posted June 17, 2015 02:26 PM
Thank you, sounds quite positive. Well, we never dated and are not really friends; he`s Mr Sag, so a performer, but one who seems very interested in his audience/ fans and interested in "getting to know each other (him and his fans, not him and me I guess ) a little better".
We did cross paths now and then (last time last friday actually), and well some bizarre things happened, and coincidences increased.
And so he had that spontaneous idea for an informal gathering on 22nd august, and when I posted on his fb, that i was interested in that and thought it was a great idea, but was so shy, that it is a real challenge for me, he told me to "Simply be there". lol As if that is easy for me!
Then I saw him on the concert the day after, on which some other weird things happened, including an eyecontact that bordered a staring contest.
And now he apparnetly has scheduled something new, I suppose a gig or concert again, even though before the last one he was adamant that it would be only the one this year, but i guess something must have made him change his mind or the band`s mind.
We do not know yet though what it is. He just posted that we should save a free spot on 15th august (one week before the fan-meeting).
I just wrote it would be nice to know WHY we are saving this spot in our calendar?
Which he did not answer, of course not, he is in his teasing mood apparently, and will not uncover the secret! lol I am dying of curiosity"!
Well when I posed the question here, he commented and at least hinted at the PLACE.
So the where is clear (which is good to know as I will have to plan for this. lol).
The thing is I expected him to ignore me after last friday again; things somehow shifted in the last week. I mean the way his face lit up with that smile, when he saw me looking back at him, it was mindblowing to see that. Almost like there was a communication taking place without words, or well at least I think there was a dawning of understanding in him, how my bizarre behaviour in some of the recent years had nothing to do with me not liking him, but just because I was insecure and shy, and that I actualy DO like him.
Not that it changes anything, but I never really reacted to the things he said, like flat out commenting on stage tht I was drivng him crazy. WEll what could I have said to that? And he said it on stage.
Or the way he started coming off stage every concert repeatedly and sort of circling around me, which of course could be a coincidence, but every concert?
Including those when he actually approached me and asked for my name? LOL
But yeah, of course it is difficult and will always be, but it feels at least as if some things are clearer now, and that is pretty nice.
will pull cards for you in a minute