posted May 26, 2015 06:41 PM            

Turns out that the guy I'm in love with (fwb) got into a bike accident..thank God he's ok. My other friend got into a car accident today, he's ok as well..and my daughter? Well, I practically saved her life. Long story short..I can't stop crying guys. Please take care and be careful.

I was just telling fwb last night I have a bad feeling someone's going to die and my daughter literally was just about to die. Everyone please be careful! :'(. I'm still very anxious and I cannot shake the uneasy feeling. I rarely feel this way..

Here's part of what I wrote on my blog about it yesterday morning:

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posted May 26, 2015 09:45 PM            

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posted May 27, 2015 12:16 AM            

I was talking to a latin astrologer and she said something about the Blood Moons that we have four this year and that many people suffering/accident/catastrophes were due to those moons depending on where they fall and what they aspect. Have you looked at yours and your loved ones astro charts? (solar arcs, transits, progression, solar returns...One of these moon fell in my sixth house of health conjuncted my North Node :/ opposed my sun.

I hope you are feeling better, I found that green tea and chamomile tea calmed/soothed my nerves. Also try burning some lavender incense.

posted May 27, 2015 11:34 AM            

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Originally posted by LostButNotLost:
This is weird... within the last week basically i know at least 3 relationships I know have broken up! Due to cheating or their significant other pulled a huge ******* move..Ive had many of my friends feeling terrible lately (one friend of mine having suicidal thoughts) and its just so darn odd... as if around this time everything is experiencing death... Im not sure if its a planet vibe or what... very interesting...I wonder if something big will happen soon. I hope everyone will be safe during w.e the hell is going on. Maybe were experiencing more of this tipping point that the world is under going...idk at all and its very worrisome. Be careful everyone.

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I'm sorry to hear that . It is Mercury retrograde, and me & my kids are Virgo (my daughter has Mercury rx right on the MC in Virgo) so I will study their chart to see what's going on because my son also lost his bookbag yesterday - this Mercury rx in Gemini has been so horrible with the anxiety and all for me. My aunt is a Gemini and she had surgery a few months ago and she's sick in the hospital..I'm also scared for her because she had the surgery a little after Mercury went direct a couple of months ago.

Thanks for your well wishes

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posted May 27, 2015 11:37 AM            

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Originally posted by Julz87:
That is so weird Empress. I am glad you and your loved ones are ok. And I understand how you are feeling..well somewhat with all my health complications I literally felt at some point that I was going to pass away..biggest and only panic attack of my life on the kitchen floor..it wasn't pretty to watch...

I was talking to a latin astrologer and she said something about the Blood Moons that we have four this year and that many people suffering/accident/catastrophes were due to those moons depending on where they fall and what they aspect. Have you looked at yours and your loved ones astro charts? (solar arcs, transits, progression, solar returns...One of these moon fell in my sixth house of health conjuncted my North Node :/ opposed my sun.

I hope you are feeling better, I found that green tea and chamomile tea calmed/soothed my nerves. Also try burning some lavender incense.

Much love, Julz

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I'm sorry to hear that you're going through such a rough time Julz. Is your health better now? I fainted twice last year during the Summer on my kitchen floor..it was a scary experience for me because a voice in my head told me: "If you don't want to die, drink some water right now" and I was so afraid..I quickly got up and did it. That never ever happened to me before..and yes, I also felt like I was dying. I've heard about the blood moons, but haven't read much about them - thanks for the info.

But it's also Mercury rx, me and my kids are Virgos so that might be it. This has been the worst retrograde ever!

[Hugs] thank you

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posted May 27, 2015 11:42 AM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Hi Empress, I do hope you feel better soon. I struggle with anxiety myself and do take medication for it as needed. Have you considered taking something just until you get through this rough patch? It's not something I take daily, just when I have that extreme panicky, anxious feeling. It might be worth calling your doctor and looking into, there's no need to suffer. Anxiety is very real and it's very crippling. I do wish you well and hope you get through this soon. Just remember, we love you and are here for you!

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I feel much better today, thanks Fairy (deep sigh). I feel "safe" today..like everything will be OK. I'm not sure if it's really anxiety, or what - but that feeling made me worry so much that I actually ended up rescuing my daughter. And it was a weird situation because my parents were right there..near her, and didn't notice until I felt something and went to the kitchen. If it wasn't for me, I don't know what would have happened to her, so that's what makes me sad and cry. I'm still sad, but I feel safe at least. I never felt that way..last time I felt that way was years ago (the same exact scary, rushy feeling). I do suffer from anxiety too, but not that extreme and persistent. IT was like someone tapping your shoulder constantly trying to get your attention that something wrong is going to happen and that I needed to be alert. Thank God I was! because I don't know what would have happened to her if I wasn't . I get sick a lot and drained, anxiety, depression, but never this extreme..and really there was no apparent reason whatsoever for me to be feeling that way.

Thanks so much. I love you all too! You all just made my day so much better..today I feel safe. Hopefully nothing else happens -sigh-

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posted May 27, 2015 12:58 PM            

-much love and light -

posted May 27, 2015 03:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Emsie:
Oh my! Sending some love and light to you to ease this horrible feeling. I hope everything will return to 'normal' as soon as possible. Just take some time out from the world and have plenty of rest.

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Originally posted by intuitivefish:
many hugs and blessings

-much love and light -

<3

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posted May 27, 2015 03:51 PM            

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Originally posted by aleenaxo:
Yesterday I saw an old friend drive by me in a motorcycle and for a SPLIT SECOND I thought "he's going to die in an accident."

He died early this morning.

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Sry for your loss

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posted May 28, 2015 02:04 PM            

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Originally posted by Vivi327:
I agree this is the worst MR EVER. Everywhere i turn there is bad news, Its got me really down::glad your better today empress. *hugs*

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Thanks Vivi! *Hugs*..luckily it's almost over :/

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