posted June 02, 2015 12:52 AM
Hmm.. I can be the same way. In your chart.. Having contacts between the moon and Uranus/Neptune along with having your sun also in contact with those planets.. And Having your sun in Scorpio..
I know you don't know me well, but if you need anyone to talk to, I am open to talking. I know what it can be like to have an ongoing conflict going on in your mind on a daily basis.
Remember this. If you have a bad day in which you give into any bad habits or such.. It does not mean that every day after that day has to be like that. I know, sometimes it can be hard to see past today, and to see that we CAN quit our habits.. But, you have to remember, it IS possible. Just because today was not good, does not mean that is all there is, or all you have to know. You can move on.
It may be hard.. It may take time.. But it is possible.
If there is anything you want to talk about or say, let me know. I could give you my e-mail if you don't want to post it all publicly.
I really hope you get to feeling better soon. I know you can overcome this! It's just going to take a bit of work.