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LibraGirl92
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From: IL
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posted May 29, 2015 07:27 PM
  
Hey everyone. I am to the point where I just about can't take it anymore. I got manipulated into doing a 900 loan that won't be paid off til march of next year by my worthless grandpas new wife who is nothing but a liar and on top of that my combined cable and internet bill and my phone bill and lastly giving my aunt 100 off of each check. I feel like I am never going to get my own place possibly until I get the loan paid off and I can't wait that long. My boyfriend hasn't gotten a job since we came here in February and I don't even think he wants to and I feel like I am just ready to leave him. If anyone could help you have a big thanks and I promise feedback. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted June 04, 2015 06:37 PM
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blindpainter
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posted June 06, 2015 04:52 PM
Hi libragirl, i asked if your guy would have a job by this time next year and got heart, bear, anchor i see this as saying he will and with the anchor itll be a stable job. The bear shows he has the power to find a job...not sure why hes not looking. maybe you could talk to him about how stressed you are about money and tell him you need his help, maybe he just needs a kick in the butt to get going. I asked if he was the right guy for you and got fish wow! Dog and whip
I would say yes he is fish represent a deep soul connection possibly soul mates the dog show great friendship the whip confused me as it can mean abuse or troubles but it could just mean he has dark hair.
I asked when will your finacial situation get better and got rider! So it should be swiftly! This card representsthe number 1 so 1 day, 1 week, 1 month or january. Life is so hard sometimes but dont despair. I am new to reading leno just fyi. Best of lucky sweetheart  Is he older than you? IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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posted June 06, 2015 05:11 PM
thank you for the reading :-) he had an interview yesterday for a dishwashing job and the gentleman called today and sent him an email asking him to come in tomorrow to do remodel work and to see how well they can work together because its going to be a new restuarant :-) He is older than me i am 22 going on 23 and he is 33 going on 34. with the good news that we got today i am really excited and proud of him. the whip card you pulled i am admitting that is me.... my anger is a lot more control now then a few years because i have physically assaulted him which i am very ashamed to do because no one deserves to be hit :-/ we get a long great and have a lot of things in common and can see where the dog card comes into play. and with fish you said about dark hair yes he does have dark brown almost blackish hair. i find it weird though that he may be a soulmate because i was told my ex J (before my current boyfriend) was a soulmate but from what i get from researching (as i am fairly new to all this) you can have more than one soulmate lol. I am happy for him getting the call today but i will not lie i am still kinda scared because he has to pay child support and with his support they take a lot and i get nervous and worried that we won't be able to have our own place because of that or maybe i just worry way too much lol.IP: Logged |
blindpainter
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posted June 06, 2015 05:22 PM
Oh that is good news! I have seen some other posts youve made i asked how old he was because i asked the cards if youd have a child with your current bf and got lily which can mean an older man by that its looking like a yes.
i feel people can have more than one soulmate and different types as well some are family some are friends and some are lovers. I worry way too much also, its a crappy habit to have it makes any stress feel so much worse.Youre not alone on the anger thing i have anger issues too and i have hit my bf as well im really ashamed of that :/ anger is hard to control. Im happy he got a call about the job thats really great  quote:
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thank you for the reading :-) he had an interview yesterday for a dishwashing job and the gentleman called today and sent him an email asking him to come in tomorrow to do remodel work and to see how well they can work together because its going to be a new restuarant :-) He is older than me i am 22 going on 23 and he is 33 going on 34. with the good news that we got today i am really excited and proud of him. the whip card you pulled i am admitting that is me.... my anger is a lot more control now then a few years because i have physically assaulted him which i am very ashamed to do because no one deserves to be hit :-/ we get a long great and have a lot of things in common and can see where the dog card comes into play. and with fish you said about dark hair yes he does have dark brown almost blackish hair. i find it weird though that he may be a soulmate because i was told my ex J (before my current boyfriend) was a soulmate but from what i get from researching (as i am fairly new to all this) you can have more than one soulmate lol. I am happy for him getting the call today but i will not lie i am still kinda scared because he has to pay child support and with his support they take a lot and i get nervous and worried that we won't be able to have our own place because of that or maybe i just worry way too much lol.
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LibraGirl92
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From: IL
Registered: Nov 2014
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posted June 06, 2015 05:32 PM
Thank you :-) i even went as far as going online and buying and anger workbook and that made an impact for me. I feel that my anger is way much under control than it was before. I do have slip ups but very rarely and i really try my best to not go to that place :-(. i am just curious is there anyway to know when we could have our first child and what it would be? we have been unsuccessful for almost going on five years and i really wanted my grandmother to be there to see my first child be born but she unfortunately passed away last January :-( He already has two boys and wants another one but i would like our first to be a girl so i can keep the name "Faye" alive as it is my middle name my grandma's middle name and my great grandma's middle name and that he could have his first daughter lol but a boy would be amazing because i realized if i had a son that would of been her first great grandson. I really do appreciate you taking the time and doing this i really do :-)IP: Logged |
blindpainter
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posted June 06, 2015 05:43 PM
Sure im kinda testing out my deck i jus started with lenormand and i feel alot more connected to these cards than my tarot deck. Asked when youd have your first baby and got snake this represents the number 7 and the month of july with the lily it could be 7 years. I asked if your child would be a girl and got anchor i see that as a yes. I understand your feelings for wanting a baby i am about to be 25 and i have seriouse baby fever lol but there is no need to rush things. Perhaps by that time you would have your own place and more finacial security.
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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
Thank you :-) i even went as far as going online and buying and anger workbook and that made an impact for me. I feel that my anger is way much under control than it was before. I do have slip ups but very rarely and i really try my best to not go to that place :-(. i am just curious is there anyway to know when we could have our first child and what it would be? we have been unsuccessful for almost going on five years and i really wanted my grandmother to be there to see my first child be born but she unfortunately passed away last January :-( He already has two boys and wants another one but i would like our first to be a girl so i can keep the name "Faye" alive as it is my middle name my grandma's middle name and my great grandma's middle name and that he could have his first daughter lol but a boy would be amazing because i realized if i had a son that would of been her first great grandson. I really do appreciate you taking the time and doing this i really do :-)
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LibraGirl92
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From: IL
Registered: Nov 2014
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posted June 06, 2015 06:01 PM
that is interesting because july is our anniversary month (july 16th) and in 7 years i will be 29 going on 30 and i guess that is when my first saturn return hits and in my natal chart i have saturn in the 5th and someone said that i would most likely have my first child after my first saturn return. i honestly thought i was infertile and its just everyone i know is around me is expecting and i am happy for them but i am always wondering when is it going to be my turn lol. I am in no rush but i have always been secretly praying that maybe it is finally going happen and then i get the disappointment. I think maybe the universe is trying to tell me you will have your baby but first you got to get yourself stabled so that way you are prepared before you bring this new life into the world. and the funny thing is that if it does happen in 7 years he will pushing the big 40 lolIP: Logged |
blindpainter
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posted June 06, 2015 07:31 PM
My dad was in his 40's when i was born we are very close. That is really interesting about saturn and your chart! I think youre right about your thoughts on waiting, its hard not to be jealous when other people are expecting or getting married but itll happen for you when the time isright  IP: Logged |
LibraGirl92
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From: IL
Registered: Nov 2014
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posted June 06, 2015 08:24 PM
and funny thing is my mom had me in her early 20's and then didn't three more until her 30's and sometimes i swear i am my mother's twin lol. But i am gonna take one day at a time and enjoy life before bringing one into the world because i know when that day happens my life will pretty much evolve around him/her lol :-) truthfully though there are points where i feel like me and my current boyfriend aren't going to last because i know this may sound messed up but i feel like my ex J the guy before the one i am with now i belong with him like being around him i get the whole electrifying butterfly sensation and our chemistry was just off the charts and i could never explain it and honestly i don't have that with my current guy ;-/ it sounds really messed up. i sound like a terrible person :-/IP: Logged |
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