to do. he has a mum she can do the work. i'm not old but i feel old. the relationship makes me feel old as **** .. and i think its also sucking up my sacral energy - that feminine stuff and that's apparently the main source of my energy from that human design jungian thing on the thread in astro 2.0.. so thats probably why i'm so drained. he just doesn't give enough back to make it worth it.

thank you for reading/listening. just having it all typed out in front of me and being able to reading showed me that i'm not as okay as i though i was.. like i knew i wasn't but didn't think it was THAT much.

my question is the same: do you think you can see whats coming ahead romantically? any bfs coming up? when? my husband even? and will i ever date a guy that's my physical type?

thank you so much for this. i really appreciate it hope i didn't send too many sad vibes over this! and if i did i want them back! don't want to weigh you down!

posted May 25, 2015 11:08 PM            

How he is: page of cups + queen of pentacles + three of pentacles
Body and looks : six of cups + nine of wands
When you will meet him : anchor (lenormand)

There's these feminine cards, I think he's going to be a lot more considerate of your feelings and emotions. He might have his moon in a water sign. I get the feeling that he's gentle and his words are dreamy and romantic. Creativity comes to mind too, he could be involved with something artistic. Queen of pentacles tells me he will take care of you and he's not the type to play with your feelings. When he has decided to commit to you, he will give you his heart. He is someone who has direction in his life, he could already be a professional in his field of work.

posted May 28, 2015 06:33 AM            

what did M think of you?

1 of pentacles, the hermit, 4 of swords
attractive or no? 9 of cups
liked you in a 'see you again' kinda way = 3 of cups

so he defiantly thought you were attractive and he enjoyed chatting with you for sure. maybe you were a bit shy/reserved and a little more quiet than you usually were but he still really liked you. it looks like he wants to see you again and get to know you. you intrigued him for sure

damn your love life is on point!

my question = what did A, M, and C think of me when i went out with them?

A and M are both male and C is female

posted May 28, 2015 08:12 AM            

Hmm A thinks you can be down and moody at times, perhaps you are quiet and keep your emotions hidden. Your mood tends to change all the time, he never knows if you're a bit upset or just doing fine. He doesn't really get you because you're so confusing but he noticed you've been disappointed about something.

Queen of cups + magician + three of pentacles

M thinks you're a nice girl too. He thinks theres a certain charm and wit to you. Not only that you're a very capable person to him, like you have so much potential to do whatever you put your mind to.

Queen of cups + the chariot + five of wands

C thinks you make a good first impression, that you come across a nice and friendly person. You might come across a bit fake to her though, that you're being extra nice just for show. I don't get there is dislike but I get the feeling she's intimidated because you seem a bit bossy to her. She thinks you sort of disrupt the flow between the other people too.

posted May 28, 2015 08:45 AM            

that defiantly sounds about right. C is sorta my academic rival, and A is her close buddy so i wouldn't be surprised if she influences his thought on me. M is the one i speak to the least so he's new.

i think he was flirting with me on fb yesterday... can you see if he was or if he was just being friendly .. or if he's interested in me... finds me attractive... stuff like that?

posted May 28, 2015 02:27 PM            

Queen of cups + six of swords + page of wands

Wow queen of cups keep appearing everytime I pull for you. I think its definitely trying to tell you something. You are attractive, lovable and you need to start believing it. I also think you've way been too hard on yourself too and you need to get rid of that thought. M finds you attractive for sure, you're very feminine to him. He's just moved on from something painful that has ended, I'm inclined to say a relationship, he wants to have funexpect him to continue being flirty and playful with you, you'll have fun for sure.

Can I have two yes/no questions?

posted May 28, 2015 04:02 PM            

PF's illness and surgery

7 of cups, 8 of swords, knight of wands, death, the moon, knight of cups, the emperor

so yes he was telling the truth about the illness but i think its something that threw him for a loop/surprised him so i think he unintentionally exaggerated a bit because in his mind it's a huge thing when relatively it's significant enough but not as bad as he's making it out to be. his health now is more stable and solid. but whatever it was it's going to change his perspective on a lot of things and really change him emotionally and spiritually especially with his outlook on life.

the surgery itself looks successful but i think the surgeons has some issues in the beginning or middle. ended well but it looks like it had a bit of an exploratory turn for the surgeons to orient themselves. once they got their **** together and figured everything out and where things were then it was smooth from there. i think though there might be some residual aches and pains from the surgery. just from soft tissue damage cause the surgeons had to dig around and cut through muscle and things like that. so for example, i had a bit of a procedure done on my stomach and sometimes the incision spot randomly gets sore and tingles for no reason. so he might have some stuff like that to deal with.

love interest in july

9 of cups, 1 of pentacles, knave of pen aces, 4 of swords
him - the fool, knave of cups, king of pentacles
how he looks = knight of cups

so it seems like the cards really want me to tell you that you'll get what you want and that money is coming your way and you won't have to worry about that for much longer. love interest - yup. new man, who's good with money and he's someone young at heart and gung-ho for life, introverted, sensitive. probably quite spiritual, and maybe psychic or emotional. he's young but when it comes to money he's good with it because he is practical and calm and listens to the advice of his elders when it comes to that kind of management. he's also quite educated and cultured. he works in a good job ex teacher, lawyer, doctor, businessman. someone established in his job. but humble and just chill about it all. it's someone thats decently tall with a solid frame. light brown to blonde hair or some gray depending on age. maybe a sagittarius with hazel to lighter eyes.

posted May 29, 2015 11:29 AM            

It's not a coincidence that the queen of cups appeared three times when I did your reading so the universe definitely wants you to love and appreciate yourself more.

Career
Four of cups + the moon
Two of swords + ace of pentacles
Ten of wands + knight of cups

Although you are very unsure of what you're going to do this summer, I think you actually have a few choices when it comes to your job or career. Four of cups makes me think you have choices that you're not noticing or taking initiative of. You're still a little hung up over some issues but you really need to *snap* out of it. The cards give me this vibe of a really strong feeling of weariness somehow? Like you're really overworked but you still go for the same kind of jobs. I think if you move on to something better and take a risk you will be able to make a choice that has a solid foundation and will be good for you in the long run. You'll be working hard for this, I feel like you've always been working hard and that's why you're quite weary. Overall I'm just getting that you need to find a job that will help you grow, this is what stands out to me. This new job will require you to work hard too but it gives you room to grow and will be more promising.

Love
Five of pentacles + the world
Knight of wands + ace of swords
The magician + nine of wands

I'm not just noticing stuff about romance but are you having financial problems? I kind of get that you want to travel but might not be able to go somewhere too far. There is some disappointment coming your way, you feel let down when it comes to love, like you're not getting what you wanted. I feel like this refers to your situation with your current man. The world shows something will come clear to you, that you will get a release from this situation and have your worries lifted away. You will move on to better things. In fact there is a knight of wands coming your way, he will be exciting all around. You will find him intellectual and easy to have those stimulating conversations with, he will never bore you. This doesn't look like a relationship but it will make you realize that there are still choices for you and you can get a man. The magician here shows that you have everything you need to be able to manifest the love life that you want. If you get on the process to work on yourself you will let loose of the insecurity and low self esteem that's been holding you back.

Let me know if this resonates

Thanks for your reading I definitely believe what you said in the first reading. He's not been honest with me and have been lying for attention and to get sympathy. He had a serious girlfriend all the while when he was flirting with me all he does is give me more lies, he's still cheating on his girlfriend with loads of other women too. Now it's ended and theres no contact between us anymore. We've had many past lives together and I still have such intense feelings for him. I saw you did a similar reading on your thread and I've been wondering the same thing.

I want to know why I had to suffer for him in this life, I don't know what I did to deserve this??

posted May 29, 2015 01:48 PM            

i asked for the most relevant past life

so past life spread:
justice, lovers, death
devil
high priestess
5 of cups
the hanged man
8 of wands, the chariot
knight of swords
7 of swords
5 of swords, knave of cups

this life
knave of cups, 1 of cups
the magician, 3 of cups
2 of cups, 7 of pentacles

so interpreting this is mix intuition and the spread:

in a past life basically you saw him as an opportunity and by the end of the relationship he realised that. it was a marriage and relationship for your financial benefit. he was younger than you, a bit mopey but he was good at his job, stable, and attracted money very well. you were something different to him. like you seduced him and drew him in. you charmed the **** out of him and he never saw what your true intentions were. to him you were elusive, caused him to change for what he at first thought was for the better, were sharp, independent. could keep up with him in business talks. he knew you were a bit shady and shouldn't have trusted you completely but he still did because to him you were the perfect woman. it looks like as the relationship went on you held on to him tighter and tighter, kept him at home and down. keep him from his friends and family. you wanted him all to yourself and you weren't going to give any one male or female the opportunity to take him away or tell him the truth about you that they might have picked up. the relationship at it's best was emotionally fulfilling, exciting, loins on fire but lots of fighting and bickering until you fought him down. he was the softer and more emotional of the two of you. it looks like now in this life the karma has passed on for a role reversal. one part him getting a bit of revenge, but also for him to experience a loving relationship that has all the best of what you two had in a past life but without the bad because you're lesson to learn is to let go. be self reliant. not rely on a mans money like you did in a past life and make your own and spend it. those two in combination gives the two of you, or should, the opportunity to have the relationship you two should've had in your past life. and i just got a vibe from the cards that how he's acting is not how he's suppose to. he's bollocking things up. he's taken the power he was given and just going rampant with it. and it's just going to create karma that he has to pay for in his next life.

if you reconcile with M

3 of pentacles, knight of chalices, the wheel

looks like theres some karmic in here too. if you reconcile it'll be to reconcile whatever issue you two had in a past life together. some fights, some work to be put in but eventually emotional understanding and clarity. once that karmic energy is worked through what happens after that is up to yous.

posted May 29, 2015 01:56 PM            

i have been working for ages. i took extra classes in secondary school, spend summers doing extra classes for more credits. worked my ass off through uni and now this next degree is about 5 years. and i just want to get on with it because i know that if i get into this next degree even if it’s 5 years .. it’s a jumping off point for my career. so then i’m pretty much by the end line rathe than right in the middle i’m in right now. been stressing over it for years now so i’m sick and tired of the weariness. plus it’s a degree that guarantees me a job so if i get in then theres no worries for employment so it’s a two for one kinda thing. i know a couple of opportunities that are there but i can’t take them until i have this sorted because if this is sorted then i can have a part of my mind free to actually focus on making the most of those opportunities.

you’re right can’t really travel because skint and cause i might have surgery apparently.

i’m just ready for my next chapter to be honest. just new things. just fresh things that’s all i want. i’m just sick and tired of this chapter. and studying what i’ve just finished studying and living in this flat. and dealing with the current relationship issues. no lie i just want a summer all about me. males only for fun so yay knight of wands!. and just me me me me me. for once :P

can you see if ill be able to get a part time job that i’d like? i’m into the night life part time jobs like bartender cause it means that i can work friday and saturday nights while studying so give me time to do my work. or something like that? or… just a job? maybe with the telephone? or .. i dunno. economy’s **** . will i even get hired for a part time job?

and can you see if i am going for surgery and how that’ll go?

posted May 29, 2015 02:18 PM            

I can answer your question now actually, whether or not you get a job you want is entirely on you. I'm not sure if its an option right now but the cards are implying you should stop getting jobs that are hmm, not helping you grow. You're supposed to do something that can help you career wise, something that ties in with your degree.